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indpendent + selective elijah mikaelson fromthe vampire diaries & the originals
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Nik was beginning to get on her nerves. He seemed to think this was a joke– that she was a joke. She wanted everyone to just leave. It was much easier to pretend like she was normal when it was just Elijah. She had never had siblings and her father or those that pretended to be had killed all her friends. Abigail was not ready to be a part of a family.
Abigail smirked at Nik. “That’s interesting. Do you like the book club? You don’t seem like the type that likes to read.” Of course, she would never admit to him that she enjoyed reading. She couldn’t force herself to agree with Nik about anything just yet.
She shrugged to Elijah.  All she had wanted was a home where she did not live in fear and Elijah had already given that to her. Everything else seemed like something she hadn’t thought of yet. But as she glanced back at Nik, she knew then no matter what she said there was a good chance Elijah would make Nik participate. Whether he wanted to or not. 
Abigail smiled softly. “I’ve never been to a fair. Isn’t there a Halloween festival just north of here?”
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“ I’ve read enough. “ he had a full library back home but he didn’t much talk about his interests especially not with little girls. He’s agitated, he’s not making this a good experience. But really if Elijah wanted to play house with an orphan he should leave him out of it. After all this was the girl that Elijah was spending all his time with.
“ this is ridiculous. “ he mutters, turning towards his brother but he’s certain that no matter what he’s either going to be met with disappointment, being forced into this, or upset that the hadn’t cooperated. It didn’t matter that he had a club to run and it certainly didn’t matter that he had his own problems.
“ Fine. A Halloween festival. Let’s all dress up and be happy. It’ll be great. “ he shakes his head and stands up from where’s sitting. Expectant look in his eyes “ are we going now then? “

he thought that would suit perfectly for abigail and rebekah. his sister had always loved the fair, ferris wheel, cotton candy, winning her the largest teddy bear. he had only taken her once though. when she had turned 10. and never again. he wondered if she would be upset if he took abigail as well. his intention though was not replacement. his intention was making this a family affair. making them come together.

yet he felt like he had failed miserably. like he had done something wrong. because there was something broken in between them. he feels heavy and he hates it. he looks between the two of them before setting his eyes on nik. who he is determined to convince to come with them.

“it’s settled then. we’re going to the halloween fair. all of us are going.”

would nik argue? would he tell him that he won’t go? make his failure more and more apparent. and he feels a little cold suddenly, somewhat emptied out. like he’s lost already before even given the proper shot at trying.

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Abigail nodded. She didn’t know what she expected, but she was pleased to be taken out of Maryland and away from the madness that had plagued her for so long. She had been to Virginia once or twice with her father, but she was eager to forget any memories of him and replace them with new ones. “Never been there.” 
But she still wasn’t sure this Elijah was someone she could trust. Abigail had been fooled by men like him before. She would not let it happen again. “Is it nice?”
Abigail lifted a hand and covered her mouth as she yawned. She was exhausted, but unwilling to admit it. She wouldn’t be able to rest until she knew she could trust him. She knows nothing about him. “Do you have any other kids?”

 she asked questions without being invasive. but also without seeming the most interested. he wondered what was going on in that head of hers. if she was scared to come live with him. if she would ever open up. they told him not to get too hopeful. kids are her age are very set in their ways.

 he gives her a glance, eyeing her a moment as if he could read her. but she’s impossible to read. difficult. as his brother was difficult. and he was still waiting around for him to be more open with him. but he and nik had history between them. one he was unsure if he would be forgiven for.

 so was this his attempt at trying to be forgiven in some way? trying his best to be what he could never have been for him? it pangs him to think of it in such a way. “it is nice.” he says with a small nod of his head. “quiet. the house is big but empty. i don’t have any children. but the staff lives there. my younger siblings do come from time to time. my sister, rebekah isn’t much older than you are.”

