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Meridyn Lavellan

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Blackbird singing in the dead of night / Take these broken wings, and learn to fly / All your life / You were only waiting for this moment to arise
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The sun rapidly shifts and it is late afternoon. Beside them, another memory plays out, this one from outside herself. The echoes of Meridyn and Kelen can be seen standing in the field, now picked clean of useful remains, the bodies carried away and buried. She is waiting, packed full with the best of her family’s possessions as he bends over to calmly finish sorting out the surviving tools from the ashes of his brother’s possessions.

Don’t hate me. Please. I can’t… I just can’t stay.

He speaks without looking up, measured and matter-of-fact.

“I lost people too, Ameridyn. Everyone did. But I plan on staying right here, and making sure it never happens again.

Admit it. You’re only doing this because it’s what you always wanted to do anyway.”

She flinches and shrinks back as if struck while he gathers the final pieces. When he finishes tying off his pack with a sharp tug and straightens, she snaps out of it enough to manage a farewell.

Kelen? …I’ll see you again, someday.

He heaves a disappointed sigh and slings his pack over his shoulder before meeting her eyes.

“No. You won’t.”

He turns and walks away into the woods.

The memory fades away.

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Blood in the Breeze

“We really should be getting back, Ameridyn.”

I know - I’m just not tired at all. Besides, I beat you this time. I need to do it consistently so I can brag about it.

“Well I’m tired. Can we sit at least?”

Fine. Quitter.

“That’s something for you to say. A week ago you were learning Orlesian, but now it’s carpentry? Do you even care about making aravels?”

No. I just want to know how they’re put together. I got bored, Kelen! I was curious about something else. Why is that such a problem for you? It isn’t quitting if I come back to it later.

“It’s a problem because you have to commit to something at some point. You can’t keep spreading yourself thin like this or you’ll be useless. Why not join my group? You’re a good shot - even if you take far, far too long to line it up. I’d put in a good word with her. Besides, we go near cities all the time. You could read every moldy shem book you can get your hands on. And I could finally stop pestering you.”

She looks off to the side and shrugs, turning an arrow over in her hands.

I couldn’t be gone that many weeks out of the year. I’d miss Livanehn. She was so excited to be picked as Third. You should have heard her practicing last night. Besides, she already made me promise I’d help her memorize the parts I could.

He sighs with disgust.

Fenedhis, Ameridyn - it’s the same thing with you every time. Did you just drag me out here to complain again? If you want to leave, then go! But stop sitting in the middle, lamenting you can’t have everything both ways. You have your own - ”

While they’re speaking the wind changes. At that moment, they each smell it and turn to each other in horror. Meridyn jumps smoothly back up on the rock and throws down all their gear in an armful. At the bottom, Kelen catches it and separates hers from his, handing it to her as she slides down and they run in diverging directions.

Meridyn’s chest gets tight with the effort as she sprints full-bore in the direction of her family’s aravel.

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(Tilts her head and lowers the hand.) Tethras?

Varric. Dwarf, lots of chest hair, fond of terrible puns, and has a crossbow he doesn’t let anyone else touch.

Oh. I - I don’t know anyone here. Except Helsima. Sort of… She gives me my assignments, at any rate. (Shrugs.) Talked to a mage once, I guess.

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What did you do in Kirkwall? No place could be as bad as Wycome. (Snort.) Fucking cesspool.

Heh, the Free Marches really aren’t a good place to be down and out, eh? Let’s see, in Kirkwall I was a Templar, then a beggar, then a mage smuggler, then a failed revolutionary, then a Templar again for about three minutes.

You’d do just fine. But I’ll certainly never go there again.

…That seems like an eventful three minutes.

An entire city caught fire and metaphorically cannibalized itself, so yes, it was.

…You were there when it happened.

Yeah. I never knew buildings could just…explode like that. I remember one of the statues of Andraste survived the blast and ended up lodged in side of a tailor’s shop. You would round the corner and there was Andraste, glaring at you from the wreckage. The nobles talked a lot about rebuilding, but I don’t even know if it’s possible.

It wasn’t an explosion, but I’ve… I guess it’s different. I don’t know. Still.

(Hesitates, then reaches through the bars and lightly rests her palm on his arm.)

I’m sorry.

(he smiles and pats her hand gently) Sweet of you to say so, but don’t feel sorry for me. I didn’t even like Kirkwall. Tethras is the one in love with that city. No accounting for taste.

