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Y'ladri Mahov

@yladri / yladri.tumblr.com

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Commission from mononoke-phaux on tumblr, MPhaux on twitter (which I completely forgot to post when I got it, was too busy waving it around in Discord).

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cheap quick sketchy bust comms

Cuz I need to make at least $300 asap or I’m in trouble.

Our generator and our inverter are both busted and will cost $100 and $130 to get fixed. We have power cuts on the daily now and without at least the generator I have no access to internet or my pc when it goes out.

On top of that all my pets need their yearly rabies jabs ($125) plus worm medicine (dunno how much that’ll be it could literally be $10 or $30 who knows)

So I’m taking $30 quick comms. Dunno how many I’ll take in one batch but currently I have no slot number.

This sample is rough af but the finished comms will look much nicer, maybe have a bit more detailed shading.

Pls dm to grab one (or more, there’s no limit per order).

Payment via Paypal! I’ll draw OC’s, fan OC’s, canon characters, it can be a gift or for yourself, multiple characters, whatever ya want! 

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I rarely make adopts cuz they stress me out a lot lmao but gran is in a bad way, her medical aid is gone, the hospital is $200 something - $500 per night depending where they put her and I have $11 to my name. I still can’t take any commissions yet so this the next best thing I do for money till I can reopen.

This bby is $50 USD via paypal  Comes with the bust and an unwatermarked ver. 

Reblogs are EXTREMELY appreciated if you don’t wanna/can’t buy and as I finish the other adopts I’ll post em up here too.

DM TO GRAB.

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Who wants art, come at me

SHIT HAS REALLY HIT THE FAN THIS MONTH IT SEEMS. Also, fuck mondays.

So, I need $650 to pay mum’s life insurance and I got till the middle of next month to get it and (hopefully) not leave myself flat broke after.

I can offer like, all of the YCH’s I’ve ever done just take your pick and their original base prices will not change I just need whatever I can grab atm *gunfingers at y’all*

I feel like this is becoming an obnoxious kinda thing with me but well..financial life is harder with dad gone and covid knocked mum’s business on it’s ass, so ya gotta do what ya gotta do. I’m the only other person who makes money in the fam right now.

All my available YCH’s are here take your pick. Here’s a kinda n*fw one too.  My regular ol commissions are here. (chibi comms no longer tentative) I can also do custom character comms on my chibi base. Base price $50.

All my regular rules apply, please help me out! You don’t have to buy but spreading this post can help out a LOT.

And here is a donation link if y’all don’t wanna buy specifically or anything.

I don’t know how many slots I can offer up this time cuz there’s a much wider variety of grabs up, but please be aware that I’m already on commission time and adding more to the list means longer wait times but IT IS WHAT IT IS and I will do my best to get you your art as efficiently as I can. 

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Random YCH commissions cuz I have too many sketches I never finished!

And I still like some of these poses a lot like why’d I never finish them?

Body types/genders all adjustable pls pardon how weird some of these look they do be OLD af sketches dang. Also remember I’m not that good at super muscular bods!

Base price: $50 via paypal

Price will increase based on complexity of what ya want/how much I might need to change! Rough color only unless you want full color then you’re welcome to pay extra for it! Please have your refs ready! Visual refs are best but description is doable too. Since I offered it up in the last post y’all can buy these for custom outfit comms too if you wanna.

DM TO GRAB EM.

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Hanahaki YCH commissions OPEN

Just making these their own post so there’s less clutter to read through!

Fully shaded. Flower types are changeable but will cost extra to do so. Expressions are default sad/sorrowful but can be changed depending on what you want. Fluid can be removed, color changed, made transparent (like honey/tears) or opaque (like gold/blood). Hands can belong to other characters (specify) or will default to dark purple ghostly figures. You can order multiple at a time so long as I have available slots. I take 5 slots per batch and your name can be placed on a wait list if slots are full. You’ll be contacted once a slot opens! Time frame is generally 1 month+ depending on my home life/electricity.

Base price: $80 usd via PayPal

All prices are subject to increase based on character complexity! DM to grab!

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Couple style YCH commissions

Hurp 

RIGHT y’all know my stuff by now, any genders/body types welcome but I’m not AS good at very muscly bodies (getting there tho), can be OC x OC, OC x Canon, your OC x my OC (ahem arcana friends if y’all want Andy come get em >:3), etc.

Really just order what ya like and if I cannot do what you request you are ofc free to change the characters and I am free to refuse any requests if I am not confident enough to take them. Please keep in mind if it’s something I’m not comfortable with the price goes up!

Prices also increase based on complexity of your characters.

Base price rough color: $90 Base price full color: $150

Payment via PayPal!

Please keep in mind that these (especially since it’s double character) will take time to complete, two - three months depending on the amount I get and my home life/electrical issues. Because of these issues I can’t really do time sensitive pieces as life tends to bite my ass and cause problems for time frames. I apologize for not being able to clarify this properly last batch! My life is hectic, plain and simple. 

There are 6 slots per batch! Not first come first served! If the slots fill up your name will go onto a waitlist and you will be dm’ed once a space is available!

Also if not interested in these my Hanahaki YCH’s are still up for grabs here

DM to grab and please have references and details of what you’d like ready for me to see! Visual references are better for me!

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Today is the Transgender Day of Visibility, for the voices of trans people, non-binary folk and gender non-conforming people everywhere!

You are valid, and the worth and magic you bring to the world reaches countless lives. So today, Allie and I celebrate our fellow trans siblings, and our non-binary and non-conforming siblings too.

You are all loved!

