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Izzy | Author of A Court of Light & Melody and Trial of the Valkyrie | my TikTok/IG: @readthesefics
Bi | She/Her
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Masterlist:

Ao3/Wattpad

A Court of Light and Melody on ao3 - completed - post ACOSF

A Court of Light and Melody on Wattpad - completed - post ACOS

Trial of the Valkyrie on ao3 - Post ACOSF Gwynriel fic (completed)

Trial of the Valkyrie on wattpad - Post ACOSF Gwynriel fic (completed)

Daevabad:

The Ripper and The Scourge (Darayavahoush e-Afshin takes on Jack the Ripper in a multi-chapter historical fantasy fanfiction)

Survivor’s Guilt (set during KOC, Irtemiz relieves her burdens to her commander)

Men of ACOTAR Headcanons:

One-shots:

Goodnight, My Angel (Azriel can’t sleep when Gwyn is away - neither can his daughter)

Shut Up and Dance with Me (post ACOSF one shot - deviates from other one shots and headcanons)

The Spymaster’s Barber (post ACOSF one shot)

Headcanons:

ACOTAR “Vibes” Gif-sets (mostly Gwynriel):

Up All Night - Crazy, Stupid, Love vibes

My TikTok:

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hlizr50

Chapter 5 is up!!!

Bet you thought I’d forgotten all about you… well the joke is on you!!!

Sorry it’s been awhile. I find myself in the shameful space of now having THREE unfinished WIPs on the internet, but IT IS WHAT IT IS!!!

Hopefully the fluff will make you blind to the fact that I haven’t updated in awhile. And hopefully it’ll keep you fed enough to last until the next chapter, which I haven’t started writing yet 😬

And a snippet for temptation:

When she showed him the sign for ‘complicated’, which required him to curl an uncurl his fingers, the wraps that always covered his hands seemed to give him some trouble. Azriel gestured for her to give him a moment, then rolled up his sleeves and began to unfurl the black bindings. Gwyn was spellbound as the fabric fell away, revealing flesh heavily mottled and scarred by what she could only guess were burns. His other hand was the same, and she desperately wanted to know what had happened. It must have been terribly painful, and the likely trauma was what held her tongue. Though her own scars were agonizing, they were invisible to the naked eye. Regardless, she wouldn’t want someone to prod at her for explanations.

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Scene I want w/ Gwyn & Rhys

Rhysand: I miss my sister. I miss being an older brother to her.

Gwyn: What do you miss about it most?

Rhysand: Everything. Annoying her. Teasing her. Being her conspirator and keeping her secrets. I have a family of my own now, but nothing can mend that loss.

Gwyn: It sounds like you were a good brother.

Rhysand: I tried to be.

Gwyn: I never had an older brother.

Rhysand: *softly* Would you like one?

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tpcanvas

Az telling gwyn a secret about his shadows in the library 🩵

IG: TP.canvas

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Scene I want w/ Gwyn & Rhys

Rhysand: I miss my sister. I miss being an older brother to her.

Gwyn: What do you miss about it most?

Rhysand: Everything. Annoying her. Teasing her. Being her conspirator and keeping her secrets. I have a family of my own now, but nothing can mend that loss.

Gwyn: It sounds like you were a good brother.

Rhysand: I tried to be.

Gwyn: I never had an older brother.

Rhysand: *softly* Would you like one?

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What did you gain, Nesta? “The life of my sister and her child”

And what did it cost you? “Literally nothing the narrative has made it clear I am just as powerful if not moreso somehow? Idk just rolling with it!”

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hlizr50

Happy AU Day, @gwynrielweeksofficial and fellow Gwynriel shippers!

I’d like to present my newest little AU project:

A Sign of Affection

If you’ve read the manga or watched the anime and recognize the similarities with the fic art, well, that’s very intentional. This Gwynriel AU was inspired by A Sign of Affection, which has had me kicking my feet and squealing for WEEKS. It’s SO CUTE, and EVERYONE SHOULD READ/WATCH it!!!

