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what if...what if i came back????

Hiatus

Hi everyone, I’m in the process of moving and getting all settled in and getting internet and such. I’ll be gone for the next week or so!!

batswing·

     A lump forms in the blonde’s throat as Dwight is dismissed, as much as she DISLIKES the savior -- she’d rather someone else around so she wasn’t alone with Negan. It feels like her heart is going to leap out of her chest as her gaze lands upon the leader, seated very still, it was very unlike him. Beth half expected him to be standing with Lucille resting on his shoulder, theatrically expressing what a TERRIBLE thing she had done. Him being still though? This was worse. 

    Boots shuffled toward the couch as he requested DEMANDED her to presence closer to him. The blonde took a seat on the opposite end of the couch from him, as if putting distance between them would keep her SAFE. She avoided his gaze, cheeks red in embarrassment and shame from what she had done.  ❝There’s this little boy here, Connor, he’s got asthma -- his father couldn’t afford a new inhaler and I didn’t have enough points for it...❞ Beth began to say, but it wouldn’t forgive her actions -- she STOLE.  ❝I hear him wheezin’ every night, I jus’, I couldn’t take it anymore.❞ Blue eyes on the verge of tears as she looked down to her folded hands in her lap. 

coltlead·

     A surprised expression graces her features though she does her best to hide it. She’s relieved that Rick saw where she was coming from and didn’t just try to DISMISS her. The blonde offered him a nod as he mentioned a run with him and Daryl tomorrow, that would be the PERFECT time to prove what exactly she was capable of. She wasn’t dumb, she knew this was a test to see how she could handle herself outside of these walls. It’d be good for both of them to see how capable she was, it was Daryl afterall who had taught her so much. 

    ❝Thank you.❞ She said, baby blue hues meeting his gaze. Beth sincerely meant that, it would have been so easy for Rick to feed her some BULLSHIT about needing her to take care of Judith. ❝You’ll see jus’ how far I've come.❞ She said, a small smile tugging on her lips. She yearned to make Rick proud, she didn’t know what it was but she wanted him to see the CHANGE in her. 

unsnare·

     Beth wasn’t at all surprised Rick asked Agnes the same thing, she’d be a great asset to the community. Maybe all she needed was a gentle to push to stay, even if it was for SLIGHTLY selfish reasons on Beth’s part. Beth wanted a roommate and she had gotten along quite nicely with Agnes. One of the houses wouldn’t seem so large if she had a friend living with her. It was NICE to have Agnes around. It wouldn’t be easy to convince her to stay though, she knew the brunette was a nomad through and through. Maybe having a room of her own to come back to would be enough for her. Having a sense of PEACE in this chaotic world in four walls and a roof. 

   Baby blue hues flicker up to meet Agnes’ gaze as she SOFTENS up slightly. Seeing a soft side to her was rare and Beth wanted to make sure not to let this moment slip away.  ❝I get it, we jus’ really like havin’ you here, even JUDITH asks where Aggie is when you’re gone.❞ The blonde said, a small smile creeping on her lips. ❝They don’t control me--they’re my family, I’ve been with ‘em since the beginning, they’ve saved my life more times than I care to count.❞ She admitted with a soft sigh.  ❝’s nice to know that they’ll always have my back, and no matter where you are, I’ve ALWAYS got yours.❞ Beth said, wanting Agnes to know that she had someone in her corner. 

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      The blonde had never STOLEN anything in her life, not even a tube of mascara before the world fell apart. She was desperate though, when she first arrived at the Sanctuary she had met a little boy, couldn’t be older than nine that struggled with ASTHMA. His father was in too deep with negative points as his job wasn’t paying enough and he couldn’t afford a new inhaler. Beth being new, she barely had enough points to cover food let alone a costly medical item. She used her new job as an assistant to the doctor to swipe an inhaler, it was wrong, she KNEW that, but she couldn’t stop thinking about the little boy, Connor struggling to breathe. What she wasn’t counting on was the doctor doing inventory and telling Dwight on her. 

    Now she was following closely behind Dwight being lead to Negan. The hallway seemed to stretch on FOREVER before finally landing on the last door on the left, Dwight shoving it open. ❝Caught Beth here stealing from the medical supplies.❞ Dwight said before grabbing her by the arm and pushing her forward and closer to Negan. Baby blue hues wide as they landed on the leather clad man, he was a whole lot SCARIER up close. ❝’m sorry, I swear it won’t happen again--❞ The blonde began to ramble, fidgeting with her hands, a nervous habit of hers. 

wants: Sanctuary beth and soft beth, come plot with me *grabby hands* 

@unsnare​ liked this for a starter 

     The blonde was unsure exactly where she fit into Alexandria, when she arrived at the safe zone everyone seemed to be settled into their homes and had their sub groups and they were happy. Beth was currently crashing at Rick and Michonne’s but she felt out of place in their home. She slept in Judith’s room but didn’t yet have a room or home of her own. The problem was she didn’t want a big ol’ house to herself, she would feel a whole lot better having someone else to live with. 

     Baby blue hues flickered to Agnes who sat across the table from her, Agnes seemed to be a nomad--not setting down definitive roots anywhere and maybe she could be persuaded to set roots down in Alexandria. ❝You ever get tired of goin’ back and forth from place to place?❞ Beth asked her curiously.