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Such extraordinary powers beyond the imagination. Healing oneself after all manner of bloodied injuries. Inhuman speed that didn’t give the fastest horse a proper challenge. The controlling of minds – imagine what the Vatican would do if they had this same power. Even Lorenzo would be tempted to steer circumstance in his favor if he knew of such a thing. But he mustn’t tell Lorenzo, not until Elijah allows him the privilege of revelation. Besides, if he were to tell others, they would think him mad. As if they didn’t already –
Leo glances at the dagger, but he isn’t sure what Elijah is asking of him. Yes, cut himself but it lacks sensibility. A fatal cut wouldn’t bring him closer to healing if he bleeds out. Logistically, his life source would drain much too quickly for Elijah to ever have the chance. Then what happens? One thing is certain, Leo didn’t want to find out.  Well, he did but not quite like this. As long as coming back was a sure thing then it’s a risk he’d have to take. For the sake of science. Hell, for the sake of curiosity.
He takes the dagger then peers at Elijah for any semblance of the truth resting in his eyes. What truth? He knew not. An assurance, maybe. A surety of resurrection. He’s not burdened by a man’s desire to prove his strength or bravery. Instead, curiosity far outweighs consequence. And the only thing worrying him now is if he’d be able to pen the account of this afterwards.
“What’s to happen once you bring me back?” Leo knows that hitch of breath in his chest is excitement. Adrenaline. The kind of rush he’d get when testing new inventions. Maybe he shouldn’t be this fascinated by Elijah’s suggestion, wondering if he’d come back to be just like his strange new friend. Leo was glad neither Zo nor Nico were here to persuade him of otherwise.
But he’s already made up his mind on what he wants to do anyway. Taking the dagger with him as he saunters to the nearest chair, he ponders the possibilities of what will happen once Elijah brings him back. If blood is to revive him then there must be some sharing of these incredible powers. It’s his more than obvious ulterior motive. It’s not something he’s going to hide, not now and not with Elijah.
Elijah had provided enough material for observation and study, but, as in most things, Leo’s curiosity was insatiable. He had to know more. What he had just didn’t feel like enough. And, before he thought it out, he made a clean cut down the length of his wrist. The pain was unbearable, rendering his hand incapable of movement. He huffed and breathed out, the knot in his stomach twisting and turning. Squeezing his eyes closed provided as much relief as clenching his teeth together. The blood didn’t make him uncomfortable for he’d seen so much of it before. Cadavers and the like. It poured freely down his arm.
Before he passed out from the blood loss, he’d have to make the other cut. Switching hands with the dagger, he could barely hold it in his grip. With as much strength as his hand could manage after the cut, he copied the wound on the other wrist, letting out a loud gasp at the sudden realization of what he was doing and why. It was too late to go back now, even if he regretted it. The one saving grace was that he might be as Elijah. There was no guarantee but… maybe, just maybe.
The blood loss was making him weak, weaker. The pain, strangely enough, vanished. He was numb and he was cold. He struggled to keep his eyes open, to part his lips to speak. He was teetering between day and night.
“Will I be as you?” he managed to say, last words in a weak murmur as his eyes slipped closed. He slumped in the chair, both arms hanging loosely to the ground, the dagger falling at his feet. And he faded away.
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he watches Leonardo display such an unsettling fearlessness. Something that he hadn’t expected. Something that stands out to him, burns through him. for a mere human, a mortal, he was rather courageous, curious. A man so caught up in his intellect, not caged by his genius but instead all the more free because of it. dangerously free. and that’s proven by the blood pouring from his arm. The wounds are larger than he had expected.

The veins below his eyes become more pronounced, his eyes change. He’s hungry, thirsty for what he sees now. the craving is strong. But he’s been around long enough for him to keep control on it. he swallows harshly, it burns down his throat. But he manages it. he has to. because he doesn’t want to hurt Leonardo. If he wanted that he would have ripped out his throat right now. but he won’t do that. that’s not what he wants.

So, he moves towards him. looking down at the blood pouring forth. He can even hear it hit the floor. A drop and then more than that. a flow. He can taste it though at the back of his throat. His eyes look at the gnashes for a moment, then he lifts his eyes to his friend’s face. there isn’t fear that he sees there. it’s something else. something beyond anything he’s ever seen in any other mortal.

There are no words for the feeling that spreads through him. something like pride. He’s more than impressed. He reaches his hand out and just touches the tips of his fingers to the blood. Giving himself a brief taste, letting his fangs drop. He bites down onto his wrist. He’s used to the feeling by now. he hardly feels it. he moves his wrist to leonardo’s lips.

“you won’t become like me with simply the blood.” He says with a small shake of his head. “you’ll heal, the wounds will close. You’lll feel better than you have in a long time. but there’s a secret to becoming like me. One I can’t tell you unless I trust you.” He pulls his wrist away from his mouth and looks at him a moment. it’s a bloody scene but the wounds are already closing. “can I trust you with such a gift?”

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“ Elijah - hey just getting back to you. “ he clears his throat, sighing heavily. H shouldn’t be doing this. This was supposed to be a quick drop in because he waned to see what his siblings were up to. It wasn’t supposed to be permanent, he wasn’t supposed to be sticking around. Yet here he was returning Elijah’s call as though he fully intends on clearing up the problems for him. “ turns out my stay is going to be extended and the bar here at the hotel stays open for the holidays. “ he loathed holidays away from his family, away from Elijah - memory or not. “ So I’ll be there tonight if you want to stop by. “

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it’s with something of an eagerness that he answers the call. A small smile on his face. he wants so badly to tell him that he’s missed him. there’s always been something missing inside of him since nik left. But he’s always leaving. In and out, a constant go around. he lets out a heavy breath though, even though he’s smiling. He gives a small shake of his head. “and you’ll actually be there once I do show?”

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passé renewal;

