Nik was beginning to get on her nerves. He seemed to think this was a joke– that she was a joke. She wanted everyone to just leave. It was much easier to pretend like she was normal when it was just Elijah. She had never had siblings and her father or those that pretended to be had killed all her friends. Abigail was not ready to be a part of a family.
Abigail smirked at Nik. “That’s interesting. Do you like the book club? You don’t seem like the type that likes to read.” Of course, she would never admit to him that she enjoyed reading. She couldn’t force herself to agree with Nik about anything just yet.
She shrugged to Elijah. All she had wanted was a home where she did not live in fear and Elijah had already given that to her. Everything else seemed like something she hadn’t thought of yet. But as she glanced back at Nik, she knew then no matter what she said there was a good chance Elijah would make Nik participate. Whether he wanted to or not.
Abigail smiled softly. “I’ve never been to a fair. Isn’t there a Halloween festival just north of here?”
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“ I’ve read enough. “ he had a full library back home but he didn’t much talk about his interests especially not with little girls. He’s agitated, he’s not making this a good experience. But really if Elijah wanted to play house with an orphan he should leave him out of it. After all this was the girl that Elijah was spending all his time with.
“ this is ridiculous. “ he mutters, turning towards his brother but he’s certain that no matter what he’s either going to be met with disappointment, being forced into this, or upset that the hadn’t cooperated. It didn’t matter that he had a club to run and it certainly didn’t matter that he had his own problems.
“ Fine. A Halloween festival. Let’s all dress up and be happy. It’ll be great. “ he shakes his head and stands up from where’s sitting. Expectant look in his eyes “ are we going now then? “
he thought that would suit perfectly for abigail and rebekah. his sister had always loved the fair, ferris wheel, cotton candy, winning her the largest teddy bear. he had only taken her once though. when she had turned 10. and never again. he wondered if she would be upset if he took abigail as well. his intention though was not replacement. his intention was making this a family affair. making them come together.
yet he felt like he had failed miserably. like he had done something wrong. because there was something broken in between them. he feels heavy and he hates it. he looks between the two of them before setting his eyes on nik. who he is determined to convince to come with them.
“it’s settled then. we’re going to the halloween fair. all of us are going.”
would nik argue? would he tell him that he won’t go? make his failure more and more apparent. and he feels a little cold suddenly, somewhat emptied out. like he’s lost already before even given the proper shot at trying.