Summary:

When a handsome stranger steps in to help with a curious tourist, Gwyn assumes that she will never see him again. But she soon finds out that he’s much closer to her small, safe circle than she ever could have imagined. Gwyn is shy, has a bit of baggage, and was born unable to hear. And she can’t quite imagine that someone like Azriel would take the time to dismantle the walls around her heart and invest himself in the effort it might take to communicate with her.

Azriel has been smitten since he saw her big, beautiful eyes and bright smile, and is even more thrilled when she ends up at Cassian’s self-defense class. He wants to know everything about her, and he wants to be able to meet her text for text, and even sign for sign. Using his ruined hands to communicate should have terrified him, but for Gwyn? It’s not even a question.

I’m honestly not sure how updates will go, bc the fic isn’t finished yet. But I was too excited/impatient to post. I’m thinking weekly or twice a week, depending on how much I get written this weekend ;)

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The finale of "Halfbreeds" is up!

a z r i e l 

Azriel’s memory of his rescue was hazy. He recalled being in and out of consciousness as Koschei tortured him. The Death God had a clear goal: get the information he desired from Azriel, kill him, resurrect him, and make him use his shadowsinger magic against Prythian’s armies. 

One moment Azriel had been chained to a wall, his back dripping blood, his wings broken in several places. The next Koschei had been called away to see to a breach in his stronghold’s defenses. Something about an entire wall turning into ‘mist.’ 

There had been a cacophony of clashing swords, grunts and agonized cries, then the  familiar scent of water-lilies and ginger. 

Azriel blinked his blurry surroundings into focus to find his mate was unshackling him. 

She’d dragged him through a sea of bodies, explaining that Rhysand had caused a diversion while she infiltrated Koschei’s keep. 

They had come for him. His brother and his mate had come for him. 

Of all things, he hadn’t expected a rescue on his behalf. He’d been trained to resist and withstand torture with no hope of aid. Then again, that was before he had a mate. One who apparently was hell-bent on saving him. 

Once they’d escaped through a large fissure in one of the dungeon walls Azriel had breathed in the fresh night air and fallen to his knees, his vision darkening until he was weightless. His last breath had been an apology to Gwyn for not being able to stay conscious. 

Now he laid in a narrow bed in the House of Wind’s recovery wing. There were other fallen soldiers in the beds around him, each of them given privacy by a white divider warded to provide silence so no one’s rest was disturbed by the pained moans of the injured. 

Gwyn had slept slumped in a wooden chair to the left of his bed. Now she sat perched on the edge of his cot, one of her hands threaded with his. 

“How are you feeling?” she asked. 

He gave her a wan smile from where he sat propped against the pillows, then sent a warm wave of comfort shimmering down the bond that tethered their souls. It was the ghost of a sensation being that they hadn’t had the time to accept the bond, but he knew she’d feel it all the same.

Gwyn exhaled, the tension in her shoulders bleeding away. She rubbed a freckled hand to the chest of her white tunic, laughing weakly. “That’s much better.” 

He frowned in confusion, then it dawned on him. “Oh, tell me you didn’t feel my–”

“I felt your fear,” Gwyn finished, her gaze distant. “I felt your agony. Your sorrow. Your hopelessness.” 

Azriel dragged his free hand down his face. “Gwyn, I apologize. This… bond– It’s new to me. I didn’t realize I was projecting it all to you.” 

She shook her head. “Don’t apologize. I… My actions were my own.”

His brows furrowed. “What actions?” 

Her cheeks reddened, that distant gaze suddenly shining with unshed tears. Her lips opened and closed, as though unable to find the words. 

Azriel felt his stomach lurch. 

“Gwyn, what did you do?” he asked, squeezing the hand he held. 

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If you don’t like today’s chapter of HALFBREEDS or disagree with how I handle the plotline I really don’t need to know

All we have as a fanfic writers, the only method of payment we receive, is engagement. When that engagement becomes littered with disagreements about how non canon our fanfiction is or how you didn’t like the way things went down, you take away our incentive to write.