(Tilts her head and lowers the hand.) Tethras?

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What did you do in Kirkwall? No place could be as bad as Wycome. (Snort.) Fucking cesspool.

Heh, the Free Marches really aren’t a good place to be down and out, eh? Let’s see, in Kirkwall I was a Templar, then a beggar, then a mage smuggler, then a failed revolutionary, then a Templar again for about three minutes.

You’d do just fine. But I’ll certainly never go there again.

…That seems like an eventful three minutes.

An entire city caught fire and metaphorically cannibalized itself, so yes, it was.

…You were there when it happened.

Yeah. I never knew buildings could just…explode like that. I remember one of the statues of Andraste survived the blast and ended up lodged in side of a tailor’s shop. You would round the corner and there was Andraste, glaring at you from the wreckage. The nobles talked a lot about rebuilding, but I don’t even know if it’s possible.

It wasn’t an explosion, but I’ve… I guess it’s different. I don’t know. Still.

(Hesitates, then reaches through the bars and lightly rests her palm on his arm.)

I’m sorry.

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What did you do in Kirkwall? No place could be as bad as Wycome. (Snort.) Fucking cesspool.

Heh, the Free Marches really aren’t a good place to be down and out, eh? Let’s see, in Kirkwall I was a Templar, then a beggar, then a mage smuggler, then a failed revolutionary, then a Templar again for about three minutes.

You’d do just fine. But I’ll certainly never go there again.

…That seems like an eventful three minutes.

An entire city caught fire and metaphorically cannibalized itself, so yes, it was.

...You were there when it happened.

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(Leaves the library with the book on Herbalism and settles on a stone ledge, holding it in her lap for a long minute before reaching and cracking it open.

As she goes, she takes deeper and faster breaths, finally putting the book down, looking up at the sky and shaking her hands as if flicking water off them, whispering to herself.)

Come on.

(Picks it up again and reads two more pages, until…)

Shit.

(Slams the book shut and shoves it far away, hugging herself and staring at it sideways.)

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Deepstalker claws, druffalo claws, bear claws, varghest claws… Helsima wants all of them tonight?! No, no - sketch today, inked tomorrow. Alright… alright. I think I can…

…Wait, I thought there was another library entrance on this side.

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What did you do in Kirkwall? No place could be as bad as Wycome. (Snort.) Fucking cesspool.

Heh, the Free Marches really aren’t a good place to be down and out, eh? Let’s see, in Kirkwall I was a Templar, then a beggar, then a mage smuggler, then a failed revolutionary, then a Templar again for about three minutes.

You’d do just fine. But I'll certainly never go there again.

…That seems like an eventful three minutes.

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I can teach you, if you’re interested.
…I’m not exactly Andrastian.
Not saying it wasn’t wrong. But, she wasn’t my Divine.
Besides. If you don’t want me to accidentally fall, because you don’t want to be hated further, I doubt you’re going to kill me through the bars.

What a coincidence, I’m not exactly Andrastian either. Hence the worship of the big Tevinter darkspawn who wanted to be a god.

And if you don’t mind my company, and the rats’, then sure. Can’t promise I’ll be the most attentive student, though.

Can’t promise I’ll be the best teacher. So it’s all fair. And, I’ve eaten my share of rats. They probably bother me less than they do you.

(Sighs and leans back, looking around the room.)

Not like I have anyone else to talk to.

(he leans forward eagerly) I never like to be the person to bring up rat-eating, because people make sad expressions and try to be sympathetic. But while we’re on the subject, I would say my least favorite part of that entire process is when you accidentally get one of the little leg bone fragments in your teeth. It’s a fucking ordeal trying to get it out, and I’ve never done it without gouging a hole in my gums. Anyway, these rats aren’t for eating.

Hah! Well, it was either eat small mammals and birds, or shoot a deer, just for myself. I’m not stupid enough to do that if I can’t sell the carcass. I’m not that wasteful. You probably didn’t try boiling the rat, or boiling it long enough - then it becomes easy to pull meat from small bones.

Didn’t eat it regularly enough to pick up any tricks for it. Plus, I was living in Darktown; the damp there was so bad that tinder barely caught to begin with. Don’t ever visit Kirkwall.

What did you do in Kirkwall? No place could be as bad as Wycome. (Snort.) Fucking cesspool.

