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I've been thinking a lot about why people are so mad about Azriel's bonus chapter and the biggest thing seems to be that they read his outrage as feeling somehow... Entitled to Elain. And I can see that, I guess, if you completely disregard literally everything about him lmao.

This is a man who has always been the outcast. He was abused and locked away as a CHILD because people were afraid of him. Do y'all realize how damaging it is to be so thoroughly othered from the time you are born? It has been so violently inprinted into his mind that he doesn't belong, that he is other, that he is somehow lesser, because of how he was treated as a child. Because of how some people STILL treat him! Cassian earned the begrudging respect of the Illyrians but none of them want anything to do with Azriel even now. He struggles, constantly, with these feelings. It's obvious in everything he does.

Cassian and Rhysand love him, dearly. There's no doubt about that. They know he belongs right there in Velaris with them, they know without a single doubt in their hearts that regardless of blood he is their brother.

But he doesn't. That damage runs deep. He will never, never feel fully totally secure in his worthiness to be associated with these people who he loves so much they may as well have put the moon in the sky for him.

Now imagine that everyone around you has scorned and hated you your entire life, save for two people. Two people who you could see yourself in- outcasts, bastards, unwanted, abused. And you grow alongside them, you watch them flourish, and together you become the most accomplished bastards in history.

And then the universe itself unites them both with beautiful, powerful, amazing mates who love them just as much. Sisters for your brothers whom you adore so deeply.

And then the universe itself seems to tell you that you are not worthy of your own mate. You are not worthy of the third sister.

You are not worthy because you do not belong. You do not deserve your brothers' love and you do not deserve to be a part of them.

You will never belong. Those people who burned you, who beat you, who locked you away, were right. You are a monster. You do not belong.

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How is a thing of secret, lovely beauty not about Gwyn at the end of the chapter?

I’ve read the chapter several times and I can’t make the connection of the last line being about Elain. Am I missing something ? I need to find a post that explains it so that I can understand. I hope you can help, or anyone in the comments 🤞🏻

That's actually fairly simple.

"A thing is secret, lovely beauty' is basically how Azriel views Elain.

She is his secret. His love for her is secret. The idea of 'his secret to tell, never hers' was laid out in the book. This is the continuation of that thought as described by Nesta, the MC of the book, through whose eyes we view the world--now we KNOW who his secret is. Elain. She is lovely and has been described as 'lovely as a summer's dawn' before. And of course she is a beauty. Her beauty, as we know, could bring kings to their knees (and has).

Now, the necklace is the manifestation of how he views Elain. It's how he sees what she symbolizes:

It was a small, flat rose fashioned of stained glass, designed so that when held to the light, the true depth of the colors would become visible. A thing of secret, lovely beauty.

She is associated with roses, and as someone who he feels is over overlooked and ignored. He is the one who 'sees' her--harkening back to ACOWAR, and 'hears' her. She is his thing of secret, lovely beauty, just like the necklace.

The end of the chapter is a misdirection--whatever trance he is under, he is still consumed by Elain. That's why the line is separate--not connected to the previous paragraph.

But Azriel tucked away the thought, consciously erasing the slight smile it brought to his face. Buried the image down deep, where it glowed quietly.

A thing of secret, lovely beauty.

How do you use the same exact description for one woman and then within 24 hrs, move on to another? Using the same wording again?

Nope. It doesn't work that way.

if SJM wanted this to be about Gwyn, she wouldn't have used the same wording that she described Elain with.

Also, respectfully--do you all really think that within 24 hrs., Azriel changed his mind and suddenly, after a 15 minute conversation with Gwyn, was all like 'yeah, screw Elain. This is the girl I want!' While literally the same day, he was so upset, he lost his precious snowball fight (that's a guy who is EXTREMELY competitive), and came to Clotho with his sadness which was so apparent, that she noticed it right away--on a famously unreadable shadowsinger?

@strangecreationchaos I agree with your comment from yesterday and feel the same way.

