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I will become your wings

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Eirian Erisdar - VIP since i first saw Daesung's smile. Giffer, writer of OT5 fanfic and poetry (see links).Also some IKON. Apologies in advance for dark humour. My blogging policy and Writing masterlist
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I haven’t been back here for over a year - I quit active kpop fandom years ago because I found there was a divergence of principles between me and Bigbang, and this old blog was a part of that.

But in light of recent news I’ve logged in to this account to say one thing.

The only word to describe what I’ve been feeling after hearing the news about Seungri and JJY is disgusted. Specifically, in my case - having unknowingly been a fan a man who hid behind his smiling face participation in the sexual victimisation of women. While we don’t know at this point of the police investigation whether Seungri actively participated in the sexual assaults or actively shared in the non-consensual videos in JJY’s chat group, we don’t know. But the fact remains that he KNEW this was happening, organised the sexual exploitation of women, pimped, bribed the police, or at the very least (which is no less worse) stood by and allowed the continuous sexual assault of many women to happen.

It is disgusting. Vile. The most horrifying abuse of power.

I’m not going to say what should be done to Seungri for these crimes. That’s the job of the police and the courts. But may justice be served, and may all the women made victims by these monsters who call themselves men find solace and closure.

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Goodbye

I know I haven’t been active for about ten months now, and I think I should probably define this blog properly.  I met BIGBANG’s music in 2014, and I spent a year being an extremely proliferative blogger for all their activities. But I think I’m a little disillusioned, now. Not that I dislike them, it’s just I think their paths and mine have diverged, both creatively and mentally. I will be keeping this blog as an archive, but I won’t be present in the vip community anymore. Thank you all; you’ve all been amazing. If any one of you want to talk to me, you can find me at my fanfic blog here.

I want to give all my mutuals a hug. Especially my squad, and Chibiele. You guys stayed with me through one of the most difficult years of my life, though I perhaps didn’t show it very much. Thank you, and goodbye.

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Goodbye

I know I haven’t been active for about ten months now, and I think I should probably define this blog properly.  I met BIGBANG’s music in 2014, and I spent a year being an extremely proliferative blogger for all their activities. But I think I’m a little disillusioned, now. Not that I dislike them, it’s just I think their paths and mine have diverged, both creatively and mentally. I will be keeping this blog as an archive, but I won’t be present in the vip community anymore. Thank you all; you’ve all been amazing. If any one of you want to talk to me, you can find me at my fanfic blog here.

I want to give all my mutuals a hug. Especially my squad, and Chibiele. You guys stayed with me through one of the most difficult years of my life, though I perhaps didn’t show it very much. Thank you, and goodbye.

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Goodbye

I know I haven’t been active for about ten months now, and I think I should probably define this blog properly.  I met BIGBANG’s music in 2014, and I spent a year being an extremely proliferative blogger for all their activities. But I think I’m a little disillusioned, now. Not that I dislike them, it’s just I think their paths and mine have diverged, both creatively and mentally. I will be keeping this blog as an archive, but I won’t be present in the vip community anymore. Thank you all; you’ve all been amazing. If any one of you want to talk to me, you can find me at my fanfic blog here.

I want to give all my mutuals a hug. Especially my squad, and Chibiele. You guys stayed with me through one of the most difficult years of my life, though I perhaps didn’t show it very much. Thank you, and goodbye.

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Today, in things I’m absurdly proud of: stuffing down an entire chocolate doughnut/bun in the time it takes for me to get from the bakery on the main concourse to the actual train platform (you aren’t allowed to eat on the platform)

I always feel validated by the look of horror on guys’ faces when they see the doughnut disappear in 20 seconds flat

I, the doughnut-conqueror, have struck fear into working men’s hearts

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