I feel like that was the goal with today’s commenter, but I don’t really know their motives so I won’t speculate further.

SPOILERS FOR HALFBREEDS:

I list at the top of the chapter that this beat was born from a TikTok that was highly requested I turn into a story. One of the lines from the TikTok is “both your wife and your son will drown” so I indeed have Gwyn threaten Rhysand’s wife and child. She’s not in her right mind (a parallel to Azriel’s previous chapter), if Rhys kills her she’ll drop a tidal wave on his home, he sees her as a surrogate sister by this point in the story so killing her would literally break his heart, and lastly: Feyre and Nyx aren’t event in danger actually.

It doesn’t matter if you don’t like it. It doesn’t matter if you don’t think my FANFIC is canon compliant. It doesn’t matter if you have an urge to tell me you disagree with me.

DO NOT COMMENT NEGATIVELY ON FANFIC

lol update not only did they take the time to comment this:

But now we’re attacking fanfic commenters?

And no, I won’t blur out their username. It’s a sock puppet account so it’s not like knowing her name can lead to actually harm.

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Halfbreeds - Ch 3 is up!

g w y n

Six months later… 

The House of Wind

Gwyneth Berdara stood with her palms braced on either side of the map laid out on the mahogany table. Behind her the private library’s hearth roared with a fire, less for the balmy summer night and more for the Valkyrie’s comfort. 

She muttered to herself, eyes roving over the marks she’d made, the strategy she’d detailed, the only chance at getting her mate back from Koschei’s clutches. It was risky, but with enough Valkyrie Units dispatched Gwyn could pull it off. All she needed was for Rhys to sign off on the emergency status that would allow her to lead such a large number.

Nodding, Gwyn stood up straight, admiring the plan once more. “I promised I’d never let anyone lock you away again,” she whispered to Azriel, hoping he could hear her across the bond they’d yet to accept. “I will keep my word, Shadowsinger.” 

The doors squeaked across the room and the Valkyrie’s head whipped up to see Nesta striding in, her expression cautious as she no doubt tried to gauge Gwyn’s distress over Azriel’s abduction. 

Gwyn gave the eldest Archeron a hesitant smile. “I think I have a plan. It just requires a little luck, and Rhysand’s approval of…”

“Gwyn, wait,” Nesta interjected.

But there was no time to lose, so Gwyn continued, “...emergency status so I can lead a…”

“Gwyn, please stop.”

“...unit of Valkyrie to help me…”

Listen!” Nesta snapped. 

Gwyn jerked back, eyeing her friend like a potentially threatening predator. She narrowed her eyes, prompting her to explain why she was so fiercely protesting Azriel’s rescue. 

Nesta breathed slowly through her nose. “Gwyn, Rhysand is calling the Night Court’s forces to retreat. He won’t be dispatching any more units until the Healers have seen to the wounded and the High Lords are able to meet and discuss how to move forward.” 

Blinking, Gwyn walked around the table towards her friend. “But… but he’ll make an exception for Azriel, won’t he? That’s his brother.” 

Nesta’s throat bobbed. “No exceptions, Gwyn.” 

“Well, then he must not be aware that Azriel has been captured,” Gwyn countered. 

Because if Rhys knew Azriel had been captured he would do everything he could to see that he was brought home. He had worked so hard to ensure Azriel lived for the past five centuries, he wouldn’t stop now. And certainly not after he had succeeded in his covert maneuvers to guarantee Gwyn and Azriel met, that the bond snapped for his brother as it had for her. That the shadowsinger received the happiness he had so long deserved. 

“He’s aware Azriel was taken, Gwyn,” Nesta said gently. “And he is still ordering the retreat.” 

Gwyn felt her brows pull together, her jaw falling open as she struggled to process what Nesta was saying. “He… He wants to wait to rescue him until after the High Lords have convened?”

