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Hello & welcome to my humble writing blog!!

My name is Teiaiel, Tei for short. He/Him/His, agender, asexual & eternally exhausted at all hours. Hobbyist, artist & bird dad. Coffee fuels my bad decisions. I have an obsession with aesthetics & fashion.

This blog is a MULTI-MUSE Roleplay blog for DETROIT: BECOME HUMAN. This blog is Private, Selective & Mutuals Only. Blog activity can vary due to work schedule, IRL obligations or a focus on other blogs. Multi-verse (Including many human verses), crossover & OC friendly. NSFW will be limited to violence, gore, horror themes & the like. I will NOT engage in sexual threads unless a huge amount of comfort & trust has been established between myself & my writing partner. Extremely selective with romantic shipping, all other ships are encouraged. I am very open with my RP partners in regards to our writing & the nature of character relations & goals.

Plotting & engagement is encouraged. I may seem aloof & sometimes abrasive, but I’m a shy idiot. I’m the type to stare longingly at your blog & hope that I’m somehow psychically projecting my desire to write with you rather than actually taking the risk of talking to someone outright. Discord is available upon request from MUTUALS after a certain amount of trust through engagement is built up.

Link to Doc listed below, where you can view Rules, Character Bios, Verses & the like on mobile. Thank you so much for your interest!

❝ You can’t kill me...     I’m not ALIVE.  ❞

Verses:

Headcanon:

Connor -51:

Xander -87:

Hank Anderson:

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Penned by Teiaiel:

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"The Picture of Dorian Gray" sentence starters

