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❀ bones | open
the world is fascinating, simply and truly. never has miyoung’s heart felt so overwhelmed with a mixture of wonderment, splendour and fear as it has since her enrolment into hangang school. the sheer volume of other mutants was reeling in itself, especially for one who has spent her life confined and shielded away from the outside world, but truly the most wonderfully weird thing was the selection of different mutations for her to experience. there were students who could fly, turn into ice, become invisible, lift the heaviest objects, run at supersonic speeds… a marvel to behold, plain and true.
yet there were still some mutations that took her by surprise, some that even chilled her to her very core, some that she simply could not take her eyes off of. it’s not meant as threatening or rude, it’s simply a lacking ability to control herself and stop herself from gawking like a rabbit in headlights at times.
it happens again before she can control it - an altercation in the hallway has her staring despite her anxious nature, curiosity overwhelmingly stronger than her flight reflex. although her fingers are clasped under her chin and her arms are tucked tight against her chest so as not to seem imposing she cannot seem to drag her eyes away - especially when his face morphs into something unlike anything she’s ever witnessed and the mere shock of it roots her to the spot in a mixture of fear and wonderment. should she help? what could she do? he looks capable of handling the situation himself and she doesn’t wish to draw attention to herself in her first few days, but there’s an aura of distress seeping from him and it makes her antsy. not to mention the fact that his skin had just peeled away to reveal a skeletal jaw and teeth like something from a horror movie…
the group disperses just as she braves the idea to step forward toward him, leaving her far more exposed and looking a lot more nosy than originally anticipated. just her and the boy with the strange face now - her cheeks flush and she tucks her hair behind her ears.
“a-are you okay…?”
honestly, bambi was pretty used to scaring people with his mutation, and he himself was included in that. it was hard not to be frightened or at least freaked out anyway when seeing either of bones’ forms because well.. seeing a half skeleton or full skeleton walking and functioning wasn’t the most pleasant sight. in some ways it’s worse in his partial form though, because it’s.. more frightening for him. he can feel the skin rip and twist, and he can hear the way his jaw creaks slightly as his mouth opens and closes-- but at least he can still speak and relatively stay the same in this form.
still, it’s because of that that bambi doesn’t expect for someone to so suddenly appear, and it as the boy looking up startled for a moment.. though he has to wonder if the emotion actually shows on his face.
“i-i’m fine..“ his voice is on the quieter side. it feels awkward to talk and he can’t keep the shaky sound from it either because bambi was definitely still both on edge, and panicked about what had just happened. the sudden dizzy feeling hadn’t at all settled with him yet either-- and he’s sure anyone can tell just by looking at the way he’s sitting of his hands shake slightly, both the bare skeletal ones and the skinned ones. “was j-just.. just startled a l-little..”
❀ bones | open
he felt it happen more so than realising it himself. the way his face splits in various places; bones and muscle showing through the rips and tears. the skeleton beneath coming out for a moment in a protective instinct--
the reason it had happened? well it was simple. one moment bambi was carefully, always cautiously, walking down the halls to go and get something to eat maybe. and next there were a few others coming up to him and well.. they were treating him how bambi could remember being treated the last time was in school, just their words were harsher and this time he could feel his mutation inside of him riling up. bones’ protective nature coming out.
that’s what had sparked this all, but apparently it’s enough to make the group back off. both disgust and fear in their eyes-- whilst bambi is really just trying to control it and rein it back in.
atxbambi reblogged
nation’s super★
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People often thought Nate was childish because he “lived between fantasy and reality.” When in reality, he simply didn’t know the difference. He gew up rather sheltered with his mother being so superstitious by germs and bad men that she kept Nate close to her as much as possible. That didn’t mean that he was completely blocked off from the world. He had YouTube. Something that would become a major view point in his life.
That being said. He always thought the people on the other side of the screen were fake. Like that they were robots or just putting on a facade for more views. He never expected to meet one of them. Especially not at a mutant school in what felt like the middle of nowhere.
But there he was. Bambi. The guy he’d been watching on the other side of the screen of a long time. Just walking through the park as if it was nothing.
Nate paused. That couldn’t be right. Maybe it was the sun? Nate adjusted his sunglasses and squinted. No, that definitely looked like him. Should he get closer?
Nate fell into step behind the guy. Not that that was helping him any. He couldn’t see the guy’s face. Should he do it? Should he talk to him? Nate’s nerves spiked. He picked at his knuckles. First day here and he could either be meeting someone he looks up to or end up as that one weird kid.
The garden path was beginning to end. He should do something before the guy notices him stalking. He jogged to catch up.
