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@boynsfw-blog / boynsfw-blog.tumblr.com

i left my soul in his vision
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sorry this took so long stuff came up irl and i havent been stable enough to come online

i  came back on to apologize for my racist actions. ive done some gross things and expected other people to help me fix my behavior, when i should have been the one to fix it. it was gross and i’ll be working very hard irl to become a better person and change my behavior so i can recognize my own racist actions and not rely on other people to recognize them for me.

my therapist and i agreed that this site and social media in general is too much stimulation for me right now with my mental state and new meds, so i’ll probably be leaving for a while, if not for good. i wont be talking to anyone for a while sorry! thank you all for being kind to me on here 

bye!

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@boynsfw I genuinely want to know why it’s so hard for you to apologize to anyone without having to whitesplain your way out of things and then backpedal when someone catches you. I have been very patient with you and other people in your friend group yet you can’t seem to muster the basic fucking decency to stop treating people of color as aggressive, having your token black friend go talk to you and not even bother PMing someone yourself, and then when all that stupid ass mess is over with, you act exactly how we keep telling you not to act. 

Charlie you better get some motherfucking act right because I’ve had it up to here with you and it’s obvious you can’t be talked to privately so I have to drag you up and down my fucking dashboard. 

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boynsfw-blog

hi clover, it’s miel and i’m speaking for charlie because he has extremely poor mental health right now and can’t handle this properly at the moment, though he wants this drama done with so he doesn’t have to log off of tumblr parnaoid/anxious. and i’m also going to be reblogging this for him so that his followers know what’s going on.

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sorry i havent been on we're making big adjustments to my meds and im really unstable rn

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@galras i just saw someone talking about how hot levi ackerman is in s2 and im ready to commit

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get snk off my dash i am so fucking tired

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I TRIED TO EDIT BOULEVARD OF BROKEN DREAMS AND I FUCKED UP

DO YOU THINK ANYONE WILL NOTICE THAT THE VOCALS ARE NOT AS THEY SHOULD BE

i WALK a LONlee ROaD, Thr ONlEE ONE ThAt I HAV EvA KnOWN.

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faaffy

BuT itS Onlee Mee aND I WAalK AloNE

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usually talking to friends helps me feel better but now it just makes me feel paranoid and anxious

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