Welcome To Paradise

This Eastern Gray Squirrel (Sciurus carolinensis) seems to be staying close to the birdhouse she converted to a squirrel-house may well be kits soon...

Anyways, I figured out how to clip ark tas.

FINALLY SOME GOOD NEWS

These skins are so cool, i feel like i finally did them justice <3

anxiety is so insane bc ppl will treat it like it's no big deal, like it's "one of the "easy" mental illnesses" or something, and then you have it and it's insanely debilitating and you lose most of your life and your time and energy to it. yesterday i spent 2 hours sitting in my bed trying to convince myself to go to a water fountain to get some water. one time i got so scared to take a bus i passed out. like sure it's a spectrum and i'm definitely at the more severe end of it but the fact that milder cases exist doesn't mean it's not still a problem? and it doesn't mean that those people aren't struggling too

Andre Braugher as Raymond Holt Brooklyn Nine-Nine, Season 1

the underwhelming dense pang of sadness mixed with the loss of personal identity and opportunity that goes hand-in-hand when you're forced to live with your parents as someone well into their adult years lol

the loss of privacy. the absence of choice. the desire for more that's out of reach.

sorry this was supposed to say overwhelming. it gets to be too much. trying to fit your adult interests in the confined spaces of your childhood room; the emotions of your younger self piled within the crevices of this one room that you're able to express yourself in is... overwhelming and choking

not to mention the mixture of emotions, right? grateful you're not homeless. grateful your parent extends a helping hand. grateful they understand why you're not on your own. yet you're still grieving what could be. grieving the creativity you have to shelter because it's not your space to create. the experiences you must only daydream, the ones you're missing out on, because you can't bring people over. the rules you must follow, even as a grown adult with your own autonomy, because there are even older adults who want things to be in place; inherently feeling like an infant no matter what you do, no matter how much older you get. etc, etc, etc, and so on.

A particularly sweet-faced Eastern Gray Squirrel (Sciurus carolinensis) in the woodpile this morning...

The twins

saw a poll on here where one of the categories was “I have over 300 hours in a single video game” and people were picking it and saying “I have way more than 300 hours!!” but they were all talking about games like ffxiv or overwatch where there’s a prolonged play element. that’s just not impressive to me. you’re SUPPOSED to have 300 hours in those games. what game do you have over 300 hours in that you absolutely should not be able to have 300 hours in? mine is the ace attorney trilogy

Brother from another timeline

inspired by @dinainsun 's post

Don't touch Bi-Han | Johnny Cage vs Sub-Zero ~Mortal Kombat 1

the cold and darkness within me

this is the alt version from my previous Bi Han piece

Eurasian red squirrel/ekorre. Värmland, Sweden (October 8, 2022).