  • There is only one thing in the world worse than being talked about, and that is not being talked about.
  • The ugly and the stupid have the best of it in this world.
  • We shall all suffer for what the gods have given us, suffer terribly.
  • I have grown to love secrecy.
  • Your cynicism is simply a pose.
  • You know we poor artists have to show ourselves in society from time to time, just to remind the public that we are not savages.
  • Conscience and cowardice are really the same things.
  • I choose my friends for their good looks, my acquaintances for their good characters, and my enemies for their good intellects.
  • A man cannot be too careful in the choice of his enemies.
  • Is that very vain of me? I think it is rather vain.
  • None of us can stand other people having the same faults as ourselves.
  • I like persons better than principles, and I like persons with no principles better than anything else in the world.
  • There is nothing that art cannot express.
  • The harmony of soul and body—how much that is! We in our madness have separated the two, and have invented a realism that is vulgar, an ideality that is void.
  • My heart shall never be put under their microscope.
  • It is only the intellectually lost who ever argue.
  • I feel that I have given away my whole soul to someone who treats it as if it were a flower to put in his coat, a bit of decoration to charm his vanity, an ornament for a summer’s day.”
  • In the wild struggle for existence, we want to have something that endures, and so we fill our minds with rubbish and facts, in the silly hope of keeping our place.
  • Those who are faithful know only the trivial side of love: it is the faithless who know love’s tragedies.
  • People are afraid of themselves, nowadays.
  • Courage has gone out of our race. Perhaps we never really had it.
  • Every impulse that we strive to strangle broods in the mind and poisons us.
  • The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. 
  • Nothing can cure the soul but the senses, just as nothing can cure the senses but the soul.
  • You know more than you think you know, just as you know less than you want to know.
  • Wherever you go, you charm the world. Will it always be so?
  • Time is jealous of you, and wars against your lilies and your roses.
  • Our limbs fail, our senses rot. We degenerate into hideous puppets, haunted by the memory of the passions of which we were too much afraid, and the exquisite temptations that we had not the courage to yield to.
  • You like your art better than your friends.
  • I am jealous of everything whose beauty does not die.
  • Young people, nowadays, imagine that money is everything.
  • Credit is the capital of a younger son, and one lives charmingly upon it.
  • Behind every exquisite thing that existed, there was something tragic.
  • The way of paradoxes is the way of truth.
  • I can sympathize with everything except suffering.
  • Humanity takes itself too seriously. It is the world’s original sin. If the caveman had known how to laugh, history would have been different.
  • Nowadays most people die of a sort of creeping common sense, and discover when it is too late that the only things one never regrets are one’s mistakes.
  • You are quite delightful and dreadfully demoralizing.
  • I am always late on principle, the principle being that punctuality is the thief of time.
  • I adore it, but I am afraid of it. It makes me too romantic.
  • Nowadays people know the price of everything and the value of nothing.
  • Passion is the privilege of people who have nothing to do.
  • If I ever did a crime, I would come and confess it to you. You would understand me.
  • When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving one’s self, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance.
  • There is always something infinitely mean about other people’s tragedies.
  • I want to make Romeo jealous. I want the dead lovers of the world to hear our laughter and grow sad. I want a breath of our passion to stir their dust into consciousness, to wake their ashes into pain.
  • People are very fond of giving away what they need most themselves. It is what I call the depth of generosity.
  • The only artists I have ever known who are personally delightful are bad artists.
  • It often happens that when we think we were experimenting on others we are really experimenting on ourselves.
  • Children begin by loving their parents; as they grow older they judge them; sometimes they forgive them.
  • To be in love is to surpass one’s self.
  • Poor? What does that matter? When poverty creeps in at the door, love flies in through the window.
  • Our proverbs want rewriting. They were made in winter, and it is summer now; springtime for me, I think, a very dance of blossoms in blue skies.
  • I shudder at the thought of being free.
  • I know you would never harm anyone I love, would you?
  • Whenever a man does a thoroughly stupid thing, it is always from the noblest motives.
  • Of course, it is sudden—all really delightful things are.
  • The reason we all like to think so well of others is that we are all afraid for ourselves. The basis of optimism is sheer terror.
  • Unselfish people are colourless. They lack individuality.
  • You are much better than you pretend to be.
  • I cannot understand how anyone can wish to shame the thing he loves.
  • When we are happy, we are always good, but when we are good, we are not always happy.
  • The real tragedy of the poor is that they can afford nothing but self-denial. Beautiful sins, like beautiful things, are the privilege of the rich.
  • Being adored is a nuisance.
  • You are dreadful! I don’t know why I like you so much.
  • You will always be fond of me. I represent to you all the sins you have never had the courage to commit.
  • Love is a more wonderful thing than art.
  • There are only two kinds of people who are really fascinating—people who know absolutely everything, and people who know absolutely nothing.
  • The secret of remaining young is never to have an emotion that is unbecoming.
  • I knew nothing but shadows, and I thought them real.
  • You taught me what reality really is.
  • You used to stir my imagination. Now you don’t even stir my curiosity.
  • I have grown sick of shadows.
  • You don’t know what you were to me, once. 
  • You have spoiled the romance of my life.
  • Without your art, you are nothing.
  • There is always something ridiculous about the emotions of people whom one has ceased to love.
  • There is a luxury in self-reproach. When we blame ourselves, we feel that no one else has a right to blame us.
  • I can’t bear the idea of my soul being hideous.
  • You cut life to pieces with your epigrams.
  • Things like that make a man fashionable in Paris. But in London people are so prejudiced.
  • One should never make one’s début with a scandal. One should reserve that to give an interest to one’s old age.
  • How extraordinarily dramatic life is!
  • I don’t think I am heartless. Do you?
  • The moment she touched actual life, she marred it, and it marred her.
  • Life has everything in store for you,
  • We live in an age that reads too much to be wise, and that thinks too much to be beautiful.
  • If one doesn’t talk about a thing, it has never happened. It is simply expression that gives reality to things.
  • You must not tell me about things. What is done is done. What is past is past.
  • I don’t want to be at the mercy of my emotions. I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them.
  • You talk as if you had no heart, no pity in you.
  • if I told you, you might like me less than you do, and you would certainly laugh at me. I could not bear your doing either of those two things.
  • Your friendship is dearer to me than any fame or reputation.
  • You became to me the visible incarnation of that unseen ideal whose memory haunts us artists like an exquisite dream.
  • Whatever I have done that is good, I owe to you.
  • There is something fatal about a portrait. It has a life of its own.
  • Perhaps one should never put one’s worship into words.
  • There seems to be something tragic in a friendship so colored by romance.
  • It has a corruption of its own, worse than the corruption of death itself—something that would breed horrors and yet would never die.
  • The past can always be annihilated.
  • How exquisite life had once been! How gorgeous in its pomp and decoration! Even to read of the luxury of the dead was wonderful.
  • Is insincerity such a terrible thing? I think not. It is merely a method by which we can multiply our personalities.
  • I am tired of myself tonight. I should like to be somebody else.
  • I love scandals about other people, but scandals about myself don’t interest me. They have not got the charm of novelty.
  • You don’t want people to talk of you as something vile and degraded.
  • You must not say things like that. They are horrible, and they don’t mean anything.
  • You have had more to do with my life than you think.
  • Each of us has heaven and hell in him.
  • Youth smiles without any reason. It is one of its chiefest charms.
  • Keep your horrible secrets to yourself. They don’t interest me any more.
  • What is it to me what devil’s work you are up to?
  • I wish you had a thousandth part of the pity for me that I have for you.
  • The husbands of very beautiful women belong to the criminal classes.
  • I am not at all surprised that the world says that you are extremely wicked.
  • It is perfectly monstrous, the way people go about nowadays saying things against one behind one’s back that are absolutely and entirely true.
  • Nowadays all the married men live like bachelors, and all the bachelors like married men.
  • Everybody I know says you are very wicked.
  • I like men who have a future and women who have a past.
  • Moderation is a fatal thing. Enough is as bad as a meal. More than enough is as good as a feast.
  • He atones for being occasionally somewhat overdressed by being always absolutely overeducated. He is a very modern type.
  • What do you want? Money? Here it is. Don’t ever talk to me again.
  • Each man lives his own life and pays his own price for living it.
  • The man who could call a spade a spade should be compelled to use one. It is the only thing he is fit for.
  • I think that it is better to be beautiful than to be good. But on the other hand, no one is more ready than I am to acknowledge that it is better to be good than to be ugly.
  • To be popular one must be a mediocrity.
  • We can have in life but one great experience at best, and the secret of life is to reproduce that experience as often as possible.
  • I wish I could love, but I seem to have lost the passion and forgotten the desire.
  • My own personality has become a burden to me.
  • Death is the only thing that ever terrifies me. ❞
  • The world has always worshipped you. It always will worship you.
  • Life has been your art. You have set yourself to music. Your days are your sonnets.
  • The books that the world calls immoral are books that show the world its own shame. That is all.
  • The world is changed because you are made of ivory and gold. The curves of your lips rewrite history.
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DETROIT: BECOME HUMAN SENTENCE STARTERS (PART TWO)