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“And it was Elain—Elain—who sighed and murmured, “I hope they all burn in hell.”

This chilling Dark AU style Elain Archeron is by the incredibly talented @nocturnalcm on instagram 🤩 It was beyond fun to watch this concept come to life especially since it is out of the box for how I view her. I hope you like this slightly different take, inspired by slightly creepier Seer mythology. 😌

DONT REPOST PLS.

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Gwynriels on twitter are saying that them romanticizing Gwyn’s rescue is the same as Elriels romanticizing when Azriel’s saved Elain .....

Yeah, that's a NO.

Firstly, Elriels don't 'romanticize' it--we say that it was an obvious turning point in the relationship. While before it might have been hinted at--that there was interest, this episode solidified it. It was also a completely different set up.

a. Azriel VOLUNTEERED to go to Hybern and try to save Elain.

b. Azriel knew that his life would be in danger and that success was far from guaranteed, yet he insisted on going anyway.

c. No one compelled him to go.

d. He sacrificed his wings and put the entire fate of Prythian on the line, knowing that if he dies or is severely injured, he wouldn't be able to fight and/or lead the troops.

e. He wouldn't release Elain from his embrace, even knowing that she was okay and knowing that he needed medical attention NOW. He wanted...NEEDED to hold her. Rhys basically had to wrestle Elain away from him, so he could see a healer.

f. As a follow up, he then gave her TT, knowing that again, he is weakening himself--he was already weakened from his injuries, and yet he still wanted her to have TT, instead of keeping it himself. Again, no one compelled him to give it to her.

I hate to break it to everyone, but Azriel is in love with Elain. And has been for a while. Back in day, there hasn't been a wink of a promise of sex or reciprocation of feelings even, because he didn't really know how she felt about the bond and Lucien, and still he did all of this for her. A guy who just wants to pound you, isn't going to be risking his life and limb running around saving you and arming you and losing his mind when you were kidnapped.

Also, Elriels don't want Elain marrying Azriel wearing her 'kidnapping nightgown', standing in front of the Cauldron, at the site of Hybern's war camp, overlooking the spot where her father's neck was snapped.

Honestly, people just need to stop comparing Elriel and the non-existent Gwynriel.

Come back when he wants to go down on Gwyn and then we'll talk.

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SJM’s newsletter post-ACOFAS:

ACOFAS:

“Elain—Elain—had taken up Azriel’s dagger and killed the King of Hybern instead.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 2)

“You honestly think he’d ever give up Truth-Teller?” “He gave it to Elain,” Mor said, admiring a moonstone necklace in the counter’s glass case. “She gave it back,” I amended, failing to block out the image of the black blade piercing through the King of Hybern’s throat. But Elain had given it back—had pressed it into Azriel’s hands after the battle, just as he had pressed it into hers before. And then walked away without looking back.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 4)

“Send Lucien, then. As our human emissary.” I studied the tenseness in Azriel’s shoulders, the shadows veiling half of him from the sunlight. “Lucien is away right now.” Az’s brows rose. “Where?” I winked at him. “You’re my spymaster. Shouldn’t you know?” Az crossed his arms, face as elegant and cold as the legendary dagger at his side. “I don’t make a point of looking after his movements.” “Why?” Not a flicker of emotion. “He is Elain’s mate.” I waited. “It would be an invasion of her privacy to track him.” To know when and if Lucien sought her out. What they did together. “You sure about that?” I asked quietly. Azriel’s Siphons guttered, the stones turning as dark and foreboding as the deepest sea.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 7)

“Do you think he can handle being around Graysen?” Az’s expressionless face was precisely the reason he’d never lost to us at cards. “Why should I be the judge of that?” “You mean to tell me that you weren’t bluffing when you said you didn’t track Lucien’s every movement?” Nothing. Absolutely nothing on that face, on his scent. The shadows, whatever the hell they were, hid too well. Too much. Azriel only said coldly, “If Lucien kills Graysen, then good riddance.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 7)

