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✧・゚: 𝒜𝒞𝒯𝒪𝑅

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“Ah, yes. We’ve done a lot of work with C&R International.” Primarily things related to cats? Billionares were weird. She stood from her desk to accept his hand, smiling politely all the while. Even if everyone treated him as though he were a pariah, she would not. It was part of building that client trust. “And he seems to think quite highly of you, as he insisted he would pay for all services we would recommend. You have a good ally in him.”
Hands dropping, she gestured for him to take the seat across from her desk before reseating herself. He was quite the sight, for sure That towering height and silver hair – it certainly helped him stand out in a room!
“I have done some preliminary research on your situation, but before I make any assumptions, I’d like to hear what you want to get out of our services. Scandals aside, what career goals do you want to achieve?”
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“You think so?” Miss Love’s observation of Jumin’s  purposes in sending Zen to her for aid shocked him on multiple levels, despite the fact that he swiftly attempted to mask it. If he sounded too surprised, perhaps she would question his abilities all together; if one failed to exude some level of confidence, others were bound to take notice. However, he managed to bite his tongue before any distasteful words concerning Jumin were uttered. “He’s — an interesting guy. There’s no doubt that he’s good at what he does.”

Sitting in the chair offered to him, Zen found himself tugging at a lock of his bangs ( an old habit his manager had forced him to abandon years ago, yet which reemerged  during moments of duress ) before he settled his hands back into his lap.

Upon hearing her inquiry, he already knew the answer. “I just want to act.” His chest grew a bit tighter, although he wouldn’t allow himself to drop Miss Love’s gaze. “That’s all I ever wanted to do. My fans meant a lot to me, and even though it would’ve been rough if that was Echo Girl’s main casualty, I would’ve dealt with it. But no one in Seoul will hire me at all, and it’s been like living a nightmare.” Zen bit the inside of his cheek, a brief pause hanging between them before he continued, “I don’t know what to do. Even if I never get back the following I have, I just want to be onstage again.”

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“W-Well I just didn’t want to cause any problems. But if you insist it won’t be an issue then of course! We really haven’t done much but… chat and work together so it’ll be nice.” She was flushed mostly from talking herself up into agreeing. Not that she didn’t want to, but rather she was nervous about annoying Zen. So many attractive actresses and singers that would probably kill to be her, not that she had a big head. If anything that made her even more anxious.
“Do you have a preference?”
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Victory! Zen’s playful grin softened it one a bit more subtle, though his pleasure at the success remained evident in his eyes. “I think so, too. We might get to know each other really well.” Bickering aside, RFA was akin to family for him; the prospect of a new member was rather exciting, and one he couldn’t allow himself to squander. The fact that Umeko was cute on top of that just so happened to be a plus ( and if he might coax more of those pretty blushes in the future, all the better )

“How do you feel about the cafe a few block from here? Their coffee’s amazing, and the food’s on the healthier side.” He pressed his lips together for a moment. “It might be my birthday, but I can’t splurge too much, you know?

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ZEN: Hi. I’m Zen. (24 yrs old) ZEN: Musical actor... Don’t look me up on the internet. ZEN: It’s embarrassing.

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If you want to interact/follow a gorgeous musical actor with a rough past and a heart of gold, please give this a ❤ or a ↺!

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“Me?” Umeko pointed at herself just to double check. Zen had other friends, and he only knew her from work as an assistant to him. And most recently due to the RFA. Was she even on his radar before that, she rather not know.
“I mean, I don’t want to decline it is your birthday. But will it really be okay? I-I don’t want to cause any issues.”
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“If you say it like that, you’re going to hurt my feelings!” Zen offered Umeko a wink before shaking his head. “I wouldn’t invite you if I thought that it might cause any kind of issue.”

The notion of a solitary lunch on his birthday was a rather depressing one; aside from that thought, he had found himself presented with an opportunity to become better acquainted. “What do you say?

