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you can't give up. i won't let you.

@newtshair / newtshair.tumblr.com

hello! i am Emi and Newts fluffy hair keeps me alive. I live for newtmas. Illustration student
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Depression: No do thing. Tired.

Me: Okay well. Maybe if I go to sleep super duper early, I’ll get a decent amount of sleep.

Insomnia: You Fool. You absolute goddamn idiot

Insomnia: You Are Awake.

Me: Okay well. Maybe now I can get some stuff done.

Depression: You fool. You absolute goddamn idiot

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buggyeyes
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cinnaluna

brain: sad

me: wait what why? everything is fine right n-

brain: sad and gUILTY

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Tony Stark is the most shippable character in the mcu he has so much chemistry with everyone and i dont care what anyone says every character loves him deeply and would protect him till the end

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“It was way back in the Maze. I’d just come out the box, just like all the other guys. Didn’t know where I was didn’t know who I was, y’know? Even though all my memories were gone I could still feel that something was missing. I felt empty. I just- I couldn’t like that, I couldn’t take it. So one morning, I got up early and I snuck out into the Maze, And I went and I found the tallest wall I could, And I climbed up there and…I jumped off it. Of course I got completely tangled up in all the ivy [laughs]. Snapped my leg in three different places, landed hard on the floor. I thought that was it. Then Minho found me, somehow. He picked me up and he took me back to the glade. We never told anyone the truth about what happened. He saved me, he gave me a second chance. Now he needs us. So, if there is even a slightest chance that we can save him? We have to take that.“  — Maze Runner: The Death Cure (2018) dir, Wes Ball. [Deleted Scene]

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Whatever you do, don’t think about what would have happened if Newt hadn’t regained his sanity when he was pushing the knife into Thomas’s chest.

Don’t think about how Newt could have very well stabbed his lover best friend in the heart and killed him.

Don’t think about how watching Thomas die would bring Newt back long enough for Minho to get there with the serum.

Don’t think about how Minho would have given Newt the serum no matter how much the sick boy refused it–because he’d killed Thomas and he needed to pay for that.

Don’t think about how Minho would have had to fight Newt to get him to take the serum.

Don’t think about how Minho would have had to watch Newt fall apart after the serum took hold and Newt realized that he killed Thomas and that he would have to live with it.

Don’t think about Newt in the safe haven, carving Thomas’s name onto that rock, and tossing his letter into the ocean.

Don’t think about Minho panicking when Newt would disappear, only to find Newt sobbing, broken, on the beach, wishing he could let the waves wash him away.

Don’t think about Newt killing Thomas and that being the reason he gets the serum and survives.

Don’t think about how, after the first few weeks, the serum stops working, because with Thomas dead, there is no cure. And don’t think about how Newt would notice the serum wearing off and the Flare getting worse and how he wouldn’t tell anyone.

And whatever you do, don’t think about how Minho would finally have to accept that Newt couldn’t be saved the day he disappeared into the forests of the safe haven, his veins pulsing with black blood and his eyes dark, as he wandered the island begging for Thomas to kill him–it’s what he deserved.

Don’t think about how the Flare would eat its way through Newt’s mind until Vince had no choice but to kill him, and how in his final moments, Newt would see Thomas’s name carved on that rock and he could only hope that Minho would add his just next to it.

and this, friends, is why no matter how newt turns out in the end (shot/stabbed by thomas or surviving like we think we want him to), we will all ultimately suffer

IM NOT CRYING UR CRYING 

Well that’s not okay, gonna share it with @danny-the-coolest and @honeymoonmuke to suffer all together

hi @all-alone-he-turns-to-stone i hate you this is so painful 

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