“Az ran a hand through his dark hair. “Are we …” Unusual for him to stumble with words. “Are we supposed to get the sisters presents?” “No,” I said, and meant it. Az seemed to loose a sigh of relief. Seemed to, since all but a breath of air passed from his lips.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 7)

“Don’t,” Elain said flatly, starting once more into a walk, veils of steam drifting past her shoulders from the roasted rosemary potatoes in her hands, as if they were Azriel’s shadows.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 12)

“Azriel emerged from the sitting room, a glass of wine in hand and wings tucked back to reveal his fine, yet simple black jacket and pants. I felt, more than saw, my sister go still as he approached. Her throat bobbed. “Are you just going to hold that chicken all night?” Cassian asked me from the table. Scowling, I stomped toward him, plunking the platter onto the wooden surface. “I spat in it,” I said sweetly. “Makes it all the more delicious,” Cassian crooned, smiling right back. Rhys snickered, drinking deeply from his wine. But I strode to my seat—nestled between Amren and Mor—in time to see Elain say to Azriel, “Hello.” Az said nothing. No, he just moved toward her. Mor tensed beside me. But Azriel only took Elain’s heavy dish of potatoes from her hands, his voice soft as night as he said, “Sit. I’ll take care of it.” Elain’s hands remained in midair, as if the ghost of the dish remained between them. With a blink, she lowered them, and noticed her apron. “I—I’ll be right back,” she murmured, and hurried down the hall before I could explain that no one cared if she showed up to dinner covered in flour and that she should just sit. Azriel set the potatoes in the center of the table, Cassian diving right in. Or he tried to. One moment, his hand was spearing toward the serving spoon. The next, it was stopped, Azriel’s scarred fingers wrapped around his wrist. “Wait,” Azriel said, nothing but command in his voice.(ACOFAS - Chapter 12)

“Elain’s face reddened further, her back straightening. But she didn’t bolt. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I’d never heard Elain’s voice so cold. I glanced at the others. Rhys was frowning, Cassian and Mor were both grimacing, and Azriel … It was pity on his beautiful face. Pity and sorrow as he watched my sister.(ACOFAS - Chapter 12)

“Pick on someone your own size,” Cassian said to Amren, shoveling roast chicken into his mouth. “I’d feel bad for the mice,” Azriel muttered. Mor and Cassian howled, earning a blush from Azriel and a grateful smile from Elain—and no shortage of scowling from Amren. But something in me eased at that laughter, at the light that returned to Elain’s eyes.(ACOFAS - Chapter 12)

“Beyond the windows, darkness had indeed fallen. The longest night of the year. I found Elain studying it, beautiful in her amethyst-colored gown. I made to move toward her, but someone beat me to it. The shadowsinger was clad in a black jacket and pants similar to Rhysand’s—the fabric immaculately tailored and built to fit his wings. He still wore his Siphons atop either hand, and shadows trailed his footsteps, curling like swirled embers, but there was little sign of the warrior otherwise. Especially as he gently said to my sister, “Happy Solstice.” Elain turned from the snow falling in the darkness beyond and smiled slightly. “I’ve never participated in one of these.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 19)

From Azriel: rare, vibrant paint from the continent. From Cassian: a proper leather sheath for a blade, to be set down the groove of my spine like a true Illyrian warrior. From Elain: fine brushes monogrammed with my initials and the Night Court insignia on the handles.(ACOFAS - Chapter 20)

(Matching gifts, anyone ? 👀)