Nesta gave a single nod, then placed a comforting hand on Gwyn’s shoulder. “If all the High Lords decide rescuing Azriel is a priority for victory, then yes.”

If Azriel’s life was ‘a priority.’

A priority? 

If? 

Gwyn’s blood boiled, her brows slamming down. “He can’t be serious. If he knows it’s me leading the plan, he’ll make an exception. I’ll speak with him–”

But as Gwyn tried to step around Nesta, the eldest Archeron blocked her path. Her steely eyes were hard, but Gwyn could see a frown threaten to tug at her full mouth.

“Nesta…”

“Gwyn, I’m under orders to ensure you remain here in the House of Wind until we’re called into battle,” Nesta replied. “Rhysand wants you clear-headed when we move out eventually.” Then softer, “You’re to be sequestered here on the High Lord and Lady’s orders.” 

Gwyn’s whole body began to tremble with energy, her eyes blazed.

 First it had been Rhysand, now it was both Rhysand and Feyre

And judging by the immovable set of her shoulders, Nesta agreed with her sister and brother-in-law. She would follow their orders. 

“Nesta, get out of my way,” Gwyn said, her voice low.

Nesta swallowed, but held her friend’s skewering gaze. “I can’t, Gwyn. I understand you want to save Azriel, but I won’t let you sacrifice Valkyrie troops in the high of your mate-induced anxiety so you can hate yourself for it later.” 

Mate-induced anxiety? What the hell was that? Whatever anxiety Gwyn felt was the result of the other half of her soul being held by Koschei, not the stupid mating-bond they hadn’t even accepted yet. This blazing, burning fury that lit her up from the inside out was all hers. 

Wasn’t it?

“I know it feels normal. It’s going to feel natural,” Nesta said calmly. “The urge to turn the world to ash in order to save him, right? The anger that justifies you going to such extremes. It feels like any other decision. Like you’re choosing what to read for the night.” Lady Death shook her head. “It’s not. Once the haze clears, you may regret what you did in the heat of the moment, Gwyn.”

Gwyn shoved the words away, glowering at her friend now, “Maybe I will regret it.” She took a step forward so they were nearly chest to chest, “But I know I will regret letting Koschei kill Azriel because I was too scared to stand up to you and Rhysand.” 

Nesta opened her mouth, her features shadowed with alarm, but Gwyn didn’t even let her get a word out before she grabbed her by the side of her neck, applying tension to the arteries she could feel beneath the pads of her fingers. She squeezed before Nesta could pry her hand off, and Nesta’s blood pressure rose till her eyes fluttered shut. Her body began to slump, but Gwyn caught her, carefully tilting her to lie on the rug by the table. 

“I’m sorry, Nesta,” Gwyn said, grabbing a throw pillow from an armchair and lifting her sister’s head to rest upon it. “But you wouldn’t let anything keep you from Cassian either.” 

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Halfbreeds - Chapter 2

r h y s a n d 

two and a half years later

The doors to Rhysand’s study in the river house flew open and Gwyneth Berdara came staggering in.

He sat up in his high back chair, immediately taking note of her frantic eyes and ragged breaths. 

“Gwyn?” Rhys said, rising from his seat.

She strode across the carpet, rounding his desk to come stand before him. 

Gripping the High Lord by his shoulders, Gwyn breathed, “He knows.”

Rhysand blinked once before the sentence registered, before he understood her mortified expression. Azriel knew. He knew Gwyn was his mate.

“How?” he asked, bending his head to better meet Gwyn’s eyes.

“We were on our date at Rita’s,” she began, hands falling slack at her sides, “and he left to get us m-more drinks. Then this man came over and he asked if I was lonely.”

Rhys felt his lips pull down in a frown.

“I told him I was waiting on my date, b-but then he reached for my hand on the table and-and said that he would have me back before my date noticed I was gone.” Her breath hitched again. “He tried to pull me out of my chair, but Azriel came over in a flash and just-just started b-beating him. He wouldn’t stop and-and Rita had to get security to pull him off the male.”