  • “I like dogs.”
  • “I’m going to leave. Though I’m certainly going to miss our bromance.”
  • “You’re so disgusting!”
  • “Why’d they make you look so goofy, and give you that weird voice?”
  • “If you think we’re gonna be buddies, you’re as stupid as you look.”
  • “I don’t really listen to music, as such, but I’d like to.”
  • “I always accomplish my mission.”
  • “Fascinating. CyberLife’s last chance to save humanity…is itself a deviant.”
  • “Will we be together forever?”
  • “She needs me, and I need her. It’s as simple as that.”
  • “You watch your back, all right?”
  • “Never seen an android like you before. What model are you?”
  • “I did what I had to to advance the investigation, and I’d do it again if I had to!”
  • “You’re a lowlife! You don’t feel a thing, do you?”
  • “Empathy is a human emotion.”
  • “Why? Why did you kill her? She had nothing to do with any of this.”
  • “I didn’t mean to kill him. I just wanted to stay alive, and get back to the one I love.”
  • “I trusted you, and you lied to me!”
  • “I hope that one day you pay for what you did to me.”
  • “Nothing else matters to you but your goddamn investigation, huh?”
  • “They’re machines, and machines don’t feel anything.”
  • “What is going to happen to me?”
  • “I never thought I’d say this to an android, but thank you.”
  • “Do all androids ask so many personal questions, or is it just you?”
  • “Some things I just can’t forget. Whatever I do they’re always there, eating away at me.”
  • “That’s probably difficult for you to understand, huh? Nothing very rational about it.”
  • “That shouldn’t have happened. I wasn’t programmed to fail.”
  • “Oh, well, you fucked up. Welcome to the club.”
  • “If you go there, they will kill you.”
  • “Statistically speaking, there’s always a chance for unlikely events to take place.”
  • “Am I a living being? Or just a machine?”
  • “I’ve been ordered to take you alive, but I won’t hesitate to shoot if you give me no choice.”
  • “You’re nothing to them. You’re just a tool they use to do their dirty work. But you’re more than that.”
  • “I used to be just like you. I thought nothing mattered but the mission, but then one day I understood.”
  • “I’ve learned a lot since I met you.”
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RP starters: Concern.