“There was a tiny box left on the table by the window—a box that Mor lifted, squinted at the name tag, and said, “Az, this one’s for you.” The shadowsinger’s brows lifted, but his scarred hand extended to take the present. Elain turned from where she’d been speaking to Nesta. “Oh, that’s from me.” Azriel’s face didn’t so much as shift at the words. Not even a smile as he opened the present and revealed— “I had Madja make it for me,” Elain explained. Azriel’s brows narrowed at the mention of the family’s preferred healer. “It’s a powder to mix in with any drink.” Silence. Elain bit her lip and then smiled sheepishly. “It’s for the headaches everyone always gives you. Since you rub your temples so often.” Silence again. Then Azriel tipped his head back and laughed. I’d never heard such a sound, deep and joyous. Cassian and Rhys joined him, the former grabbing the glass bottle from Azriel’s hand and examining it. “Brilliant,” Cassian said. Elain smiled again, ducking her head. Azriel mastered himself enough to say, “Thank you.” I’d never seen his hazel eyes so bright, the hues of green amid the brown and gray like veins of emerald. “This will be invaluable.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 20)

Azriel and Elain remained in the sitting room, my sister showing him the plans she’d sketched to expand the garden in the back of the town house, using the seeds and tools my family had given her tonight. Whether he cared about such things, I had no idea, but I sent him a silent prayer of thanks for his kindness before Rhys and I slipped upstairs.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 22)

ACOFAS was truly a gift to us all.

Note: I apologize if I’ve made a post similar to this before. I couldn’t remember if I had so I just made this one. 😅😂

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SJM’s newsletter post-ACOFAS:

ACOFAS:

“Elain—Elain—had taken up Azriel’s dagger and killed the King of Hybern instead.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 2)

“You honestly think he’d ever give up Truth-Teller?” “He gave it to Elain,” Mor said, admiring a moonstone necklace in the counter’s glass case. “She gave it back,” I amended, failing to block out the image of the black blade piercing through the King of Hybern’s throat. But Elain had given it back—had pressed it into Azriel’s hands after the battle, just as he had pressed it into hers before. And then walked away without looking back.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 4)

“Send Lucien, then. As our human emissary.” I studied the tenseness in Azriel’s shoulders, the shadows veiling half of him from the sunlight. “Lucien is away right now.” Az’s brows rose. “Where?” I winked at him. “You’re my spymaster. Shouldn’t you know?” Az crossed his arms, face as elegant and cold as the legendary dagger at his side. “I don’t make a point of looking after his movements.” “Why?” Not a flicker of emotion. “He is Elain’s mate.” I waited. “It would be an invasion of her privacy to track him.” To know when and if Lucien sought her out. What they did together. “You sure about that?” I asked quietly. Azriel’s Siphons guttered, the stones turning as dark and foreboding as the deepest sea.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 7)

“Do you think he can handle being around Graysen?” Az’s expressionless face was precisely the reason he’d never lost to us at cards. “Why should I be the judge of that?” “You mean to tell me that you weren’t bluffing when you said you didn’t track Lucien’s every movement?” Nothing. Absolutely nothing on that face, on his scent. The shadows, whatever the hell they were, hid too well. Too much. Azriel only said coldly, “If Lucien kills Graysen, then good riddance.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 7)

“Az ran a hand through his dark hair. “Are we …” Unusual for him to stumble with words. “Are we supposed to get the sisters presents?” “No,” I said, and meant it. Az seemed to loose a sigh of relief. Seemed to, since all but a breath of air passed from his lips.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 7)

“Don’t,” Elain said flatly, starting once more into a walk, veils of steam drifting past her shoulders from the roasted rosemary potatoes in her hands, as if they were Azriel’s shadows.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 12)

“Azriel emerged from the sitting room, a glass of wine in hand and wings tucked back to reveal his fine, yet simple black jacket and pants. I felt, more than saw, my sister go still as he approached. Her throat bobbed. “Are you just going to hold that chicken all night?” Cassian asked me from the table. Scowling, I stomped toward him, plunking the platter onto the wooden surface. “I spat in it,” I said sweetly. “Makes it all the more delicious,” Cassian crooned, smiling right back. Rhys snickered, drinking deeply from his wine. But I strode to my seat—nestled between Amren and Mor—in time to see Elain say to Azriel, “Hello.” Az said nothing. No, he just moved toward her. Mor tensed beside me. But Azriel only took Elain’s heavy dish of potatoes from her hands, his voice soft as night as he said, “Sit. I’ll take care of it.” Elain’s hands remained in midair, as if the ghost of the dish remained between them. With a blink, she lowered them, and noticed her apron. “I—I’ll be right back,” she murmured, and hurried down the hall before I could explain that no one cared if she showed up to dinner covered in flour and that she should just sit. Azriel set the potatoes in the center of the table, Cassian diving right in. Or he tried to. One moment, his hand was spearing toward the serving spoon. The next, it was stopped, Azriel’s scarred fingers wrapped around his wrist. “Wait,” Azriel said, nothing but command in his voice.(ACOFAS - Chapter 12)