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Two weeks of snooping around, eavesdropping and analysing the many ways she should reveal herself to Elijah and she was thankful, for the most part for her caution and her stalling over that said fact, as she had seemed to have found him in the midst of a crisis. In fact, his siblings and family members seemed to be going through a season of struggle. The last straw for her however, was watching him prepare to do something that she initially thought was a not so thought through impulsive decision. Calculating her time, not really wanting her identity to be compromised at all Tatia waited until her was alone before approaching him, carefully keeping her distance in the woodland area, she made sure her approach was firm and gentle, yet loving and understanding. Knowing that despite her volume, his abilities would enable him to hear her she began; “You know I do recall once upon a time telling a great man that fate did not dictate my heart.” Tatia begun, stepping into his eyeline and pacing forward, “Now of course back then I was talking for more romantic reasons, however the moral of the story was not letting my circumstances influence my actions there on out. Just because life brought its milestones didn’t mean I had to changed the narrative, I am the narrator after all.” She smiled sympathetically, pained with his burdens too and sharing such a bittersweet moment with him. Thinking of all the lost time, all the could haves, all that had been lost. Tears stung her eyes. “Hello My Lord…” She choked out slightly addressing him rather fondly, “It’s so very nice to meet once again, and I think this is a little bit of a shock to the system, but I can’t sit on the outside and watch you do something you may regret, Elijah. Please don’t do this.” Tatia pleaded. Swallowing the lump in her throat and finally now a few inches away from him she took his hands into her own and kept her eyes firmly on his, “The man I remember was so strong when faced with adversity and I know, I know this whole situation may seem unbearable, incomprehensible, and heartbreaking and I know I don’t know the whole story but what I do know is that time heals all wounds, you and I know that better than most. Please, Elijah, don’t go through with it, you can leave… I can come with you, we can look out for one another but forgetting all you’ve known? All that’s shaped you? Both the good and the bad? This doesn’t have to define you. Please, please reconsider this.”

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when she approaches he thinks first what a cruel dream this must be. something that lingers in the lost recess of his mind. Urging him to not do the one thing he knows he has to. the one thing that he does not wish to do. What he wants mostly is to be with his family. and yet he knows he cannot. So here he’s conjured a dream. One of something long past, a ghost. Telling him what he wants to hear. All these old sayings to haunt him.

but then she touches him. and it feels so real. So shockingly real that it pains him. hurts him in the depths of his soul to feel her as he had felt her before. But he knows how impossible this was. not that he hadn’t seen impossible things before. And his dear tatia had been a doppleganger. But the otherside was gone. And there was no way for her to return. Yet she felt so real.

And although it made very little sense he has to swallow down the feeling that rises almost violently in his chest. It can only be one viable solution to this sudden vision. If it’s not a dream nor a vision. If it’s in fact reality. He’s unsure of who would do such a thing. He had told no one of his plans. Only marcel and Vincent.

“elena?” he questioned, greatly puzzled. Even if it does not add up. For is she not the last of the petrova line? The only one left. Therefore the only one capable of being here in front of him now. and yet he knows better, does he not? He knows better.

He lets out a breath. it stings. He feels tears in his eyes. “I have to keep my family safe. I have to save them. and if this is the price I have to pay….” His voice cracked. His heart swells with pain. And then he shakes his head. “…..tatia…I have to pay.”

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She had made sure that things were calm when Elijah came to see her, made sure that in spite of their previous ordeal she was doing well enough, that she looked well. She didn’t need Elijah to worry about her, not again after all these years of him attempting to find a way to bring all of them together again. Her brother Elijah, always willing and ready to go to the ends of the earth to procure some way to save them all. If she could have a fraction of that loyalty - a sigh parts from her and she lifts her gaze to him once he reenters the room. “ Bellamy isn’t here. ” she still hasn’t found out what he thinks of her marriage or the idea of Bellamy as a man for his sister so perhaps that isn’t too good a story to start with. “ Please tell me you’ve been doing something with your life other than making sure Nik doesn’t get into too much trouble. ”

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the land here seems to suit his sister. There are moments when he looks at her and likes to think that she’s truly happy. After all was not all this what she had wanted since she was a little girl? To be married, to be loved, to be happy. And he wanted this for her as well. And yet he wasn’t sure if his eyes was far too keen or suspicious yet there seemed to be something to her that lacked. A shade over his sister. One he wanted so badly to lift. He looks at her a moment, a small breath of a laugh let out at her suggestion. But it fades soon enough. He reaches his hand out and settles it over hers. “I’ve gotten him under lock and key.” It’s a joke. And a lie. So he doesn’t laugh. “I’m here on account of you. Are you happy here?”

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Being around his brother again means finding out about each other in ways that neither of them had anticipated. He had felt every year of the century he’d been asleep, sometimes waking, sometimes laying stagnant without a thought in his mind. He was aware of the lack of movement, he was aware of his own emptiness that when Elijah’s blood touched to his skin and his eyes opened everything rushed in. The numb, the empty, the realization that he had been far removed from the world around him. Elijah was worried but Klaus was worried for him. He had been the one wandering for one hundred years. “ Stop looking at me like that. Whyn’t you drop in on our dear sister? She’s the one marrying some war hero while chatting with fairies - you spent one hundred years in isolation. I was napping, hardly the same ordeal. “

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he laughs, actually laughs. And the sound sounds strange to his own ears. The two of them have hardly changed. And yet he knows that’s simply wishful thinking. He knows all too well that there’s something different. A whole century. Forcing them to break the vow that they had all made together. always and forever. and yet here they were now. reinstated, building up what they had so wrongfully lost. “although I do worry about our dear sister I’m quite certain she’s alright. She told me last that she was very happy. It does seem to suit her well enough. I’m far more interested in whatever it was you dreamt up during your slumber.”

