A Rabbit's Ramblings

I like the way you

care for her

The way it fits

No reason why

The way it's her

and the way it's you

No labels

No confusion

Even if others ask

They wouldn't understand

Because it's only her

and only you

Love... love is too much for this world, and yet not enough for you.

It's ok, I knew at some point you'd have to let go. I just thought that before that day would come, I'd already have. Too stupid, too weak, we loved too much, and we love still.

Got time to try this picrew. So cute. I literally made this with my dog next to me. Kinda accurate to my outfits nowadays, going back to oversized jackets phase again (if the weather just cooperates).

Thank you for tagging me @wanderlust-in-my-soul! I forgot how to add links to specific words, so whoever is curious where the website is just ask (to be honest, I might just be lazy haha). Have a great day, whoever sees this!

I'm not kind enough to be a replacement

I'm not kind enough to stay

just because you need me

I'm not kind enough to endure all that for you

I am though selfish enough to want

I am selfish enough to stay to make you need me

I am selfish enough not to care about being hurt

I am selfish, not naive

When I love, I love for me

"Actually, what I want is very simple. I just want a love that isn't shared with anyone else."

Su Yu (Stay With Me)

It's alright, I remember it all.

Go on, and feel right now.

I will remember so you can just be.

You can change, be who you want in this life.

I will love you both just the same,

Before and who you will choose to be.

Memories of now and then

would overlap

Melancholy, a

tinge of sadness

How I pray that this time

the world will be kind, and

you and him will live,

rewriting the narrative

I'm not cheating,

No, not one bit.

I hold you dear

Closer than anyone

But I let you be.

In my heart,

You are that one word.

In my mind,

You are the other.

Go ahead, give your heart,

I'll make it lighter.

Cry all you want,

You have my shoulder.

I'm not cheating,

No, not one bit.

You aren't mine,

I wasn't yours.

As you gave your heart to them

And loved them like that,

I wore mine in my sleeves

And loved you like this.

I was told to love her

no questions asked,

but you didn't feel right.

You didn't feel mine.

To continue felt like a task,

a curse, a mundane trap.

Oh Life, my muse, my birth right,

Give me my reason,

my "It’s alright."

He adores,

proud of every little thing.

It was just trivial qualities,

but to him

it was pieces of the other's perfection.

With every move,

with every choice.

He could only love them more.

It's ok to blame me.

It's alright to say you don't want me,

Don't need me.

You don't have to feel bad that you've lost me.

I'll find my way, don't feel guilty.

You can call me names,

Or even forget me.

Curse me, or be indifferent.

It's fine, let it be.

There's no need to be sorry,

When you suddenly need me.

Miss me, want me.

No regrets, or maybe a little,

No judgement here.

You can call, sing,

Or write poems about me.

May it be about pain, sadness, or

Happiness you see.

I will take it all,

For I am Love

Which you held dear,

And then let go

To be free.

I always thought how could someone love like that. How sure, how proud. I was jealous, but ironically, I didn't want to be in their position. I wouldn't, I couldn't. I don't have either of their strength or devotion. I would've been forced to let go, and there wouldn't be a story to even tell. I'm glad for that love that somehow, someway, they've made theirs.

You don't need to make excuses,

No need to lie a word.

Don't need to feel pity or

Sad at all for me.

Because I knew from the start

That we weren't meant to be.

I just wished a little,

in those short moments,

All those affection

Was for the hopeless romantic me.