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@bucklebunnydean / bucklebunnydean.tumblr.com

havens. they/he. 25. deancoded casgirl (gn) and rabid finale denialist.
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my writing

(updated weekly, in ascending word count order <3 )

Routine: Dean would never have thought of himself as a guy with a morning routine, much less a morning routine he really enjoys. But here he is, waking up at 7 nevertheless, turning off the alarm.

(Dean discovers a domestic life with his family, including his newly 4-year-old Antichrist-God kid and his formerly angelic boyfriend.)

(complete, 1,777 words, G)

A Very Normal Valentine's Day: It’s Dean and Cas’ first Valentine’s Day as a married couple, and Dean has gone above and beyond, if he says so himself. He’s told Cas to block off the whole day–no plans with Sam or Eileen or Jack, no chores, just wall-to-wall white-hot romance with his doting husband.

But, of course, his very normal Valentine's Day plans are interrupted by a very unusual surprise.

(complete, 2,167 words, G)

Simple Life: After The End, Dean and Cas live a simple life in the bunker, full of food and family and early mornings. Just a little domestic study of Dean and Cas finally getting a comparatively normal life.

(complete, 3,729 words, G)

Give Me Mercy No More: Hell, under the new management of the Winchester brothers, gets a new demon--Father Castiel Novak.

(in progress, updated 2/19/24, 4,943 words, E, Rape/Non-Consent)

Go West: This case was designed in a lab to make Dean’s head explode. He comes out to Sam as gay (okay, bisexual) like a week ago, when Sam corners him about it on a drive, and then the next case they pick up is a haunted gay bar in Austin.

Fucking figures.

(complete, 5,189 words, E)

The Lord's Prayer: The Cas Dean knew is gone, and in his place is an obsessive, megalomaniacal God, hopped up on souls and harboring a persistent, unsavory obsession with Dean. When He approaches him with a proposal--get whisked away to a gilded cage and live as God's favorite pet, in exchange for having every need met and his brother's sanity saved--Dean says yes. What choice does he have against someone with incredible cosmic power on a string?

(in progress, updated 2/18/24, 6,211 words, E, Rape/Non-Consent)

Moonshadow: It was supposed to be an easy case. It turns out to be anything but. Thanks to the witch trying to teach Dean a lesson, a straightforward hunt turns into a trip through torturous realities, where Dean gets a taste of what he won't admit he wants most--Cas. No matter what he does, Dean is trapped in a loop of losing his angel--his friend--each ending crueler than the last. Dean waits for the nightmare to end, but the witch seems to enjoy watching him fall apart over and over.

Maybe there's no waking up from this.

(complete, 20,887 words, E, Major Character Death)

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themauvesoul

It’s always so funny to me when ppl who write fanned fiction have dean sleep in his boxers while cas is lying next to him in jeans and three shirts like babes,,,, have you seen how often dean sleeps in his SHOES??? That man is a borderline nevernude. I bet he showers with swim trunks on. That man has never let himself be vulnerable ever in his life and u think he’s gonna sleep in his underwear?? Next to CAS??? Before they’ve even seen each other’s dangly bits??? I’m sorry but I simply cannot believe it.

Like here is how it goes: dean pulls cas out of the empty and when everyone’s going to bed later that night cas shows up in deans room and says dean. and dean is like yeah? What do u need? Hot towel? Back rub? Want me to make you something to eat? And cas is like no I. Can I stay. In here. With you. And dean says yeah sure. Whatever you need.

And he just lies on his bed SO awkwardly. Fully clothed. Three layers. Shoes on. And cas just starts stripping until he’s down to nothing but boxers and crawls under the covers next to dean. And then cas says thank you. Dean says you’re welcome, but it comes out a little strangled and high pitched. And then they sleep like that the whole night; dean fully clothed AND on top of the covers while cas drools on deans pillow.

A visualization:

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remaking since things have slowed down!

i am job searching with no unemployment checks, i'm in danger of having utilities shut off so please help with anything you can! share widely!

but do NOT tag this post!!!

aka do not tag this post.

it’s green/cshp

it’s blue/v3nm0

share pls! i have $22 to my name and nothing paid off!

i found a job for one day a week and got paid today but i still need to keep my lights on PLEASE SHARE!

330/800 for my lights!!

well so here it is. i've been unstably employed since the back spasm and getting sacked in november of 2023, right? so long i can't get unemployment money. november 2022 was bad too, i had an aggressive slumlord. both of these meant long spans of time where i was both unstably housed and unstably employed.

i've been doing this a long time and i know people are sick of seeing it but since i missed the payment date i now owe the full amount until they accept a new payment plan for me.

oh, and housing update: i owe roughly $ 7,327 some of which is covered by a rental assistance program that hasn't released funds yet.

0/$4,624 is what i need for that.

this is my gf.m (it never reached it's goal) tw: abuse // as you can tell, it's been a rough decade for me.

but all i'm REALLY asking for is ELECTRICITY. so i can keep applying for jobs and can't without internet and food to keep cold in the fridge.

0/$1,540.76 due april 11.

i'd really appreciate people who have enjoyed my art could reblog this into the thousands. since i've been trying with the help of 4 users who get what months after a crisis can look like.

because this is the cost of a lot of not a lot of reblogs, posts need to get into the thousands to reach enough folks with spare change. please please please share.

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Southern Comfort (2001)

A beautiful scene featuring transgender man Robert Eades and his transgender girlfriend Lola.

[TRANSCRIPT:

Robert: – and now she’s coming out, full blown… she is something else.

Lola: Oh, please, stop it.

Robert: What? I’m just telling her how wonderful you are, and how beautiful, and how organised, and…

Lola: Actually, you know, I really should put all of this on tape, you know? For when I’m not feeling so great.

Robert: Sweetheart, it is on tape. 

[BOTH LAUGH]

Robert: Just in the last couple of months now, it’s come on real strong, but she just really blushes! I can get her to blush all the way from head to toe. See? And she can’t deal with it! She’s never blushed like that before!

Lola: [SIGHS]

[BOTH LAUGH]

Robert: All my life, I’ve been looking for the perfect woman… and all this time, she’s been right there in front of me, and I didn’t even realise it, ‘cause I never thought I’d have a chance with her.

Lola: Why? You’re like… completely loveable.

Robert: To be loved by you, that’s… that’s…

Lola: I had no notion, to think that we would have this little fling.

Robert: That’s what I feel - we have this nice friendship, we can’t go out, we have fun together, we got no entanglements and stuff and then - bam! Just… all of a sudden, next thing I know, we’re in love with each other and we can’t stop it.

END TRANSCRIPT]

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eggchef

men (dean winchester) will just wear another man's (castiel's) trenchcoat and sit on his lap and

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