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His head is filled with chaos. He knows that this isn’t something he had ever anticipated. He’s always been one step ahead and those that managed to get ahead of him were ones he found himself impressed by. But to get taken by the likes of mortals? Taken down and overwhelmed. The mixture of wolf venom and vervain had been enough for an entire immortal army they claimed and it had managed to take him down as well. They kept him on it, kept him close to dessication. Four ounces of blood for the others, two for him. The Original Hybrid was someone they did not want to get out and did not want to lose either.
The cell was more of a dungeon than anything. Cold, creaky, dark. The three of them were kept together, wide space at least. Seemed more like a castle dungeon space than anything. He wonders where they were. The last time anyone had heard of Augustine was at Whitmore College before Damon had taken out the last traces of it. Klaus had been on a rather bloody path in Italy when he’d been taken - was that where he was? It’s been three years and six months since then, from what he could surmise, from what he’s counted but how could he really trust his own mind?
A solace was that Elijah was here. The doctor said that he’d been there for awhile but only now was he allowed to join Klaus. His memories were back, how he was dealing with those Klaus wasn’t sure. He hadn’t asked. But they were back and he was worse for wear. He kept looking to his brother, kept trying to find something to say but between the wolf venom injections, scarce enough to prevent full hallucinations, things were hard on him.
But now there was another inmate with them. Caroline had been tossed in here some days ago, they hadn’t said how long she’d been held by the Augustines but she looked tore up. Was it vervain? Wolf venom? Perhaps being a vampire and not an original meant they’d go easier on her, they didn’t want her to die did they? He’d give the both of them his blood but seeing as it was laced with venom and vervain he wasn’t much use. If only he could heal, he’d rip every person in this building - wherever they were - apart.
There hasn’t been sounds for a couple of days however since they had dropped Caroline into the cell with them and that gave the three of them a respite from the experiments, from the torture, from being ripped apart to see how long it would take to heal again. Klaus could count how many times he’s been cut into, how many times he’d been bled to the near point of death. He’s tasted a million different viruses, different strains of werewolf venom and vervain. He’s been tainted by poison, had his limbs cut into, his eyes opened, his blood withdrawn and the less blood he got the longer it took to heal again. Augustine. Bastards. They were going to get their due. He’d get out of here eventually and it’s the only relief he has.
He moves across the area they’re in, glance towards Elijah, and finds himself beside Caroline. The chains on him rattle just enough to give him room to move. If only one of them were strong enough to get the bloody things off of him. “ Caroline? ” he softly called out, his hand lifting to brush back some of her matted hair before his gaze turns towards his brother’s. “ How long have the two of you been here? ” he wonders if they’d been there longer than him.
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She counts in the beginning. Seconds, minutes, hours — until it all blurs into days. And days blur into weeks, weeks blurring into months until she’s not sure how long it’s been anymore. Truth is, Damon screwed them all over. With his genius little idea to keep one member of the Whitmore family alive at all times so that he can just keep killing the line. Like he doesn’t account for them having friends. Like he doesn’t realize that it just keeps going on and on and on until they actually succeed. She remembers watching Elena go through this. Remembers the haunted look on Enzo’s face when someone mentions it. They had him for years before he got out, and the damage it did was something she couldn’t ever relate to.

Only, now she gets it. It’s not the torture that’s the worst part, though that’s bad on it’s own. They keep her alive enough to maintain her abilities on a lesser level. They run their tests — and then they let her be until she’s needed again. No, the worst part is knowing that there’s no end in sight. No one’s coming. because no one knows she’s gone. No one knows she’s missing. She leaves after Stefan’s death and she doesn’t come back. Doesn’t write, doesn’t call. Elena sends her pictures of her new life, her human life, with Damon. Bonnie sends postcards that reach her after months of bouncing around from address to address. The worst part is knowing that there’s no end in sight. 

Part of her is sure she’s dreaming. Or they’ve somehow managed to infiltrate the last safe haven she has and mess with her thoughts. Make her see Elijah. Klaus. Maybe they’re getting sloppy, or they need entertainment, or they’re just too full of vampires that they need to spare the room — but she finds herself being wrenched from her quaint little cell and thrown into a somewhat bigger one with the two of them. That was three days ago. She thinks. Her mind keeps drifting in and out. It’s hard to tell anymore. No one breaks the silence. Not until he does.

Conditioned instinct makes her flinch away from his touch and she sucks in a breath as her eyes snap open. He’s right there, touching her. And for the first time, she grapples with the possibility that this isn’t a hallucination. She’s not just seeing things like she sometimes does when they give her small doses of werewolf venom. Not enough to kill her just yet, just enough to see the side effects. Generally the side effects go away when they drain her of blood a few hours later. “Klaus?” Her voice breaks over his name, severing it into two chopped syllables. Her eyes shift over to his brother. Studies him for a moment, wonders how the hell they can manage to get two originals under one roof — no wonder they’ve been in such a good mood as of late. 