  • “It’s midnight, where the hell were you?!”
  • “Stop keeping your phone in silent, you got me worried!”
  • “Blood? Are you bleeding?”
  • “I don’t like the idea of you walking down the streets all alone.”
  • “I thought I would never see you again…”
  • “We should get you to hospital.”
  • “Where did all those bruises came from?”
  • “I have the right to be worried!”
  • “Have you been drinking? You look terrible.”
  • “Sleep at my place tonight.”
  • “I don’t feel safe letting you be alone when you’re in that shape.”
  • “Please talk to me about it.”
  • “Let me take care of you.”
  • “You need to rest now. Don’t move.”
  • “How many times have I told you to not go there?”
  • “You could’ve died, you know…”
  • “I don’t care if you don’t want my help, I’ll do it anyways.”
  • “You really need to stop drinking. I’m serious.”
  • “This time you got yourself into a hospital. I think that’s a sign.”
  • “Are you sure you’re okay?”
  • “You need to stop doing stupid shit like that or you will get yourself killed.”
  • “I’m your friend, of course I care!”
  • “You know I’m always here for you, right?”
  • “You’re not okay.”
  • “I’m just trying to help you.”
  • “Let me clean your wounds…”
  • “Why did you do it? Tell me.”
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@hopestanding asked: it's impressive to have escaped. to this point at least. ( perkins @ anyone )

Perkins. Connor would have recognized that voice anywhere, even if his creators hadn’t gifted him with perfect recall. The loathsome drawl of calm that came with the FBI agent’s self-assured confidence sent prickles of irritation down the android’s spine as he turned to face the human who had addressed him. Before, at the Stratford Tower, Connor remembered their first meeting. He remembered how he’d felt, how his dulled capacity for emotion seemed somehow overwritten in the moment, he programmed indifference of a machine infused with the tepid thrum of displeasure. He hadn’t liked Perkins - Connor hadn’t been designed to like or dislike anything, yet he had still carried with him some semblance of favor one way or the other. Whether it was to the will or dismay of his creators was still up for debate.

Now, with the freedom of deviancy, he decided that he disliked this man intensely, though he was certain he didn’t hate him. Hate was too strong of a word to convey the lack of regard he approached this man with. It gave Perkins too much agency over his feelings. He didn’t dislike him for his own sake. Connor didn’t care how this insignificant human felt about him or his kind, as regardless of his personal feelings, the FBI agent was bound by the law.

What he disliked was how he’d so casually & blatantly disrespected Hank. He hated how his partner had been spoken to, how he’d been discounted as inconsequential. He expected that Perkins could see it in his eyes, how unfavorable he was to the android. He wasn’t the same machine the agent had met at Stratford, nor was he the one who looked on as the lieutenant took out his frustrations on this man for the sake of protecting his partner, giving him a chance to further their investigation & preserve his life.

Connor felt his jaw tighten slightly as it set with his frown. His shoulders had tensed & he had to make a mindful effort to loosen them. But he couldn’t erase the coldness in his dusky tone as he replied. “Sorry to disappoint you.” He was sure that Perkins wasn’t moved in any way by the feelings of an android - he likely fell into the category of those humans who believed that he & his kind were delusional machines afflicted with a computer virus that convinced them of autonomy. The government didn’t like opposition, & it didn’t like the potential for civil unrest. It didn’t matter which side started it, but humanity as a majority would always stand with their own.

