dazai x reader (she/her)
๐ก๐งต home sweet home pt. 2
genre: fluff, domestic au
synopsis: what does it look like to have a normal daily life at dazai's household? just you coming home to your little family after a long and exhaustion work. this is the life you and dazai had been dreaming of.
a/n: here is the part two y'all been wanting for!!! i tried my best to make it wholesome without being si redundant as possible hehehe. i goddamn love dazai being a dad he is, chuuuu.
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- song - daylight by taylor swift
this was the moment where you and dazai's child was born...
the sound of your blood curdling screams sends a shiver down his spine as dazai could feel the bones in his hands are going to snap at any moment.
this is the moment the two of you are waiting for. you are going to welcome your bundle of joy in your little family.
you are screaming and crying your eyes out. delivering a new life feels like it was slicing your body in half. the pain was unbearable, especially since this is your first time.
but you had your husband right beside you, holding your hand as he was also taking a step with you towards the new journey of parenthood.
"you're doing good, sweetheart!" dazai made sure to keep you occupied by whispering sweet nothing in your ears.
with a final push, the two of you made it.
(โ ใคโ โงโ โฝโ โฆโ )โ ใค
dazai couldn't believe his eyes when he first saw his daughter after being cleaned up and now fully dressed with the clothes he especially picked for his sweet little princess.
"hello, mr. dazai. would you like to hold her?" the nurse who carries his daughter said with a smile.
he nodded immediately as his shaky bondage arms reached for his little baby. the nurse carefully instructed him on how to properly hold a baby.
his heart pang against his chest when he first felt the little weight being pressed on his body. dazai couldn't help but to feel the salt tears pooling his eyes.
the nurse congratulates him one last time before going out of the room to give him some privacy with his first born.
dazai shed a tear. "goodness, you looked so tiny." he whispers. the man couldn't bring himself to tear his gaze away from the bundle of joy.
and when dazai's index finger reached for her tiny hand, the baby instantly clutched around him. dazai literally felt his whole body being electrocuted with overflowing happiness as he continued to cry.
his baby looked so adorable in his arms.
a man who was once a suicidal maniac couldn't believe that this is his life now. he had a beautiful and caring wife who accepts him despite his flaws. and now, he had someone to call his own child. these two people are his greatest blessing in life.
dazai cracked up the softest smile he could offer, gazing lovingly at his daughter. "your mother didn't make a wrong choice to name you, emi." he said as he stared at your sleeping figure.
"welcome to the family, emi, our greatest blessing."
(โ ๏ฝฅโ ฯโ ๏ฝฅโ )โ ใคโ โโ (โ ๏ฝฅโ ฯโ ๏ฝฅโ )
as you opened your eyes, you were greeted by the white ceiling. carefully, you move your head to seek for your husband.
and there you saw him, holding the newest family member with a soft smile on his face. you also noticed that his long and slim fingers are playing on her little ones.
a smile broke into your face. this is a view that for sure would be permanent in your memory.
dazai looked into your direction and saw you finally awake. his smiles widen as he gently moves closer to you.
"honey, look! our little emi is here." he excitedly shows you emi who was still sleeping in his arms.
your husband helped you to sit as he also sat beside you, letting you lay your head on his shoulder that gives you better access to your daughter.
"she looks so much like you." dazai whispers while you shake your head at his statement.
"she looked like us, samu. don't just give me the whole credit, you also helped on creating her." you countered, making his chuckles and silently agreeing.
"when i first held her, i could feel myself cryingโactually, i was still crying inside. it's just our baby looked so tiny and adorable." he confessed. when you imagine it, you for sure are laughing at how adorable he would look when he's trying not to faint.
"i assume you haven't let go of emi when the nurse gave her to you." you said.
your husband smiled cheekily. "you guessed it right. i just want to carry her all the time."
"wouldn't you get tired, though?"
dazai laughed and planted a kiss on your temple. "nope, our emi-chan is my ball of sunshine that would instantly charge me up whenever i hold her." it was true, dazai could hold her all day and all night. he doesn't care if his arms go stiff, as long as he can feel his little baby, he is complete.
"just look at her hand, sweetheart. it's so tiny!" dazai couldn't help but to squeal a little. it really amazes him how the size difference is evident between them.
you smiled at him as you wander, this view is so wholesome. "samu, where's my phone?" so, you shall take a photo of it as a memory.