Her mind is slow to clear, her body stiff as she pushes herself up into a sitting position against the wall. It’s been days since they’ve heard anything from them. Days since they’ve come back to douse her in vervain and wish her a goodnight. There’s one of them that always does that. Even sometimes tells her to have sweet dreams. And she does. Though they mostly revolve around tearing into his neck and drinking him dry. Her tongue ventures over her lower lip, exploring over the cracked skin. “Weeks,” She murmurs, unsure of the answer. “Months, maybe.” It feels like longer. Maybe it is, she’s not so sure anymore. They go through vampires faster than they do originals, she knows that. At this rate, she’s shocked Enzo survived as long as he did. Her gaze moves between the two of them, brow creasing slightly in confusion. “How?” Both of them. One of them, sure, maybe she could see that — but both of them? Rebekah would have been easier to lure. But Klaus is notoriously paranoid. And Elijah’s always unsettled her somewhat. — @bearthemarks

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it’s indescribable, the feeling. It’s not just physical pain. And that’s bad enough. The endless amount of vervain, the torture. All of worked together to weaken him. no need blood either. He yearned for just a drop. But they had cut back on that as well. He had bit the doctor his first month in. and for that he was still paying gravely. He was weak, he didn’t think he had ever felt this weak in all the centuries that he had been alive. And it was simply a mere mortal doctor doing all of it. the man was deranged no doubt. He could tell from the excitement etched on his face when he found out he was an original. Such madness he had not seen in such a long time.

and yet it was also a mental pain. One that burned violent through his mind. Memories, so many of them. racing rabid through the dark and torment corners of his mind. He wanted so badly to break free of them. but the worse the physical torture got. The more he receded into that dark recess of his mind. And found more pieces of himself. bloody and ugly, not so unlike the ones that doctor took pleasure in sawing off. Only to watch them heal up.

He remembers. That’s the worst part. All the memories hitting him hard. And he hates himself for allowing them to be taken. But he also hates himself for remembering, for pulling them all back to him. if he -, no, when he gets out of here he knows he won’t be able to stop himself from trying to find at least one member of his family.

he thinks of Klaus time with the hunters curse. He had told him once that he had felt completely out of control. And he wonders if this feeling, this overwhelming and weakening feeling is the same sort he had felt. thinking of Klaus so often he hadn’t thought he would see him. in such circumstances it was in fact the last thing that he had wanted. But he didn’t get what he wanted.

His brother was there. as a mess as he was. subdued as well by pitiful humans. And he wondered where they would start first when they managed to tear through this hell in order to free themselves. There’s the blond from mystic falls as well. Caroline forbes, bright baby vampire. Now she seems all washed down. like that mad doctor had reaches his sick hands inside of her and shut that light off.

Weakly, how he loathes the weak tone to his voice. But it seems it’s the most he can push out. “it doesn’t matter how long we’ve been in here.” He says, shaking his head. His hand coming around the bar of the cell so he can pull himself more into the light. Get a better look at their state. And they could get a better look at his. “what matters is how we’re going to get out of here. And when.”

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This is going to require trust, a heavy amount of it. It’s going to require the thrashing feeling of mended trust after everything that has stretched out between them. It should not be this hard to trust his brother, it shouldn’t be this hard to look into Elijah’s eyes and know that he was being honest and truthful. After all why should he lie? He was the only family that he had left. But for three years had he really been a brother?
It was a curious thing to linger between lines that remained ever so muddled. and that’s what they weren’t they? Muddled without reason or answers. They were simply pawns in this life of theirs, pawns to the madness of their father, pawns that had ended up on two very different sides. One at the front and the other at the tail.
But Elijah is claiming to be willing. He’s looking at Klaus as though he’s certain of this decision. To aid in killing their father? After he had so obviously taken his father’s side when this entire ordeal had started? It seemed an unlikely thing to hang any amount of trust on but he couldn’t help the lurch inside of him when he thought on it. Because hardened or not Klaus simply wanted his brother back.
“ You’ll have to prove yourself. ” he states finally after a moment of contemplation, his jaw tensing as he attempts to lessen the stress that floods his head. He can’t ruin his plans, they have been going strong for months. Those that were working with him would never forgive him if he let them get ruined now.
Stepping back from him then he lets out a slow breath, holding his brother’s eyes closely. “ How do you mean to do that? ” he wishes he could drop the facade, be the man that had wished for his brother in the early days of their cold apocalypse. But times change and so do people.
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he knew not to expect any less from his brother. After everything that had occurred he would not have trusted it if Klaus had so willingly allowed him to help. He would have been at a constant looking over his shoulder. but this trial proved to him that forgiveness was possible. And he was determined to pass this trial and anymore that should come afterwards. He was weighed down heavily by all his guilt, consumed by a dark cloud that he could not run out from under. He was a man lost to his past. And this was the only way he knew how to atone for it.

he knows he’s being tested. His eagerness to prove himself to his brother is unmatched. And he finds himself almost desperate for the only real family he’s ever had. But he feels shame in saying that. if he had been true family to his brother would he have really allowed any of his father’s cruelty. He knows deep inside of himself that he was never really a good brother to niklaus. And he has bore that shame too long.

But he’s given hope now. that it’s not too late for him to redeem himself in his brother’s eyes. To move past all those years that he had let him get hurt. To give to him what everyone on this train wanted. The keys to life, to one that may or may not still exist outside of this place. he wonders how Klaus would lead. Or if his anger would get the best of him. he remembers there were times that Klaus would burn with a rage he feared might consume him.

Here they are now though. and he can’t preach to him about his rage. He can only offer him his hand and tell him he’s willing. Tell him that the only thing that matters right now is getting his brother the revenge he deserves. Getting his brother’s people the treatment that they simply as humans have the right to. as for what might come after? He’ll tackle that in due time.

