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he cannot survive losing you

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Hi, I'm Charlie, and this is my side blog for 911/911 LS posts! He/him or they/them 🏳️‍⚧️ Header by 911icons and icon by myself! Main blog: sonseulsoleil
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I'm lowkey salty that Albert wasn't even mentioned in 7x06. Like, he should've been there. It's his brother's wedding. Plus, the scene with Kevin would've hit even harder with the added layer of Albert out looking for Chimney when Kevin's force ghost told him to go home...like COME ON. But I understand scheduling conflicts and practical issues and John Harlan Kim being in Australia at the time of filming. What I can't understand is there not being ONE LINE mentioning him in the whole episode?? Literally anything to explain why he wasn't there?

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yeah, yeah the Diaz family finding out about the Will would be juicy and dramatic, for sure. but you know what I kind of can't stop thinking about? Tommy finding out. Not only an outsider POV, but a queer outsider POV, seeing buddie at their most codependent? oh the drama potential.

Cause, at this point, from Tommy's POV he's dating this guy, and he knows he's really close with his bestie, and with his bestie's kid. but that's fine. they've been through a lot together and Tommy understands the bond that is often forged among first responders. and Buck's bond with Chris is sweet, makes him more attractive.

and then one day Eddie gets gravely injured and is hospitalized, and his boyfriend steps in to take care of his kid. no one in his life questions this. no one discusses it. it is assumed. it is natural. Buck knows exactly how to take care of Chris in Eddie's absence, how to navigate this house that isn't his, how to keep Chris's day to day going smoothly, in spite of it all. Buck is falling apart himself, but he pushes that aside to be there for this kid.

it surprises Tommy, because Eddie has mentioned an aunt who lives nearby, and after a couple days, Eddie's parents have flown in, and yet Buck is still staying with Chris. so Tommy asks, casually, if Chris doesn't have other family who could be taking care of him, if Buck has to be doing all this when he is clearly struggling himself. Buck just shrugs. "I mean, technically, but that's not what Eddie wants. it's not what I want, either."

what does that mean, that Eddie wants Buck to take care of Christopher? how does Buck know? so he prods further, not judgemental, but curious, not quite getting it. finally, Buck explains that Eddie put it in his will. if anything happens to him, Buck gets custody of Christopher. he explains, rather emotionally, how Eddie told him this after the last time he almost died, how Eddie trusted him to be there for Chris, to fight for him.

and Tommy has spent enough time with Eddie to know how much he loves his son, how serious this decision would be. that's Eddie's heart and soul on a silver platter. and suddenly, he understands. he looks at his boyfriend, eyes red from crying over another man. a man whose son he is caring for, whose house he is staying in, and he sees it with startling clarity.

and, in a reversal of bucktaylor getting together at the end of season four after Eddie was shot, this becomes the impetus for the (hopefully amicable) buck/tommy breakup.

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ginnxtonic

Everything about Mara’s backstory is absolutely heartbreaking but damn this little girl has hit the jackpot of families, baby girl you don’t know it yet but you are going to be so loved and supported and protected, and it is going to be amazing to watch you grow ❤️

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since the bachelor party scenes were framed as Buck and Eddie explaining what happened to Maddie, I've decided that karaoke What I Like About You did happen, but they both forgot. this obviously leads to Comedy when they remember. for ex:

>be Eddie

>be hanging out with your boy best friend

>randomly remember singing a kinda homoerotic karaoke duet with said boy best friend

>oh god

>consider implications re: your feelings about your boy best friend

>oh FUCK

>remember boy best friend has a boyfriend

>remember you have a girlfriend

>remember your Catholic guilt

>opt to ignore everything

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