So tell me you Love me

"What progress, you ask, have I made? I have begun to be a friend to myself." Hecato

28-4-2018

“Each seven-year period on our journey of life finds us changing in our desires, appetites, facial expressions, moods, opinions of others, and even our bodily functions.”

The business of life. 1936. 

lorde - ribs // ig

The Palm Beach Post, Florida, February 20, 1925

extracting the stone of madness, alejandra pizarnik / the carpal tunnel of love, fall out boy / the beer, kimya dawson / rip 2 my youth, the neighbourhood / dialogue between an ai and a poet, @demasc / birds hover the trampled fields, richard siken / questions for ada, ijeoma umebinyuo / flowers on the grave, the maine / portrait of fryderyk in shifting light by richard siken

[id: 1: “All I want is silence, for myself and for the selves I used to be” 2: “Got postcards from my former selves saying, “How you been?"” 3: “First I cried for him, then I cried for me / Haunted by the ghost of the girl I used to be” 4: “R.I.P. to my youth / And you could call this the funeral” 5: “me, you, anyone, me again. nobody is the same person they were five seconds ago / that sounds painful / people kill their old selves all the time. sometimes the old ones are mourned, but there’s no funeral” 6: “Take a body, dump it, drive. Take a body, maybe your own, and dump it gently. All your dead, unfinished shelves and dump them gently” 7: “Mother, / I have pasts inside me / I did not bury properly.” 8: “And flowers on the grave / Of the child that I used to be” 9: “How much can you change and get away with it, before you turn into someone else, before its some kind of murder?” /end id]

Stay lowkey, then pop out. Have them like since whennnnnn

i forgot how much i like seeing kai dance 😍

Move to Heaven (2021) dir. Kim Sung Ho

just the kids having some fun.

If only I could go back and tell my younger self:

—𝗦𝗮𝗺𝗶𝗮