“tell me what you need, what you would have me do and I’ll be without question at your service. I know my betrayal-“ that foul and ugly word ran hot in his mouth. And he wanted nothing more than to spew it out. Yet he knew there was no other for what had occurred the night that they had boarded the train. And every night since. “-runs deep. I am your willing and obedient servant in all things.” but he knows he’s more than that. he’s by far the best asset to this rebellion. He can get them anywhere on this train, he can get them anything. Killing him, he knows would be a grave error. It’s not klaus’ brotherly love that assures him of his survival at this point. But rather his importance.

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He shouldn’t have come back here. It’s the third time this year that he’s traveled to Manosque as though he has any right to. He asked Marcel to compel away the memories, he had made the decision for himself. Why shouldn’t he be able to make his own decisions? Considering that he had made it for the good of their family. He’d known that, with the Hollow in him, and his unending servitude to Always and Forever that he would not be able to stay away as he knew he should.
Coming here to seek after him was a bad idea. An idea that could possibly ruin everything that had been set into place. It could spark something in Elijah’s memory and make him realize that whatever life he was currently living in was not true.
But Klaus couldn’t help the curiosity that ran through him. The one that made him question what Elijah was going through. How he was coping with blood lust, whether he was still capable of suppressing whatever demons were plaguing his mind. What memories had he kept? Had he kept any at all? What was he doing to ensure his own sanity the more he lived with the holes in his long winded memories.
It was selfish as well, he knew that. Selfish because he felt a sort of missing piece lodged inside of him without his brother. He didn’t want to go on through the rest of his eternity being without his brother. What was he supposed to do when his mind refused to rest? He wanted Elijah, he wanted his brother, he couldn’t live like this without him. It was something that had dawned on him during the past few years of being in New Orleans again. It was something that he had prayed for when he had been imprisoned beneath the Compound.
Only now that he was here sitting across from him, intent and curious look in his eyes Klaus knew he had to lie. For his benefit, for his brother’s benefit, for his daughter’s. A breath is taken and he looks away as though exasperated even though there’s a mountainous need to simply tell the truth.
“ I’ve already told you, I don’t know you. I heard you play a few good songs and got interested in your talent. If you’re looking for a new best friend best look elsewhere, I’m a bit of a loner. ”
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that response just doesn’t seem to sit well with him. it makes him feel heavier. He’s just watching him now. he doesn’t know what to say to him. it certainly isn’t a friend he’s looking for. He’s not even entirely sure he’s looking for anything. If he’s looking for anything at all. All he knows is that there’s something familiar here. It’s something he hasn’t felt. during all his traveling and all this settling nothing ever came to him like. Crashing waves in his mind. Telling him that he knew the man before him, telling him that there was something meaningful here.

But the man shrugs him off, simply dismisses him. as if the very notion of the two of them knowing each other is simply impossible. And in all honestly he knows that he should probably trust his better judgement, shouldn’t he? Because his mind feels terribly scrambled. A mess. Lately he hasn’t even been entirely sure who or what he is.

Lately. He says it as if he’s got a hold on himself. he feels terribly heavy, confused. Lost even to his endless searching. He wants so badly to tell him to help him to understand. That’s ridiculous though. he’s insistent that he doesn’t know him. and he should leave it at that. but there’s something there pushing him.

“I’m not looking for a best friend.” He says with a small shake of his head. With the state his head has been in he’s not too sure he would be capable of properly keeping a friend at all. He lets out a heavy breath, settling back into his seat. “I’m looking for answers.”

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Take his mind somewhere else other than the madness that plagued the nether regions of his mind. He wasn’t coming back from this, from the torrid plains that he was now wandering. He wasn’t going to find sanity again where he had lost his mind. Lingering somewhere between the deaths of the hunter’s and the gurgled blood that leaked from their mouths. Between Rebekah’s crying and the death rising in the air. Putrid death. This was now his fate.
Henrik was calling from somewhere beyond where they stood now. Henrik with his beady eyes and innocent declarations of wanting to see the monsters that men became. And then his dying sounds as the wolves tore into him. Darkness everywhere, death hanging in the air around him. Elijah shouldn’t be here.
Still however he moves from where he’s standing, looking away from his reflection and moving to sit on the edge of his bed. He needs only every time he feeds -
a breath is taken and it constricts somewhere inside of his chest as he looks up at him. “ Then what shall we talk about, brother? ”
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he isn’t entirely sure what it is that they should talk about. What it is that would take his brother’s mind off of the darkness. Bring him back to them. there’s nothing he wants more than for his brother to have peace of mind. And yet they’re running out of all options, aren’t they? And every morning he wakes wondering how long, how much longer. He’s not sure which of them would end up suffering more.

he looks almost broken sitting there on the edge of the large bed. It’s a strange sight, isn’t it? because he hasn’t seen his brother looked like this in such a long time. not since they turned all those years ago. He had thought now with his immortality he would be impossible to break. And yet here he is, breaking.

Only their father had had such a power over him. yet now something had gotten deep inside of his head and dragged something out. And now Elijah feared that it would kill him. he reaches his hand out to lightly brush his shoulder.

“hiding spots.” He says quietly, a vague edge of a smile on his lips. But it’s so broken, so weak. Like something inside of him was hurting. “you remember the very best one? Just behind the trees. Where no one could see you.”

