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Good Evening  ( ˙▿˙ ) Haven’t made any posts since 2018 and it’s 2022, ah. A lot has happened & I really don’t know what to say other than that I’ve missed everyone that I’ve interacted with. It seems though that everyone has moved on for at least a few years so it feels a’bit like typing away into the void. But if anyone does stumble onto this post - I can still be reached at @jaenara (I know I don’t do the best at staying active on there but I still check in on my personal blog every few days) and on pinterest @ veniceviolins! I’m much more active on there too. Yoshiko’s aes. board can be found there which had me log back in to check in on this blog funnily enough. So, this is just a short text post - update? 

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  • publicly reclaimed her old name, mizuumi, and a newer family name, suzuki. the latter of which she is still trying to get use to using.
  • is not an employee at TSC, just an occasional  volunteer.
  • assists dr. chigyou and the rest of the research department in gathering her research for theirs.
  • assists matsuri in collecting information on the washuu for his job.
  • *understands and will not ignore being called yoshiko or washuu if her company is more comfortable with that identity.
  • has sold most of her belongings - attempting to reinvent herself.
  • is still in contact with iyo and frequently visits her.
  • her hair is drastically cut short.  “ it was time for a change ”
  • feels free.
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i.  zweite kapitel / left with less.     ↳  tg re: 100+,  post - massacre.   very tired / very troubled and she builds her needs to be closer to matsuri every day. the office is a mess of a place. a place you assume has been ransacked. plenty of photos of when she was younger, her brother, her father - others, are stacked on top of the work station. notes written in a haste, littered. she’s worn and weary and highly suspicious of something impending to ruin what is left.    ↳  tg re: 117+,  post - matsuri’s disappearance / furuta’s accession.   she’s dull and in a daze. often spacey, often losing track of time. frequently feeling like debris of a world that is now gone. she frequently is not found in her office. either have called in sick - remaining in the estate by herself  ( no staff is re-hired. she is alone typically. *unless furuta’s there messing around on the grounds. )  or in the innermost section of the laboratories where she is in company of kakuja - cadavers. can also be found staring at nothing, lost in thought and more accepting of things to come. she’s, interestingly enough, is accepting of her ghoul-self. she has power, but is incapable of utilizing it. maybe unless provoked..?
i.  zweite kapitel / white silence.     ↳  tg re: 120+,  post - oggai action / pre - kanō visiting ccg’s labs.   some say she’s gone on sabbatical, sick - bedridden with something terrible. and they’re only partially correct. hushed are rumours concerning specific whereabouts. for some days she will be there, and other times, gone without word. simply, excused for the day to return home. though her particular research involving kakuja is safely hidden for fear that someone may learn more than they should, leaving much behind is still difficult. however, her desire to learn what exactly happened to matsuri drives her and fuels her feverish efforts in exterminating V agents beneath the Bureau Chief’s awareness.  *she may have eaten some. but leaves room in her stomach for kaiko.
 ↳  tg re: 165+.   there is a ghoul in tokyo. a monster with an appetite that is spreading its ilk throughout the wards like a disease. this is the stuff of nightmares that will not go quietly as dawn rises. a raw reality that many are terribly facing with unease and terror. though still feeling quite defeated, she lingers around, rarely returning to the ccg or even home. she’s becoming nomadic in some ways, watching from afar this mess of ugly destruction. her hunger has subsided in this time.

i. dritte kapitel.    ↳  tg re: 179+. the third act, the finale and epilogue.   ‘the dragon war’ is what it is referred to now. terror that has been so incredible finally ceasing to be an everyday occurrence, now fading to a terrible memory. creatures still roam as products of the remaining oviducts, a new enemy of mankind and ghoulkind. this is a new chapter. but neither the front lines, the laboratories nor this new agency, the tsc born from the ashes of the ccg, call to her; she does not heed. rather, having been missing for the majority of the war, her coming is soft and quiet. everybody knows their ugly past and their ugly truths as old, terrible ghouls: their deceased investigators do not sleep in their tombs but on the dining tables where they feast. its shameful to think of herself returning as if nothing had happened. but she does with a head hung low out of due diligence, as she’s been been tasked with collecting her research on kakujas, the washuu biology and history of the clan. its the least she can do, they say. but she frees herself meanwhile becoming another citizen in the city with more freedom to explore.

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Ok everyone. Here's something of an update

Mi mom was diagnosed with cancer. It was lazy enough not to spread but we had to undergo surgery. Two nights spent in the hospital now. Shes doing great! But this ordeal was the primary reason why I haven't been active.

I don't like to talk much about problems because I know they pass. At some point they will pass and we move on. But in the moment, I keep wanting to collapse? Like, my mom is the MOST HEALTHY person I've ever known. Very conscious of what to eat, when and the nutrients in everything. She exercised, she always was on her feet.. And yet, this happened.

Shes strong. Shell get through this.

But yeah, right now. This is happening

And I know I know.. I need to make a discord, all the cool kids are on there. But I'm just.. lethargic? I want to talk and take my mind elsewhere. My moms been doing that. (Ironically watching a show about deep fried country fair food competitions)

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❛ You had time to call the police. Why didn’t you? ❜

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SENTENCES  |  ( CLOSED )   ❛ You had time to call the police. Why didn’t you? ❜

    Sure, yes, she did, more or less. Truth settling, sinking deeper like a ball of raw quinque-steel in water, faster, faster until it crashes onto the murky floors of realization. But it comes as a gaze, dull and nearly lifeless. Unaffected. In plain sight before her, an assumed body, mangled and maimed from ravenous jaws and wild teeth. Scent of both ghoul and something else– more ghoul, permeate their air. This was a ghoul-on-ghoul assault. A witness to her dubious reluctance, briefly judges. What a mess.