"oh here." he handed you the phone.
you position your phone where dazai and emi could see. the love of your life gave his biggest smile, posing on the camera. while emi was just there, sleeping and unaware.
you smile to yourself as you make it your wallpaper. dazai peak on your shoulder. "send that pic to me. we need to tell this great news to the agency!"
"no need. they just texted me and said they're on their way." you waved your phone where it shows the conversation you had with yosano.
dazai squinted his eyes when he read the nickname you had for yosano. oh shootโฆ
"a-ah! before you say anything, i'm not cheating on you." you interrupted him before he could even finish.
"yosano may be hot, but that is just a normal nickname for a girl best friend. she also set my nickname on her phone as my boo!" you continued to justify yourself.
"i know, no need to be so defensive. besides, i'm not even mad." dazai just shrugged it off, making you breathe in relief.
"let me carry emi too." you change the topic to your daughter, who still doesn't care and is unaware for she was just born a while ago. as you were about to hold your daughter, the door of the room opened.
"y/n-chan!" it was ranpo who literally flew towards the bed with kunikuda, kyouka, and atsushi following behind him.
"quiet down your voice, ranpo-san. there is a baby sleeping." kunikida scolded his senpai, but ranpo was far too excited to care. your eyes met with his, and kunikida just offered you a nod in acknowledgement, which you replied with a smile.
"ouch! aren't you also going to congratulate me, kunikida-kun~?"
kyouka and atsushi handed dazai a basket full of fruits and chocolates as a gift for your labor. they also squeal at the sight of your baby.
"the baby really resembles the two of you, dazai-san."
"i know, right?! our emi is going to be the bestest baby of all. atsushi-kun, let's make a bet if emi would had a dimple or not!"
"will she also work in the agency someday, ms. y/n?"
"that's up for her if she wants to, kyouka-chan."
while ranpo, he is the third baby in this room. one is emi, two is dazai, and three is him. this is going to be too much to handle. ranpo jumps in the bed to get closer with your daughter who's finally now in your chest.
"can i carry her?! can i?! can i?!"
"i thought you think babies are annoying?"
"a detective can make exceptions, dazai-kun."
"that's right, emi should be an exemption."
"ooh~! look at you, emi. you're so tiny like a bean! now i know why you named her that, y/n-chan."
"of course you knew. you saw me looking through the baby names."
everyone gathered around to see your baby who was nestling on her mama, but you noticed some people are missing.
"where are the others?" you asked them.
"kenji-kun, naomi-chan and tanizaki-kun are on their way here. they said they wouldn't come here without a present to emi-chan." ranpo said as he sneakily stole a chocolate lollipop from the basket to mend his sweet tooth.
"oi! don't steal that candy! you already eat a lot of that!" kunikida notices ranpo as he yanks his hand away from the basket, making ranpo throw fits and tantrums.
you all laughed at his behavior. but in the end, you let him have and he almost hugged you to death due to his happiness and gratitude. thankfully, dazai was there to not let him crush you.
everything went smoothly. they even argue who's going to be the best uncle of emi. but we all know atsushi is going to be the lead of them (canonically).
"the president and yosano are taking care of emi's birth certificate. i asked them to prepare in advance since i'm not very uhโฆyou know, knowledgeable when it comes to that stuff." dazai whispers to you, kind of feeling ashamed.
"you know how to forge documents but don't know how to file your daughter's birth certificate?" you jokingly said.
dazai pouts. "i am willing to figure it out on my own. but the president said i should handle it higher upโlike him, for some reasons. anyways, i'm still thankful to them, i got more time with emi."
you smile and you gaze back down to your daughter. it's a surprise to see that emi was still deep asleep in your arms despite the noises around her surroundings.
"i love you, y/n." dazai said out of nowhere and kissed your side temple, wrapping his arms around your waist to pull you closer to him.
"i love you too, samu." you replied, and you felt a slight kick in your arms. you chuckles as you see your daughter wriggling on her own.
"and we love you too, emi." you whisper to your daughter.
"uh sweetheart? i don't think i can hold it any longer. can i carry emi now?" your husband tugged your arms.
you let out a laugh as you shook your head at his silliness, but still let him carry emi. dazai almost let out a yey when his daughter was in his arms again.
and that moment you knew, emi is going to be daddy's girl.