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I can teach you, if you’re interested.
…I’m not exactly Andrastian.
Not saying it wasn’t wrong. But, she wasn’t my Divine.
Besides. If you don’t want me to accidentally fall, because you don’t want to be hated further, I doubt you’re going to kill me through the bars.

What a coincidence, I’m not exactly Andrastian either. Hence the worship of the big Tevinter darkspawn who wanted to be a god.

And if you don’t mind my company, and the rats’, then sure. Can’t promise I’ll be the most attentive student, though.

Can’t promise I’ll be the best teacher. So it’s all fair. And, I’ve eaten my share of rats. They probably bother me less than they do you.

(Sighs and leans back, looking around the room.)

Not like I have anyone else to talk to.

(he leans forward eagerly) I never like to be the person to bring up rat-eating, because people make sad expressions and try to be sympathetic. But while we’re on the subject, I would say my least favorite part of that entire process is when you accidentally get one of the little leg bone fragments in your teeth. It’s a fucking ordeal trying to get it out, and I’ve never done it without gouging a hole in my gums. Anyway, these rats aren’t for eating.

Hah! Well, it was either eat small mammals and birds, or shoot a deer, just for myself. I'm not stupid enough to do that if I can't sell the carcass. I'm not that wasteful. You probably didn't try boiling the rat, or boiling it long enough - then it becomes easy to pull meat from small bones.

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Open Story Night

Story Night has begun. Anyone who likes may come to the tavern and join in the festivities.

(The tables are set with complimentary tea and lemonade. A brown-skinned elf sits on the bench, leaning back against the wall and quietly sketching.)

So, we may take what we wish?

(The Ex Red templar raised an eyebrow)

If so, I would love to have some tea, haven’t had much in the way of refined foods in a while

(He sits down outstretching his hand)

The name is Cigur, may I know yours?

Oh...

(Looks up and lowers the sketchbook, cautiously takes his hand.)

Meridyn.

And, yes, I think the Inquisition pays for the non-alcoholic beverages at this... At least, when I tried asking if I was allowed, the barman told me to just shut up and take something.

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I can teach you, if you’re interested.
…I’m not exactly Andrastian.
Not saying it wasn’t wrong. But, she wasn’t my Divine.
Besides. If you don’t want me to accidentally fall, because you don’t want to be hated further, I doubt you’re going to kill me through the bars.

What a coincidence, I’m not exactly Andrastian either. Hence the worship of the big Tevinter darkspawn who wanted to be a god.

And if you don’t mind my company, and the rats’, then sure. Can’t promise I’ll be the most attentive student, though.

Can’t promise I’ll be the best teacher. So it’s all fair. And, I’ve eaten my share of rats. They probably bother me less than they do you.

(Sighs and leans back, looking around the room.)

Not like I have anyone else to talk to.

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(Leaves the library with the book on Herbalism and settles on a stone ledge, holding it in her lap for a long minute before reaching and cracking it open.

As she goes, she takes deeper and faster breaths, finally putting the book down, looking up at the sky and shaking her hands as if flicking water off them, whispering to herself.)

Come on.

(Picks it up again and reads two more pages, until…)

Shit.

(Slams the book shut and shoves it far away, hugging herself and staring at it sideways.)

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He tried to break the chains, but the chains broke him.

(Snaps head in surprise.)

That -

Never mind.

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Well, I assume guards might wonder how the hell you got out, and then why you inexplicably put yourself back in.
I suppose if you really wanted to you could blame escape on me, but since they’ve only seen me with my charcoals, they might have a hard time believing you.
Also still wouldn’t explain why you didn’t run off down the mountain, convenient hole and all. Besides the cold, of course.

All of that makes perfect sense, but trust me, I’m still getting blamed.

Hah -

(Twists to face him, holds a moment before responding softly.)

Why?

(he leans forward, elbows propped against the bars) I killed a lot of people. Helped kill the Divine. I’m not blaming them for hating me, but pretending they don’t doesn’t help anyone, least of all me.

I see…

(Shuffles right up beside the bars and rips out several pages, sliding them through with a piece of charcoal.)

Like to draw?

I can’t say I’m particularly good at it. Although I guess now’s the perfect time to take up a hobby.

I can teach you, if you’re interested.

…I’m not exactly Andrastian.

Not saying it wasn’t wrong. But, she wasn’t my Divine.

Besides. If you don’t want me to accidentally fall, because you don’t want to be hated further, I doubt you’re going to kill me through the bars.

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