Everyone hates me, I hate all of you.

@gernard / gernard.tumblr.com

♫Just call me Mikey♫ 5.5.14-Day I found My Chemical Romance. 10.20.14-First time I cried because of Gerard. 1.6.15-Gerard favorited a drawing of Party Poison I did. 1.18.15-Gerard favorited the drawing I did of him and Lynz. 3.3.15-Frnkiero andthe Cellebration. Met Frank. 5.14.15-Gerard favorited a picture of the Lola onsie I made. 5.15.15-Gerard Way and the Hormones. Gerard favorited a tweet of mine. Met Gerard Way. 10.22.15- Electric Century liked my drawing of Mikey on instagram. 11.3.15-Lola followed me on Twitter. 11.12.15-Electric Century liked and responded "Rad" to my finished drawing of Mikey on instagram. 3.13.16-Wintour is coming. Fall Out Boy. 7.29.16-Emotional Roadshow. TwentyOne-Pilots. 10.18.16-I indirectly made Mikey Way laugh over twitter. 11.1.16-Bowling For Soup. Met the entire band afterwards. 3.12.17-Death of a Bachelor tour. Panic! At The Disco. House of Memories VIP. Brendon smiled and pointed at me. 4.29.17-Frank Iero and the Patience. Met Frank. 7.16.17-Young Renegades tour. All Time Low. Hustler meet and greet, met the band. 10.22.17- Fall Out Boy Mania tour. Mania VIP. 7.11.18- Panic at the Disco Pray for the Wicked tour. King of the Clouds VIP. Nicole took and posted my "Bassists are the nest" sign on Instagram. 8.29.18-Set it Off Killer in the Mirror tour. Met Cody, got his signature on my ticket. She / Her My URL is what I thought Gerard's name was for a good two months. The first time I saw Frank Iero in person he was leaving a bathroom. Frank asked us if he could stand under a ledge with us to escape the rain. My phone was haunted. Pancake Report Net. Killjoy Artist Net.
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This account isn't coming back but I just redownload this app because I'm disappointed in the Twitter algorithm for my artwork. I'll probably be making a fresh account. I'll make a post and tag the new account once I make it. Super weird to be back on this app.

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Hey guys, it's been a hot minute.

I'm just going to cut to the chase, I hit a new low today. I had a serious talk with my boyfriend today. We're still good, we've both got our own shit to work on to make us better. But I have a lot of things. I have next to no motivation, I don't have any real goals past graduation. I'm terrified of change, I'm scared of the future. I have all of two super close on campus friends. My life has completely deteriorated in the past 2 years or so, ever since that incident with the dice if I'm completely honest. I know I've got depression, I'm living but I'm just going through the motions of every day life. I'm getting my homework done and that's it. I'm not being productive other than that. I wouldn't even say I'm living, I'm surviving, barely. I'm not suicidal, I know that for sure. I know what I need to do, I need to go to the on campus counseling center. I need help. But I get anxious about it, which is the lamest excuse I know.

So, now you know what I've been dealing with. I don't know how many of you are left, I've been gone a long time I know. But I appreciate you hearing me out. I hope I can get the courage to do what I need to do.

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So what happened? Anyone got an update

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dreambxby

That’s exactly what I was wondering

Nothing yet but the girl has a sense of humor

it happened !!!!

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ohevoyev

people who actually got to party to the songs that came out in 2009-2010 are so lucky too bad i was eleven

like imagine pulling up to a house party and hearing dynamite by taio cruz blasting i’d lose my fucking mind

So throw a middle school music themed party bro

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you ever think a post is going to be like, surprise! It was the plot of a movie the whole time! And then reality is just actually that wild. Wild.

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