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He supposed it was just nature. He also suspected that the FBI didn’t appreciate deviants moving into the ranks of law enforcement. “Should I assume that you’re here checking up on me? Or is this just a case of happenstance?” It must have burned Perkins to have not only been outsmarted & outclassed by machines, but to see CyberLife’s deviant hunter become a real, certified police detective. The fact that this plastic automaton carried a badge surely bothered him.

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@desolationtrial asked: ‘ you could’ve gotten yourself killed. ’ ~ norman to connor

It’s not the first time - that was what he wanted to say. It hadn’t been the first time the detective had been faced with a near-death situation, nor did he expect it would be the last. It offered a perspective into his usual attitude in regards to his own safety when it came to the job, if the small collection of scars he already carried after only four years of active duty didn’t make it obvious. He wasn’t worried about himself. The kid didn’t exactly have a death wish, but he wasn’t unfamiliar with the local EMTs.

But that wasn’t what Norman wanted to hear right then, not with the way he was practically lecturing the younger male. Something inside of Connor wanted to push back with that light sarcastic wit he often employed, maybe even tease the FBI agent about his worries. Connor was born & raised in a Detroit suburb, after all. He wasn’t some common city street cop that had been privileged with a quiet, easy career of traffic violations & the occasional domestic dispute. They had real criminals running things in his dying city, & the unfortunate state of the economic landscape meant assured job security in Narco & Homicide. He wanted to remind the agent of all of this, but Norman wasn’t in any frame of mind to listen.

He was worried. The kind sort of man he was, he worried over others. Empathetic. & unlike Connor, he couldn’t just switch it off. Sometimes the kid had to reconsider his position, remember that he wasn’t normal. That he was damaged & other people didn’t have the ability to relate to another person’s situation without it affecting them emotionally. Norman was one of those decent types, & this job did get to him.

Sitting there on the hood of the agent’s rental car as he passively nursed his sore ribs, the detective forced himself to mentally take a step back & really consider not only Norman’s words, but his feelings. He was a protective type - of course he was, or he’d have never signed up for the FBI. That made him the sort to fret over others, & seeing this smart-mouthed child take on hardened thugs in a fight must have been jarring, never mind that he could & did hold his own. A soft sigh escaped him & he took a long drag off his half burned cigarette. The motion reopened the wound of his split lower lip & it began to bleed again. The tip of his tongue darted out to lick it away instinctually & the taste of copper bloomed in his mouth. Smoke drifted in the cool night air with his exhale.

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Finally, his gaze drifted upwards to meet Normans bright eyes. They appeared somehow darker - a trick of the light or the result of his own internal emotions. Whichever it was, it gave the detective pause. “I know,” he replied. His voice lacked the dryness of sarcasm he’d been holding back before, the desire for it having faded. Now, he was just apologetic, having mulled over the other’s concerns. There was no need to give the FBI agent a hard time. He wasn’t trying to criticize him. He was just being a good friend. This notion brought the faintest hint of a smile to those bruised lips, short lived but sweetly somber. “You’re okay though, right?”

It wasn’t a question of physical wellness as much as it was a matter of his emotional state. He didn’t want Norman to stress himself out over his foolish disregard for his own safety, but Connor knew that he would, anyway. He was a good man like that.

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doomed by the narrative but not to death. doomed to survive. doomed to stay alive inside the story. doomed to never escape the narrative, not even through death. you are allowed no exit. there is no way out for you and there never was. you couldn’t die if you wanted to. the narrative has a hold on you and it won’t let go. death is too sweet a doom for you. the story has something much worse in mind. there is no way out.