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The whole situation is odd. She can detect that barest hint of confusion in him, but he’s looking at her like he has no idea who she is and essentially that’s true now. She can’t believe no one told her he erased everything entirely. It makes something ache deep within her chest. She watches him trying to see if anything sparks at the sound of her name, but it doesn’t. So, she takes a minute to look him over, take in his stance, his clothes – it’s all different. He’s different.
She imagines he has to know what he is, how could he not. But does he know he’s an original? Does he know he’s not the only one? She has so many questions – so many things she wants to ask, but she knows she can’t. This will only work if he has no idea who she is. It takes her a minute to realize he’s spoken and she smiles and steps inside the restaurant. “It’s nice to meet you, Elijah” she offers softly as she steps inside glancing around at the semi-crowed room. “Are you from around here? Or visiting?” She finds her self asking the question with an air of curiosity wondering what he’s been doing all this time, where he’s been.
Rebekah checks in with her and Hope usually every couple of weeks. And she’s talks to Klaus daily, as does Hope. See’s him about once a week as well to bring him things Hope makes and vice versa – but she hasn’t seen or heard from Elijah in quite some time and she can’t help the curiosity.
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it’s a strange feeling to want to be in someone’s company. Especially when you just met them. but there’s something about this Hayley that makes him feel as if everything is in place. like he should be here. He’s come across many women he’s liked from time to time. but there’s something different about this one. Something that makes him want to linger here and talk to her.

he looks at her for a long moment, just taking her in. she’s beautiful. But it’s more than that, isn’t it? the effect she has on him is completely different than that. its something he can’t explain. Something that reaches far into the depths of his mind and pulls.

He can’t help but smile at her. which to him is something different, unique. He feels almost empty when he smiles. He wants there to be more behind it. something far more formidable than anything else. the feeling inside of him is like something cracking. He hates the feeling of being cracked open inside.

“i travel.” He says, leaning a little more towards her. “I’ve been traveling the world. Trying to find a place that feels a lot more like home. And yet it’s gotten more difficult with each city I pass.” It’s an odd confession that comes out. He’s a little unsure of what to say. He swallows harshly. And it unsettles him. “what about you?”

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He’s laughing through Elijah’s response as Klaus gives a slight nod of his head. “ You should take it into far more consideration - the fact that we cannot die and there you are floundering around as though you’re some unkillable being. ” he shakes his head. Honestly it reminds him of the Salvatore’s back in Mystic Falls. Always putting themselves in the way of danger even though they’re terribly susceptible to death.
“ Why don’t you simply allow us to agree on a matter and we can rest easy on the fact that next time a threat arises you’ll be safe. ” he smiles over at Hayley after trailing his gaze away from his brother. He and his brother didn’t always see eye to eye but this did seem like something they could both agree on - finally. It should be celebrated not argued.
“ Come now, Hayley - ” he begins with a small waiting smile for her to look at him. “ - why don’t we take a holiday and discuss what we should be doing rather than what will happen the next time you decide to risk your life. ”
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She rolls her eyes to the ceiling before her gaze flutters over to meet Klaus’, brow arching as she listens to his words. “Floundering around am I?” She inquires while shifting and crossing her legs. She’s well aware she’s not unkillable considering her most recent battle with near death, but she keeps that comment to herself. They both seem quite amused with themselves and she’s not sure if she wants to laugh at the smile on Klaus’ face or slap him. But she does neither. Her gaze shifts to Elijah and she sighs. “The two of you are so – irritating.” She says the words without any malice, there’s barely a bite to them. It’s a simple comment. In truth in an overbearing and completely ridiculous way – it’s nice that they care.
“Oh well, I wouldn’t want the two of you to disagree,” she adds a hint of humor coloring her features. “So from now on I’ll just do as you both say. I’ll sit here and look pretty and let the two of you go off and risk those unkillable lives of yours while I wait at home with Hope for you both to return. This way I’m safe. ” She adds with a flutter of lashes and a smile, though the amusement dancing in her eyes should probably be enough to signal her words are clearly just for the sake of appeasing them both.
She chuckles then, “That almost sounds like there will be a punishment should I risk my life again. Remind me, why do I put up with the two of you again?” She questions glancing between them, but there’s a smile on her face and this time it’s a genuine one. “Idiots,” she mumbles with a shake of her head. She holds up a hand, “Fine, fine. A holiday it is. Do I get to pick what we do?”
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 he wasn’t even entirely sure any of them could ever settle down with a holiday. rest was always something done in passing. small moments always cherished. but he found restlessness suited each of them best, did it not? for in the their lives there was nothing that came easy.

 he laughs at what she says. like it’s possible. but then again he and klaus had been talking as if it were. if he could place bets he thought that klaus would be the first to be undone by the stillness. for himself, there was always a certain kind of longing for settling. as for klaus he made no pretenses. he stated boldly such a thing was not meant for him.

 so he knows the suggestion is strictly for hayley then. and himself. he’s not sure if he;s prepared to deal with restlessness. funny that he views such a calming experience as a holiday like restlessness.

 “you and klaus can discuss it. i want a place where you two won’t end up tearing it all up in shreds.”