“Excuse me?” He tapped the guy lightly on the shoulder. “Are you Bambi? From YouTube?” He was kind of proud of himself for his voice not squeaking.
honestly, the gardens were slowly becoming bambi’s favourite place. they were just so nice and peaceful, and it felt like the safest place for him in his mind. it was the calmest too. he’d already found a little spot he liked to just sit in as well when he felt overwhelmed, and it was perfect for filming mini updates with accidentally catching mutations on camera when he did so.
so it’s not strange as to why he’s walking through them once more, even when he maybe should be exploring the rest of the school grounds instead.
but it’s because of his peaceful mind and just overall sort of zoned out moment right now, that he doesn’t notice the footsteps behind him or well, the fact that someone’s slightly following him right now. it isn’t when he’d expect either, but it’s why bambi practically yelps and jumps and the tap following by the voice. he isn’t too proud of how easily frightened he is and the fact his hands shake a little more now and his eyes are blown a little wider than they should be.. but being surprised is probably never going to be something he’s good at.
eventually he does managed to turn around though, and it takes a few good minutes for the question to actually register with him. but after it does, bambi’s nodding a little gentle and his voice is quiet, “i-i.. i am, yes?”
❀ escape route
to say bambi was used to any of this was a lie. he’d never been around so many people before, or even had.. friends, he supposed. were they friends? well, considering a few of the ones he’d met a couple days ago hadn’t exactly pushed him aside and had instead been the ones to pull him along to dinner tonight.. he’d assume that’s what a friend was. it’s was just also so new for bambi, he couldn’t help the doe eyed, curious look on his face at everything around him. as well as the timid and worried demeanour still surrounding him.
but as much as it all starts out well, it doesn’t last all that long by the time he realises what they’re having and korean bbq is not what bambi could really handle being around honestly.
the smell hit him quickly, and despite being surrounded by laughter, chatter and people trying to talk to him as bambi both desperately tried to keep up with the conversation whilst also trying not to show that he might just be sick at all of this. well.. it was difficult and it just left the boy feeling worse as he felt his face getting paler by the second. it was just one of the things he couldn’t do. he couldn’t he around raw meat and it cooking.. the smell might not get to others, but it did to him.
it’s just a struggle to actually try and figure out a way out of this when the fear of being judged or ruining new friendships is hiting him too. not to mention his legs feel like jelly on top of that. @atxsiwon
atxbambi reblogged
hi hey hello!! and this is my bby bambi with skeleton physiology.. which is just as creepy as it sounds, yup. but honestly bambi is a sweet heart, a lil timid angel that’s easily frightened and tbh still incredibly socially awkward and scared of his mutation but he’s here to work on that.. but he’s a soft bab ( also he’s a youtube gamer & vlogger + twitch streamer and he’s got a couple million subscribers so.. he’s kinda popular - but him online and him in person are vvv different )
either way, under the cut i’ll give a rough summary of his background ( which is angsty and cruel so you’ve been warned ), but if you want to read the full thing + see his profile, then here and here are your links! and so is the link to his power, here! and feel free to like this post if you would like to plot <3
hi hey hello!! and this is my bby bambi with skeleton physiology.. which is just as creepy as it sounds, yup. but honestly bambi is a sweet heart, a lil timid angel that’s easily frightened and tbh still incredibly socially awkward and scared of his mutation but he’s here to work on that.. but he’s a soft bab ( also he’s a youtube gamer & vlogger + twitch streamer and he’s got a couple million subscribers so.. he’s kinda popular - but him online and him in person are vvv different )
either way, under the cut i’ll give a rough summary of his background ( which is angsty and cruel so you’ve been warned ), but if you want to read the full thing + see his profile, then here and here are your links! and so is the link to his power, here! and feel free to like this post if you would like to plot <3
atxbambi reblogged
prince charming 🤴🏻
“Monsters are born of pain and grief and loss and anger.”
— Jim Butcher, The Dresden Files
And then he said, “i’m scared.”
“Of what? Me?” I replied.
He shook his head.
“Of me,” he looked at me. His hands trembled as they touched my skin. “Of me hurting you.”
10 out of a thousand entries i’ll be writing about you. (via permanent-ink-and-paper)
It’s a bad habit of mine to say “I’m sorry” as a reaction to everything. It comes out whenever I’m sad, scared, or confused, even when I’m the one getting hurt.
howtoevaporate (via wnq-writers)
Source: wnq-writers.com
violentwavesofemotion-deactivat
I’m not too gone to be
healed, am I?
I’m not too gone
am I?
Alice Notley, from In The Pines: Poems; “In The Pines,” (via violentwavesofemotion)