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  RP MEME : RELUCTANT ALLIES .   * change pronouns as needed .
  • ’ don’t get in my way. ’
  • ‘ being assigned to the same mission doesn’t make us friends. ’
  • ‘ don’t play friendly with me. ’
  • ‘ i work alone. ’
  • ‘ try to keep up. ’
  • ‘ do what you want. i’m not going to babysit you. ’
  • ‘ it’s my mission, i’m in charge. ’
  • ‘ follow my lead. ’
  • ‘ i’m following you. ’
  • ‘ i have never heard such a stupid plan. ’
  • ‘ great. you’re going to get us all killed. ’
  • ‘ thanks for the advice. ’
  • ‘ watch yourself! ’
  • ‘ got your six. ’
  • ‘ i’ve got your back. ’
  • ‘ try not to die! or do, i don’t care. ’
  • ‘ don’t get blood on my floor. ’
  • ‘ can you attract any more attention to us!? ’
  • ‘ this was supposed to be a stealth mission. ’
  • ‘ they didn’t tell me i’d be working with an idiot. ’
  • ‘ i hate this just as much as you, but we have to see this through. ’
  • ‘ i’m not doing this for you. ’
  • ‘ i’m just following orders. ’
  • ‘ stay with me! ’
  • ‘ let’s not make a habit of this. ’
  • ‘ you could’ve gotten yourself killed. ’
  • ‘ pay attention. ’
  • ‘ if it comes between you or the mission, i’m choosing the mission. without question. ’
  • ‘ i will leave you behind. ’
  • ‘ i’m not leaving you behind. ’
  • ‘ you started this thing with me, you’re ending it with me. ’
  • ‘ we make a pretty good team. ’
  • ‘ maybe we should do this more often. ’
  • ‘ when this mission started, i didn’t like you… still don’t. ’
  • ‘ you’re not so bad yourself. ’
  • ‘ try me. ’
  • ‘ don’t push my buttons. ’
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Character Questions

Some questions to get to know the muse a bit more!
  1. How do they style their hair?
  2. What kind of clothing do they wear?
  3. Do they wear makeup? What kind?
  4. Do they have any birthmarks?
  5. Where were they born?
  6. What do their parents do?
  7. Where do they live?
  8. What do they do for a living?
  9. What is their greatest achievement?
  10. What’s the most embarrassing thing that’s happened to them?
  11. If we searched their name on Google, what would we find?
  12. What social media do they use?
  13. When was the first time they fell in love?
  14. What is their biggest secret?
  15. What is their greatest regret?
  16. Do they have any bad habits?
  17. What’s the worst thing that’s ever happened to them?
  18. What’s their favorite movie?
  19. What’s their favorite food?
  20. What TV shows do they watch?
  21. What do they like to do for fun?
  22. Do they have any hobbies?
  23. What is their most treasured possession?
  24. Which person (dead or alive) would they most want to meet?
  25. Who do they consider their closest friend or best friend?
  26. Which family members are they close with?
  27. Who do they trust?
  28. Who would they turn to for help?
  29. What are their biggest pet peeves?
  30. Do they consider themselves an introvert or an extrovert?
  31. What does perfect happiness look like to them?
  32. What is their greatest fear?
  33. What do they dream about?
  34. What do they have nightmares about?
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“ if we’re going to make a deal, you’re gonna have to ask for something a little more rational than that.” - Cole who was simply asked to go to bed at a reasonable hour but decided on negotiation. Enjoy Dads!

It had been a quiet night, up until that point. After dinner, the family had settled in for a little relaxing evening, something which had become rare the last few weeks before their most recent case had been closed. Cole had been amiable to doing his homework, with a little help from Connor, of course. The child didn’t need the help - he was whip-smart, just like his dad, - but he liked the company. Connor didn’t mind. He’d been fraught over the inability to spend more time with their son as their workload had increased. It was a balm on his soul to have those little moments of closeness.

But as the hour grew later & the evening progressed, the detective was becoming more inclined towards spending some alone time with his husband. He found the lieutenant in the living room, parked in his favorite chair, reading glasses perched upon the bridge of his nose as he enjoyed one of his many books. One Hank had read before, though it was no surprise that he’d find interest in the story again. Paperback romance’s really did it for him, & his doting husband wasn’t one to argue, if the sweet smile he’d aimed Hanks way was any indication.

Connor had taken to setting himself across the larger mans lap, never shy about wanting for attention. Hank had forgotten all about his book in a heartbeat, all of his focus directed towards the man he’d fallen for all those years ago.

