manonblckbeak >> satanicbarbie

hey guys. long time no see huh?

I think it’s been a few years since i even logged into tumblr. Because of that, I really want to start over. I don’t feel like I belong to any fandoms anymore, but if any of y’all feel like following me i’ll welcome you with open arms.

The reason I stopped blogging in the first place was because I fell down a very dark rabbit hole. I’ve been struggling with anorexia and body images for a long time, but i’ve finally started seeking help and I hope this adventure in tumblr will be something positive rather than me triggering myself further.

Anyway, see ya, guys <3

manonblckbeak >> satanicbarbie

hey guys. long time no see huh?

I think it’s been a few years since i even logged into tumblr. Because of that, I really want to start over. I don’t feel like I belong to any fandoms anymore, but if any of y’all feel like following me i’ll welcome you with open arms.

The reason I stopped blogging in the first place was because I fell down a very dark rabbit hole. I’ve been struggling with anorexia and body images for a long time, but i’ve finally started seeking help and I hope this adventure in tumblr will be something positive rather than me triggering myself further.

Anyway, see ya, guys <3

In loving memory of Nesta

She’s not dead she’s just under appreciated

Let’s cook some immortals! 😋 wip Nesta Archeron from the ACOTAR series by Sarah J. Maas

Oooooh. Ooooooh.

Aelin and Rowan I painted for the Fairyloot subscription box! I absolutely loved painting my queen! 

Hope you like it! <3

1. He was tortured, beaten and raped for 50 years but he didn’t care - because he knew that Velaris and his family were safe.

2. Even though Feyre had hated him, he had loved her more than anything and he would go to the ends of the Earth just to keep her safe.

3. Whilst being aware that Feyre was his mate, he’d known his mate and Tamlin were going to get married. Even though it killed him, he wasn’t going to interfere because he believed that Feyre deserved that happiness.

4. He was the only one who noticed that Feyre was breaking, not only on the outside but on the inside.

5. To keep Feyre from breaking and reaching that unending darkness, he flirted with her, jokingly taunted her, tried to make her feel something other than pure nothingness.

6. Even though Feyre is Rhys’ mate, he believes that Feyre is her own person, therefore, she makes her own decisions - even if he somewhat disagrees.

7. Even after all that he has done, he still believes he is unworthy of people (especially Feyre). But Feyre will always be there to reassure of him of the opposite.

8. The first time Feyre said “I love you” to Rhys, he cried, because he never thought he’d ever hear those words from his mate.

9. When resealing the cauldron, he knew that he was going to die, but he didn’t want Feyre to know, because she would’ve let the cauldron swallow the world wholly rather than live in a world without her mate.

10. Before Rhys died, his last words to Feyre were “I love you” (page 666 😭)

11. Last but not least, that Impressive Wingspan (do I really need explain? 😂)

To add to this,

Jack Gleeson (actor playing joffrey baratheon) apparently left acting largely because he was being harrassed in public for his character being such a little shit.

Don’t harrass an actor for playing an evil character. Congratulate them for being a good enough actor to incite genuine hatred from their roles.

…………………………………………………….i’m dying…………………………………………..

(props to @probablylikesixducks for helping me with backgrounds and dealing with my annoying snaps xoxo love ya gal) 

✿ ya modern au ✿ ↳ manon blackbeak (throne of glass)

Butter My Muffin [Nessian]

Prompt: Based on a post I saw about how Nesta is very soft girlfriend in private with Cassian combined with how I picture Drunk!Nesta. 

Pairing: Nesta x Cassian (Nessian) Genre: Fluff/Humor Rating: SFW

Author’s Note: This was just another one of my needs to write Drunk!Acotar and Nesta seemed like a good choice. I was craving some Nessian fluff and may have gone overboard lol. Nesta is a hella cute drunk okay guys. Feedback is always welcome! :)

Tagging: @alicemoonwonderland || @highladyfxyre || @queen-archeron || @lady-therion || @illyrianrhys || @wingsofanillyrian || @rivers-or-oceans || @howtotameyourillyrian || @cauldron-boilme || @wolffrising || @dawn-courts-darling || @court-of-abs || @acourtofrosesandbooks || @feysand-trash || @urbisie || @anna-swims

If anyone else would like to be tagged in future fics, please just let me know ^^

Previous SJM works - Bouquet Full of Loathing (Elucien) || Do the Do (Rhys x Reader) || Banned by the Boss (Nessian, Elucien, Feysand) || The Sun (Elucien)||  Till the Darkness Dies  (Nessian) || An Ember Among the Shadows (Azriel) || Forget Me Not (Elucien) || Boys Night Out (Elucien) || Boner for You (Elorcan) || Big Baby (Feysand) || A Light Against the Darkness (Elucien) || Sleeping Beauty (Elucien) || 

The smell of something baking in the kitchen had Cassian pausing in the doorway of his townhouse. With a raised brow, he quietly shut the door and made his way down the hall and towards the kitchen where Nesta was…humming?

Cassian leaned against the doorframe, watching as his beautiful mate and girlfriend stood in the middle of their kitchen, whipping something in a bowl and humming to herself.

Nesta didn’t cook.

She didn’t bake either.

She definitely didn’t do either of those things while humming.

The only reason she went into the kitchen was to eat the food that Cassian provided for her. He had attempted to teach her how to cook but Nesta usually distracted him enough that Cassian ended up doing everything himself.

Seeing her now, Cassian was very confused. Pleasantly confused, but nonetheless confused.

“Nes?”

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The pure fluff of this is so great

THIS IS SO CUTE!!

Maggie Stiefvater, The Raven King (via quoted-books)

When the cauldron was destroyed and remade, magic beyond any known to Fae and Men was unleashed upon the world, spreading unrestrained across seas and continents. Mortals were the most affected: to most nothing at all happened; the unlucky perished, unable to bear the strain. And the lucky ones? To them, a new world is waiting, but do you have what it takes to survive and join the fabled Fae Courts of Prythian?

In order to be Remade you must:

For extra consideration:

Good candidates for the Cauldron are:

Other info:

I’m exactly where I need to be.