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His question wasn’t one she expected, though she probably should have. Of course he’d want to know about Marcel. How they’d managed to get him back – cure the bite on Kol and everything that followed. Her fingers stop moving, but she doesn’t release the locket clasped in her fingers as she met his gaze. It’s been quite a long time sine they’d seen Marcel. And there wasn’t a way for him to find them, Klaus made sure of it. 
“Marcel is in New Orleans.” She offered because that was the truth. They hadn’t been back there since they stole him with the help of the Bennett witch and Stefan. She knew he was probably out there looking for them now
“By now I’m sure he knows we have you. But we’re cloaked here. No one has been able to find us in five years – And anyone whose come close is dead.” She offered, nonchalantly. They’d killed a lot of people of the past five years, betrayed even more. But she was protecting her family that was what mattered. “Mary says it’s quite for the moment. Marcel has people searching, but they won’t find anything.”
Hayley wasn’t worried though,  “Klaus handled it.” she explained and she trusted him entirely. She hesitated, “Elijah…I’m sorry it took us so long. But I’m so glad you’re back. You’ve been missed.” She swallowed hard, her words soft as she met his gaze from where she sat. 
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he feels so heavy, almost like he can’t breathe. He’s angry, all built up and burning. He feels like the whole world is spinning around him. everything around him feels like he’s falling apart because of his anger, his revenge. It’s a crippling feeling almost, hanging over his head.

He nods along to what she says. Everything that she says gets to him. and he’s not sure if it’s about all the missed time. or if he wishes he could have done more. Or if he feels somewhat betrayed by the weight of being left there. alone.

“we have to go back to new orleans.”

It’s a broken quietness there in the middle of the room. And he feels such a heavy weight that lingers on the inside of him. he’s just completely still a moment before he looks back at her. and he knows that she might not understand. She has hope to think of after all.

He wishes Klaus were thee. Perhaps he might back him. or perhaps not. Because he knows better. He knows that marcel is still Klaus son regardless of everything. And he wants to get angry about it. but marcel has always been part of the family. and through his rage he’s not sure what to say. Could he kill him if it came down to it?

“we have to take down Marcellus.”

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She doesn’t want to come inside. She wants to shove the stupid box into his chest and run away before anyone else knows that she’s here. Before she can veer off the single path her mind has been set on since leaving Mystic Falls. With one mission, one task, one thought — that she needs to get this to him. And she does. She did. She’s done. Except when he asks her inside, she can’t find it in herself to say no. Maybe it’s because he’s too polite and it’s too hard to refuse. Maybe it’s the please. Maybe….maybe it’s because the epic love of Katherine Pierce’s life isn’t a Salvatore. It’s a Mikaelson. Elijah Mikaelson. If there’s ever a pair that didn’t fit in theory, it’s them. But she can see the pain in his eyes, reflected back to her clear as day. Curiosity wins out and she steps inside, keeping a slightly firmer on the box, needing to ground herself to something before she loses her head. “I’m sorry you lost her.” She blurts out, turning slightly to face him. “I mean I know you guys were kinda…you know but I’m still sorry.” That’s what she’s supposed to say, right? Offer condolences. Sympathy. Even if she’s the only one that really feels it.
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it’s certainly a bizarre little scenario. Caroline forbes here with a gift from his Katerina, the same who had murdered her. but he would expect no less from his Katerina, that even from death she would orchestrate such an insane dance. The theatrics of the whole thing. He would admire it as if he had constructed it himself. and yet he feels far too damp for it. he feels far too beaten down. he lets out a breath and gives a nod of his head towards her. how he had willed himself to forget Katerina, how he had forced himself to put one foot in front of another. Abandoning her for his family. but not even his quietly awakening feelings for Hayley could overcome the burden of loving the women Katerina chose to be. the one he knew and Katherine pierce, the one caroline had known. He wonders what she must think, what she must feel standing here in the house of those who had wronged her and her friends ceaselessly, carrying the belongings of her murderer to the man who had loved her greatly. It’s a strange world that they live in. and even in his grief he feels some sympathy and above all else gratitude towards her. “you don’t need to extend such condolences. Katherine –“ the name is harsh on his tongue. violent even. “- I know she never made anything easy for you and your friends.” He reaches his hand to just barely skim the box. “and neither did my family. it must have taken a lot, your coming here.”

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There was no viable solution to this very real problem. All she could do was appear to be her truest self lest he abandon what little trust is there – if any at all. Vanessa knows what kind of man he is. Vanessa knows he’s not easily riled or, to her dismay, broken. When she spoke to him, she understood his level of intelligence and what it required. And she could either act the part as she’s done or cave. “You are here. First step that proves my worth to you. These orders as you call them are more than. This is what all of us want. Kill him and, with it, goes injustices done to everyone. And who better than the closest to him but you?”
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 the woman must be mad. that’s his first thought. his first reaction to the plan she’s suddenly thrown on him. he doesn’t like it. the way it feels heavy in the air, the thickness of it. almost suffocating. But he can play this game. He’s played it often before. And once or twice his deals had been sincere when they were made. “is that the beginning and ending of your grand plan? You know my brother is very powerful.” He takes a step towards her. but he knows she won’t back down. She has iron to her. “what did he do to you? I have a never ending list of motives. But I would like to hear yours.”

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