“Elain’s face reddened further, her back straightening. But she didn’t bolt. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I’d never heard Elain’s voice so cold. I glanced at the others. Rhys was frowning, Cassian and Mor were both grimacing, and Azriel … It was pity on his beautiful face. Pity and sorrow as he watched my sister.(ACOFAS - Chapter 12)

“Pick on someone your own size,” Cassian said to Amren, shoveling roast chicken into his mouth. “I’d feel bad for the mice,” Azriel muttered. Mor and Cassian howled, earning a blush from Azriel and a grateful smile from Elain—and no shortage of scowling from Amren. But something in me eased at that laughter, at the light that returned to Elain’s eyes.(ACOFAS - Chapter 12)

“Beyond the windows, darkness had indeed fallen. The longest night of the year. I found Elain studying it, beautiful in her amethyst-colored gown. I made to move toward her, but someone beat me to it. The shadowsinger was clad in a black jacket and pants similar to Rhysand’s—the fabric immaculately tailored and built to fit his wings. He still wore his Siphons atop either hand, and shadows trailed his footsteps, curling like swirled embers, but there was little sign of the warrior otherwise. Especially as he gently said to my sister, “Happy Solstice.” Elain turned from the snow falling in the darkness beyond and smiled slightly. “I’ve never participated in one of these.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 19)

From Azriel: rare, vibrant paint from the continent. From Cassian: a proper leather sheath for a blade, to be set down the groove of my spine like a true Illyrian warrior. From Elain: fine brushes monogrammed with my initials and the Night Court insignia on the handles.(ACOFAS - Chapter 20)

(Matching gifts, anyone ? 👀)

“There was a tiny box left on the table by the window—a box that Mor lifted, squinted at the name tag, and said, “Az, this one’s for you.” The shadowsinger’s brows lifted, but his scarred hand extended to take the present. Elain turned from where she’d been speaking to Nesta. “Oh, that’s from me.” Azriel’s face didn’t so much as shift at the words. Not even a smile as he opened the present and revealed— “I had Madja make it for me,” Elain explained. Azriel’s brows narrowed at the mention of the family’s preferred healer. “It’s a powder to mix in with any drink.” Silence. Elain bit her lip and then smiled sheepishly. “It’s for the headaches everyone always gives you. Since you rub your temples so often.” Silence again. Then Azriel tipped his head back and laughed. I’d never heard such a sound, deep and joyous. Cassian and Rhys joined him, the former grabbing the glass bottle from Azriel’s hand and examining it. “Brilliant,” Cassian said. Elain smiled again, ducking her head. Azriel mastered himself enough to say, “Thank you.” I’d never seen his hazel eyes so bright, the hues of green amid the brown and gray like veins of emerald. “This will be invaluable.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 20)

Azriel and Elain remained in the sitting room, my sister showing him the plans she’d sketched to expand the garden in the back of the town house, using the seeds and tools my family had given her tonight. Whether he cared about such things, I had no idea, but I sent him a silent prayer of thanks for his kindness before Rhys and I slipped upstairs.” (ACOFAS - Chapter 22)

ACOFAS was truly a gift to us all.

Note: I apologize if I’ve made a post similar to this before. I couldn’t remember if I had so I just made this one. 😅😂

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made some halloween-ish twitter headers

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