     It didn’t matter now, she knows. What was done was done. A corpse is but only that, hearing hindsight neither phased nor tempted her to show more than what was already barely drawn on a blank face. Only speaking directly, flat,  “ They wouldn’t have helped..”   Another truth-ball. As distant screams tell them both that law enforcement are already struggling with maintaining peace as is. Hellish golems and monstrosities expanding, rising, growing plague the city. The CCG was desperate for anything to stay afloat. And to call out to them, she hasn’t returned for a while - in good reason, for something like this in the meantime? It was brushing against irony.

     Attention drives back from body, to shrieks, to finally them,  “ They have more pressing matters than this.. What they’re combating isn’t normal. ” 

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Anonymous asked:

Quick question and Im sorry if this been asked but why does Yoshiko have the Yoshi/Kichi kanji in her name when shes not the director?

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Hey! No need to apologize! ( I should probably start to link clarifying posts in the faq, my bad. Here it is! It’s a bit of a headcanon, and certainly subject to change like everything else as I wrote that a while back. )
To answer your question right now, I made Yoshiko far before we’ve learned who and what the Washuu are, why they change their names / how thanks to Matsuri’s inner dialogue, and the graduation ceremonies regarding those new names & identities. It isn’t because I want her to be *different, rather I had to backtrack a`lot and make adjustments to suit the canon narrative. It’s kind of a juggle but I’d prefer doing that than to ask everyone to start referencing Yoshiko as Mizuumi ( that name took a journey to find and fit for the reading of YOSHI [KO] ). That would have made previous threads and interactions confusing to say the least, in my opinion.
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❝ You are dreadful! I don’t know why I like you so much. ❞ A smile, at least, softens the words from harsh to gently teasing.

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     Dreadful.. isn’t precisely a popular choice to describe her. She’s heard others prior, muffled under the steadfast breath of those in likeness. A breeze pass, she, catches the tunes of criticism towards her laced with toxicity and envy, wrath and pride. As many clamour with actions than words in the labs, seeking -- rather hunting glory for their work and achievements. They all wish to climb higher, earn better and triumph over another. For a crown of praise awaits those who impress the heads of this beast of an organization. Simply dreadful that is.. though she alone?---

     “-- Dreadful..? Mm..”  Investigator Suzuya was not one to abide by proper conduct. Words at times flowed like a stream, regardless of pesky obstacles like tact. A savoir fair-less individual truly catches attention, no wonder Dr. Chigyōenjoys them - perhaps it was due to their quinque’s development. He enjoyed that, despite the waste of paper designing it. Together, in her mind, they’re quite carefree as characters. Alongside herself, however, the two blend as well as oil and water. Although, perhaps, that was what made the experience more memorable. Sight of those curled lips hadn’t been ignored, responding with gentle concern and the facade to match,  “ Ah. I suppose.. But, Investigator, shouldn’t you be a little more insightful? ”  ‘Really now..’

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❛ I never meant to come between you and him. ❜

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SENTENCES  |  ( CLOSED )  ❛ I never meant to come between you and him [ @fletschte ]. ❜

     “ —-Ah-.. ”  You aren’t. You really aren’t.. Well. Thoughts are tendered and quiet, hidden behind fallen lips and a hefty gaze. How she knew, he knew a`bit and him, that sugared, foolish romantic. Without not knowing the extent of Matsuri’s harbored, hearty affections, those feelings are blunt like the moon on a blue sky, at least to her.

     But their sibling quarrels regarding these passionate feelings are simply not detained as securely as she’d prefer. Double-doors to Special Class’ office failed in their purpose to fully shut and lock. Was it the mention of his name past the crack in such a critical manner that provoked Urie’s statement? She listened to it with wide eyes, nearly fearful. Surely, yes, she assumed - how embarrassing and classless speaking in that way. Her stomach drops pondering the potential impressions their unexpected guest may hold. It is false, a false statement!  ‘Damn it, Matsuri.. Do you see now how dangerous this can get..Haven’t you learned anything from Yoshitoki?..! We can’t get personal.. We can’t..!’  The shock of greeting Urie evolves into hard knowing eyes once returned to Special Class’ in a flashing moment. And her throat clears, correcting the atmosphere with a better sense of professionalism,   “ Investigator, p-please. Understand. You aren’t. You’re not at fault. We’re just discussing some things, that’s all. So, if you may.. ”

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LOG:  January 20XX, 23:30 Seiji is prone to wondering the halls of the laboratories when I’m not with her. I find this disruptive and potentially destructive for the technicians and their projects. She isn’t one to calmly be escorted away either. Some have begun to voice their concerns on this matter. I need to maintain peace. Another large mission is being planned and there cannot be any issues regarding workflow and concentration. But I’m amused, if I’m honest. I’ve noticed her persistence in allowing that curiosity to guide her into those areas I wouldn’t show her. If I do, should that ease her for the time we need to complete our tasks? I’ll try to be more open.

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