Swearing under his breath, Rhys made a mental note to check with Rita and try and identify whatever male had attempted to ruin his brother and Gwyn’s first date. Rhys had never seen the shadowsinger more nervous than when he’d planned to ask the Valkyrie out. It had taken an impressive amount of self-control for the High Lord not to confess to the former-priestess that she would soon be on the receiving end of Azriel’s full romantic attention. 

“They took him out and I followed but… but when I met Azriel on the street he just started staring at me,” Gwyn continued. Her throat slid. “And then… then he just said it. He said I was his mate.”

Mother… The bond had finally snapped for his brother. It had been two and a half years since Sangravah, six months since Azriel had begun to know Gwyn more intimately, going so far as to dance with her at Nesta and Cassian’s ceremony just three months ago. And now he finally knew that they were mates.

“What’d you say?” Rhys asked gently.

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Halfbreeds

My contribution for Gwynriel weeks2024 is this Gwynsand/dark!Gwyn fanfic. Please enjoy this extra moody first chapter now available on Ao3. Chapter 2 to come tomorrow!

r h y s a n d

Rhysand waited patiently in his office in the House of Wind for the next witness to arrive.

He’d been hearing testimonies from the priestesses of Sangravah all day. 

Well, a few of them. Only the ones who had volunteered to relive the nightmares that had transpired, all in exchange for the chance they may get a morsel of justice.

The heavy oak door opened, and Clotho came striding into the warmly lit office, another unfamiliar acolyte behind her. With a gnarled hand, she gestured to the high-backed sitting chair in front of Rhysand’s mahogany desk. 

The acolyte gave Clotho a hollow smile, nodding in confirmation that she could leave her alone with the High Lord.

With a bow of her head, Clotho retreated, the door clicking shut behind her.

Rhys took a moment to perceive the female before him. She had pin straight coppery hair, tucked behind her pointed ears. Her face was smattered with caramel colored freckles that contrasted starkly against her sallow complexion. 

No doubt Sangravah had taken its toll on her. 

She gave Rhys that same empty smile she’d given Clotho. The expression did not meet her large, teal eyes, the skin beneath them bearing bruise-like smudges. He recognized the expression. He’d worn it plenty of times after he’d returned from Under the Mountain. It was the smile he donned when he could feel the phantom scratch of Amarantha’s nails, the echo of her gluttonous moans. 

Rhys returned the priestess’s polite smile, shoving his ghosts to the back of his mind. He leaned his elbows on his desk, trying to appear at ease. “Let’s get introductions out of the way. My name is Rhysand, I am High Lord of the Night Court.”

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Anonymous asked:

Hiiii,

You mentioned a Gwyn rage/ Gwynsand friendship fic a few months ago, and it's a premise that has me interested.

I was wondering of this was just an idea that you had, or whether it might be an actual fic one day.

You asked this at such a good time! It’s a little side project for me right now as I work on my WIP. Here’s a little teaser:

R H Y S A N D

“My lord! My lady!”

Rhysand shot up in his bed, Feyre sitting up at his side just in time to see their bedroom door swing open. In the frame, holding a candle, was a very alarmed Nuala. The candlelight quivered on the wall in her shaking hand.

“Is it Nyx?” Feyre asked groggily.

“No, my lady,” Nuala said, her dark eyes flitting between the two of them. “High Lord, Valkyrie Captain Berdara wishes to parlay with you on the grounds. She… she awaits you in the–the Sidra.”

Feyre’s hand clamped on Rhysand’s thigh, and he heard the silent plea in the gesture.

We knew this was a possibility, Feyre. I will face her. It was my call.

Rhys, she could be unstable right now. Are you in any state to fight a supernaturally angry Valkyrie Captain who was trained by Azriel?

Gwyn will not hurt me, Rhys thought, giving Feyre a pointed look. She needs me to be her friend right now instead of her High Lord, and I owe her that much.

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Az in acosf: what if the cauldron was wrong

Az six months later in hofas: yeah so I don’t have a mate

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