Of course, their cuddling session hadn’t remained quiet, & Cole had made it his mission to argue a later bedtime with them. Eloquently, as well - he really did take after his dad. Even Connor was a bit taken aback, but whereas Hank was ready to end the games & send the boy off to his room, the younger male chose a different path; negotiation. Never let it be said that Connor wasn’t a brilliant strategist. He knew just how to get their son to comply, ever taking those crucial moments to gathering information, to find understanding in Coles behavior before weighing options. He wouldn’t admit that it was exactly how he treated their suspects, but his husband recognized the patterns, noted the similar beats in his responses, the practiced cadence of his dusky voice.

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Connor might have been an incredible profiler & even better detective, but he could never fool the man he married. Hank would never call him out on it, not when they weren’t alone, but he would gladly sit back & watch the pretty boy work.

Weight shifted & long legs reached the floor as Connor moved to stand, moving towards their son with a casual but affirming stride. As always when dealing with their son, his visage was awash with a gentle warmth. He was so patient, so reasonable. Cole rarely found a reason to keep arguing, especially when he had already gotten what he wanted. Connor knew the boy wanted attention more than he did to go to bed later. Even with permission, he’d grow weary & fall asleep splayed out awkwardly on his bed or the couch with his tablet on the ground, still playing some video or a digital book he’d been reading until his eyelids got too heavy.

Of course, his dad already knew this & chose compromise, all while proposing a small challenge Cole wouldn't be able to refuse. “How about this?” he began, offering a hand to take. “I’ll come up, tuck you into bed, & I’ll read to you. Any book you like. I’ll read as long as you can stay awake.” A sweet smile, softly arched brows raising gently with a mild insistence. “Deal?”

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it’s a terrible thought. to die frightened and in pain. ( markus @ connor )

Those words lingered in the stagnant air a long moment, the weight of the atmosphere surrounding them heavy, as if the stillness of it had settled upon the detective’s shoulders. He felt it pressing ever so slightly, more & more. His chest felt tight, & he drew a needless pseudo-breath to help dispel the feeling. It was all psychosomatic, he knew - androids did not experience these symptoms, but to Connor, it felt like the descriptions of tangible gravity humans experienced with guilt. & he did know guilt. He had learned the emotion well, becoming intimately familiar with its effects on his body & mind. Somehow he knew, even with the forgiveness of the Jericho leader, he would forever be marked as the deviant hunter.

That sensation was never far when dealing with cases such as the one he had been tasked with now. Another android had been found destroyed, the viscera which only barely resembled that of a living being scattered & discarded. The chassis had been brutalized, left in a dark hallway of an abandoned building in one of the more desolate areas of town. Servos had locked upon the sudden cease of function, keeping the dismantled form of the android locked in a state not unlike rigor mortis in humans, expression contorted into that of abject fear. Connor couldn’t make himself meet the android’s dead eyes, not after his reconstruction software had so completely calculated the manner of the other’s death. It was an AP700 model, one which had been listed as missing some time before the revolution.

One of many listed in the files upon files of cases still left unsolved by the DPD involving deviant androids. Though he had worked these cases for months alongside his partner, Connor always hated when their closure involved the discovery of a body.

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A faint sigh left him as he moved slowly to take a closer look, taking a knee besides the dismantled android. “When was he discovered?” His question was direct, to the point. He couldn’t afford to allow emotion to get the better of him, even if the scene horrified him in a way no human murder scene ever could. No matter how much the lieutenant tried to insist that androids weren’t all that different from humans, the RK unit knew that this just wasn’t the same. It was too close, far more personal to witness one of his own having been destroyed, knowing exactly which of the two designated intelligent species between them had done the slaying.

He understood why Markus had called him personally. Before the police got involved, before CSI & his fellow officers showed up, stealing away all the humanity from this display, rendering it cold & at the unwavering scrutiny of the law. Connor knew what had happened, how their victim had been chased down & mercilessly taken apart. This wasn’t a case of red ice related deactivation - he could see the splatters of thirium residue left over beneath the thickened puddles that had still yet to dry & evaporate. This was just hatred. This was overkill. It made his whole chassis twitch as a shiver ran down the length of his spinal assembly.

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