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Perching_Owl

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Woops, a wild blog appears. It was once only for my writing but now it's for everything. Fandom. Fun. Puns. Find me on ao3 at Perching_Owl for my actual writing and Naughty_Owl for the pwp/explicit stuff. | Perch | Fandom Ancient | Pronouns: Whatever | || FAQ || Permissions || Tagging || ||| my cql/mdzs side-blog |||
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"Laurence, what the Admiralty will say to me if I get a transport sunk on a clear blue day in harbour, I should not like to think," Riley said, unhappy at the notion [of Temeraire climbing up the side]. "I dare say I should be hanged, and deserve it, too."
Throne of Jade, chapter 7

Well, I suppose the good news is that the Admiralty shan’t say anything to you, sir, and they needn't bother about the hanging, either 💀

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I was disappointed in the lack of a TOS crew themed personality quiz, so I made one.

Go on a mission, make your choices and I'll tell you which crew member you're most like! I think Trekblr will enjoy it as much as I enjoyed making it))))

All potential results tagged.

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"Character doesn't act traumatized"

The flaw with the criticism of "this character isn't acting traumatized, you need to show how this event changed them" is that a lot of people experience EXTREME traumatic events and think it's normal. Their behavior might change in subtle ways, but they mostly just continue with their life.

This is especially true in children/young characters. See example here:

When I write traumatized characters, I ask myself two things.

  1. When would this character naturally think about the traumatizing event(s)? What does thinking about it do to them?
  2. What did this event "teach" them? What belief did they leave with? When would that belief be expressed?

Let's use my experience as fodder for a moment. I was a responder to a car crash fatality. My answers:

  1. I think about the event around roads/cars. I have hypervigilance near road ways. I look for pedestrians obsessively, I won't cross a street until all cars have stopped moving. When I was having a trauma response, I couldn't communicate well because I was so focused on the source of my distress. In writing that would be "darting eyes", "tense shoulders", "inability to focus on anything other than the immediate" and "tunnel vision"
  2. I developed the belief "cars will kill" and specifically "If i drive anyone, I will kill them (especially if the car is silver)". I drive alone for the most part and this also helps me hide any signs of trauma. If there is a trip being discussed, I will opt for the one that involves any other mode of transport besides cars, even if it's more expensive. In writing, my resistance to being near cars might come off as "obstinate, unyielding, selfish." It's only when other pushed me for an explanation that my reaction was identified as PTSD.

This is an overt trauma response as an example, but imagine a response to something less prevalent than roads. How often would the above responses come up?

Now let's apply the questions to someone who views the event as "normal" (I was aware that I was having an abnormal experience). Either they were raised around it or the people around them at the time of the inciting event made them feel like they were overreacting.

  1. When something triggers the memory of the inciting event, how are they feeling? Shamed that they can't forget? Irritated that they can't stop thinking about it? How do those emotions translate to their actions? Do they change the subject? Leave? Stop talking? As humans, we want to avoid discomfort. Will this person lash out?
  2. When traumatic events are normalized, many people may not realize they have a new "belief." They may feel alienated from people who don't have this belief and may not understand why not everybody just knows about it. For example, feeling like everyone should just "know" that their loved ones are going to betray them. This might be expressed explosively - why doesn't everybody know? Why is everyone acting like that's not how the world works? Or it might lead to withdrawal and further alienation.

This is very brief, but I hope my point comes across. Yes, trauma is always felt, but how it's felt, when it's felt, when it's seen differs from person to person.

When someone, especially young people, are taught to just "move on" the trauma is still there! But it will express itself differently initially. Not being able to control their emotional response to a traumatic event may become a more visible reaction than any other.

"Are you okay?"

"I'm fine."

"You look a little pale--"

"Aren't you hungry? I'll go grab us lunch. Burgers okay?"

"Uh, yes, but--"

"Text me when you're done here. I don't need to be here for this bullshit."

And when they come back, they don't mention being upset at all.

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It occurs to me that one of the reasons Steve isn’t worried about getting killed isn’t just his courage and strength of will, but also the fact that he’s lived with the idea of death all of his life. During his life, he’s dealt with the idea of dying young. He wants to make it worth it, make a difference. 

I was trying to figure out what kind or period gay porn this was and then realized it was Captain America

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EVENT ANNOUNCEMENT!

The Temeraire Summer Exchange is back for another amazing year of fanworks! We are looking forward to seeing the creative output of this small but mighty fandom. The Ao3 collection is here; the collection profile contains some detailed information on schedule, event format, FAQs, etc. Below are some highlights!

Schedule:

Sign-ups Begin: May 12 Sign-ups Close: May 22 Assignments Sent: May 24 Posting Deadline: July 21 Works Reveal: July 25 Creators Reveal: July 30

How does this work? The first step is signing up. Use the sign-up form in the collection to do this by Wednesday, May 22! You are required to request and offer a minimum of one character or one pairing. You must also select whether you would like to receive or offer fanart, fanfiction, photomanip, or any combination.

After signups, the participants will be hand-matched to each other based on what they offered and requested and assignments will go out.

Gifts must be posted to the Temeraire Summer 2024 AO3 collection by July 21. They will appear as anonymous gifts for the recipient. Works will be made available to read on July 25, with creator names still hidden. On July 30, all creators will be revealed.

What are the minimum requirements for participation? For writers, a fic with a minimum of 500 words. For artists, a nice/cleaned sketch on unlined paper. A photomanip/moodboard should be substantially original. Please use your discretion – and reach out to the mod team if you have questions!

If you have any further questions which aren’t answered here or on the Ao3 collection’s FAQ page, please don’t hesitate to reach out! You can send us an ask here, or email temerairesummer@gmail.com.

Please note you will need an Ao3 account to participate.

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rawro

firefox just started doing this too so remember kids if you want to stream things like netflix or hulu over discord without the video being blacked out you just have to disable hardware acceleration in your browser settings!

for the people saying this might be too difficult: idk about chrome but in firefox it just goes

> open settings

> search "hardware acceleration" and there should only be one result

> uncheck use recommended performance settings

> uncheck use hardware acceleration

done!

Since I'm looking at the comments and seeing a lot of people asking what hardware acceleration is and getting wildly incorrect answers, here you go. This is what hardware acceleration is. It's not DRM, and it's not placing a limit on memory usage (unless you have weird definitions for both "memory" and "placing a limit").

This is what hardware acceleration is:

"Do you just have a graphic for this on hand at all times?"

Yes. For this precise reason.

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ok writeblr i have a question and it does not matter if you answer re fanfic or original work:

do you nerds know what themes you intend to tackle in longer works before you start, or are the themes a fun little surprise you don't uncover until the nth draft?

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moniquill

Themes on purpose before I begin, usually.

For a longer work I know the general/main themes. Sometimes I realize along the way that I can sneak in something extra.

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ltleflrt

Rarely planned, and sometimes I don't know what the themes are until a reader points them out lol

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