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How did I end up here…?
It was an internal rhetorical question. She knew the answer, of course. Her father.
Her father, who had abandoned her and her mother and younger sister in Japan when she was five.
Her father, who re-entered her life during her first year in university with a proposal to help make all their struggles go away.
Her father, who changed her life’s path and forced her down the road of business management instead of chemistry like she had always wanted. Who made her agree to do as he said for her mother and little sister’s sake. Who gave her a position at his company nobody wanted, and told her to make it work.
To be fair, she did make it work. She headed up SnapShine’s Public Relations department, and did such a damn good job in Tokyo that she was moving on to oversee their segment in Seoul. Thank god she had had the sense to learn Korean over the years, too. Her father wouldn’t have cared if she could communicate or not. Make it work, or else those hospital bills will go unpaid again.
She hated him. But, as with everything that was tossed her way, Lenora Love perservered. She made it work. Just as she would make things work for this incoming client: Hyun Ryu, otherwise known as ZEN, the fallen playboy musical actor whose reputation was ruined after harrassing a young upcoming star, Echo Girl. He denied the allegations, but that didn’t save his career.
Lenora had done a bit of research on him: what he had been in, how his career started, his agency before they dropped him in light of the scandal, his strengths and weaknesses… it was an interesting read, to say the least.
She also looked into Echo Girl, as she was going to be a pain in the ass as they attempted to fix his reputation. She had a rabid set of teenage stans who were going to harrass her client. Did he deserve it? As far as they knew, yes. But whether he had done what Echo Girl had said or not – Lenora had a sharp instinct telling her she wasn’t as innocent as she seemed, if only because young starlets rarely were – didn’t matter.
If he was a client, then she would do everything she could to make sure he was brought back on top. And hopefully keep him from pulling stupid shit again, too.
The intercom on her desk buzzed and she hit the button for her secretary to speak.
“Yes?”
“Hyun Ryu to speak with you, Miss Love.”
“Thank you. Send him in.”
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Waiting by the front desk was more awkward than Zen had anticipated. The secretary was likely aware of the allegations he’d dealt with against him, if her demeanor was anything to go by; she continued to eye from her desk, as though in warning that he was required to keep his distance. Despite his innocence, the prolonged treatment never failed to make him feel ashamed ( he was a pariah in the eyes of anyone aware of his history, a fact he was never able to fully reconcile )

Inwardly, Zen cursed Jumin for forcing this suggestion upon him in the first place. He should have maintained his position and insisted that he would handle his comeback in Korea himself, yet the nagging of the entire RFA had broken him. 

While he had taken a few jobs in the US during his hiatus in Korea, more-so to maintain his own sanity than any anticipation that he would garner a following there, the ramifications of his return were always locked in the back of his mind. It wouldn’t be an easy task to rebuild his fanbase, especially since Echo Girl’s father was backed by puppets in the industry prepared to sully Zen’s name at a moment’s notice, yet he couldn’t give up only the only dream he had which lent his life any meaning.

As he leafed through a magazine, attempting to appear as nonthreatening as possible, he fought the urge to send Jumin a profanity laden text to vocalize his displeasure. What if this Love lady was under Echo Girl’s thumb, as well? Jumin better hope not, or there would be more than words exchanged as soon as he left the building.

Zen’s slightly murderous thoughts were interrupted by the voice of the secretary breaking through the awkwardly thick silence informing him that he could enter the back office. With a brief comment of gratitude, he shelved the magazine and made his way down the hall. 

Steady breaths to calm himself halted as he carefully opened the door, uncertain of whether to appear meek or simply present as himself. “Ms. Love? I’m Hyun Ryu —but I guess you already knew that.” A smile that Zen hoped seemed charming rose along his lips as he closed the door behind him. “Jumin Han recommended you. He seemed to know the company pretty well.” Crossing the floor, he extended his hand. “Thanks for meeting with me.”