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Ok so I've found a way to describe what Neurodivergent Can't Do Task Mode™ feels like to neurotypicals

So you know how you can't make yourself put your hand down on a hot stovetop? There's a part of your brain that stops you from doing that? That's what Neurodivergent Can't Do Task Mode™ feels like

Even if we want to do it, there's a barrier stopping us from doing it, and it's really hard to override

And why does our brain see the task as a hot stovetop? Because when neurotypicals finish a task, they get serotonin, but we don't get that satisfaction after completing a task. A neurotypical wouldn't get serotonin from putting their hand on a hot stovetop, it would just hurt. When we can't do a task, it's because our brain knows that the task will hurt (metaphorically) and wants to avoid that.

It's not that we're choosing not to do the task, it's that our brain is physically preventing us from doing it.

Neurotypicals can and should reblog but please don't add anything

(Sorry/not sorry about the random bolding, it makes it easier for us to read)

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Is your muse attracted to any features in particular?

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Physically, she tends to notice the face first, then chest. I think the biggest thing that draws her in though is warmth and compassion; she grew up starved for affection, although she still doesn’t really recognize the fact, and so she definitely has a weakness for really caring, comforting women. She finds them soothing to be around, which is a big deal given her normal anxiety about always being ready to fight.

(Sorry it took so long to reply!)

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Body language

Bold what happens ♥ Italic what sometimes happens

DEFENSIVENESS.

arms crossed on chest  /   crossing  legs / fist-like  gestures / pointing  index  finger   /   karate  chops   / stiffening of shoulders  /   tense posture /  curling  of  lip  /   baring  of  teeth /  tail lashing  /  pinned ears / intense look

REFLECTIVE.

hand to face gestures /   head tilted  / stroking chin  /  peering over glasses  /   taking glasses off to clean them   /   putting  earpiece  of  glasses in  mouth   /   pipe smoker  gestures  /   putting hand to the bridge of the nose /  pursed  lips  /  knitted  brows / lip chewing / Hand on chin

SUSPICION.

arms crossed  /   sideways  glance  /   touching  or  rubbing  nose  /  rubbing  eyes   /   hands  resting  on  weapon  /  brows  rising or knitting together   / lips pressing into a thin line / strict unwavering eye contact /  wrinkling  of  nose /  eyes narrowing

OPENNESS + COOPERATION.

Open hands  /   upper  body  in  sprinters  position  /  sitting on edge of a chair /   hand to face gestures  /   unbuttoned  coat  /  tilted head  /  slouched shoulders /  relaxed  posture  /  feet  pointed  outward  /  palms  flat  and  facing  outward

CONFIDENCE.

hands  behind  back / hand son lapels of coat  /  steeped  hands  /  smirking / baring teeth in a grin /  rolling  shoulders / tipping head  back  but  maintaining  eye  contact /  chest puffed up  /  shoulders  back  /  arms  folded  just  above  navel

INSECURITY + ANXIETY.

chewing  pen  or  pencil  /  rubbing  thumb  over  opposite  thumb /  biting fingernails  / hands  in  pockets /  elbow  bent  /  closed  gestures  /  clearing throat  / “ whew ”  sound  /  picking  or  pinching flesh  /  fidgeting in chair /  hand  covering  mouth  whilst speaking   /   poor eye contact  /  tugging pants of clothes / jingling  money  in  pockets /  tugging  at  ear  / perspiring hands / playing  with  hair  /  swaying  / playing  with pointer or  marker  /  smacking  lips  /  sighing  / rocking  on balls  of feet /   flexing fingers sporadically  / chewing on lip  / pacing

FRUSTRATION.

short breaths  / “ tsk ”  sounds / tightly clenched hands /  fist-like gestures  / pointing  index  finger / running fingers through hair /   rubbing  back  of  neck /  snarling  / revealing teeth  / grimacing   /   sharp eyed glowers with brows drawn together /  shoulders back,  head  up  / clenching of jaw  / grinding  of  teeth /  nostrils  flaring / heavy  exhales  /  tail lashing  /  pinned ears

Tagged by: @yuki-yukichan (sorry it took so long!)

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Lifetrap

Your lifetrap is: Emotional Deprivation

At root, you have a feeling of being chronically disappointed in other people. That they will let you down. We are not speaking about a single case of disappointment. Your conclusion, as a result of past relationships, is that you cannot count on people to be there for you emotionally. It is a sad and heavy sense of knowledge.

Because you have faced so much deprivation in your life, you feel that it is frightening to make yourself vulnerable to others and ask for what you need. You may protect yourself from closeness by choosing partners who are unavailable, or someone who is physically there but mentally cold and ungiving. In this way, you perpetuate your sense of being neglected. It feels as if no matter where you turn, you encounter deprivation.

Emotional neglect is part and parcel of intimate relations for you. But, at least in part, this neglect also arises because it is dangerous for you to ask for what you truly want. You have become very invested in doing the opposite; that is, keeping yourself invulnerable in close relations to protect yourself from disappointment.

To avoid the hurt of the deprivation you have felt, you focus on how others have let you down and disappointed you. You can easily access anger about past relationships, but it is difficult for you to feel the pain.

I don’t really feel like the description fits Y’ladri. She’s definitely had relationships end badly, but also has some very close friends still.

Tagged by: @elu-delouche-ffxiv

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Reblog if you are willing to write in-depth, significant, and valued FRIENDSHIPS.

There is so much focus on romantic/sexual relationships lately. Friendships are incredibly important for characters too, and deserve as much love and attention as romantic/sexual relationships.

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