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“Well I guess because you’re all friends they can relax around you and tease you a tad. Besides your fans were blowing up about you! And it was really sweet to see so many kind messages about you and your performances. I mean, you make so many people happy with your talent.”
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“I guess that’s true. My fans were sweet, weren’t they? I’m really pretty lucky. I’ll probably have a lot of fanmail when I get home, too. Hey — before I head back, do you want to have lunch with me?

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“I did, Hyun! And I made you a cake!” It has a rich vanilla frosting and on the inside the layers are dyed a variety of colors. “I’m not very good at decorating, so it’s pretty simple. But I can guarantee it tastes great! Happy birthday!”
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“You’re amazing, Lenora!” Any pretense of presumption is dropped, Zen’s face flushing slightly with surprised pleasure. “I can’t remember the last time I had a homemade birthday cake. You have to eat some of it with me. And maybe let me give you something, too — ”

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happy birthday, zen!

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making my comeback a little early because it’s zen’s birthday~ i never feel quite as confident anywhere else as i do when i’m writing zen, and aside from planning to return, regardless, i’ve decided to do so a little earlier as i focus on a few of my blogs in particular, zen being one of them! 

thanks to everyone who’s been patient with me as i gather my bearings following a lot of illness, and i’m excited to write with everyone again! i’m debating what to do with some of my drafts; i might drop them and start totally new, but i’m thinking on that, at the moment. i just don’t want to get overloaded/overwhelmed and slow down on here again.

either way! my blog’s theme was forced into an overhaul thanks to tumblr screwing it up, so that’s been fixed, and i’m remaking my icons, as well, because i’m feeling a need for a change ( for the third time fml )

anyway, if you’d like to send zen things for his birthday, please do! i hope you’re all doing well!

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happy birthday, zen!

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making my comeback a little early because it’s zen’s birthday~ i never feel quite as confident anywhere else as i do when i’m writing zen, and aside from planning to return, regardless, i’ve decided to do so a little earlier as i focus on a few of my blogs in particular, zen being one of them! 

thanks to everyone who’s been patient with me as i gather my bearings following a lot of illness, and i’m excited to write with everyone again! i’m debating what to do with some of my drafts; i might drop them and start totally new, but i’m thinking on that, at the moment. i just don’t want to get overloaded/overwhelmed and slow down on here again.

either way! my blog’s theme was forced into an overhaul thanks to tumblr screwing it up, so that’s been fixed, and i’m remaking my icons, as well, because i’m feeling a need for a change ( for the third time fml )

anyway, if you’d like to send zen things for his birthday, please do! i hope you’re all doing well!

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ooc;

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once again, i am really sick, and have been off and on for the past month. i’ve been doing some smaller things on my multi ( which you can find here ), but sporadically. of course, zen is always my top priority and my current goal is to be get fully situated back over here as i’m recovering, and then focusing on finishing the few drafts/asks left and hopefully starting new plots and ships with some of my awesome mutuals~

i hate that i haven’t been as active here as i wanted, due to a combination of illness kicking my butt constantly and some personal issues. this is the longest break i’ve taken from zen, and i haven’t liked it at all! i miss him so much, a month is too long. i know this is a thing that, unfortunately happens a lot — i’m excited to come back, stay active for a while, and then have to take a break. i don’t like it and i don’t want that to be the pattern, but i do have to keep my own health as a priority. that being said, i’m going to do my best to remain as active as i can and write as much as i can!

on a more technical side, tumblr’s doing something wonky with my theme, so you can’t see any posts. i’ve contacted them about it, so either it’ll be fixed or i’ll change my theme. so, if you’ve noticed that’s a thing, that’s why, lmao.

in the meantime, i’m still pretty sick, but i wanted to pop in and give an update/let you all know what’s going on! i’m hoping i’ll turn a corner in the next few days, and then i can write on my blogs like i was before, with zen being my top priority, as he always has been. if you want to talk or plot things for when i get back, feel free to ask for my discord!

i hope you all are well, and i miss you a lot! <3

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