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in this hell you are my paradise

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SFW/NSFW | ENG/ESP JJBA fics + self ship | Requests: closed. Confessions: open. Event: none. One word drabbles: closed. | if you're a minor, block the "horní" tag. | icon by a-nonnie-mousse 💖 Helena | She/her | 23. | my main is @golden-lightning and my twitter is @dongiornoswife.
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Just passing by to wish you all a merry christmas if you celebrate 🥺💕

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Not people saying “Fandom has always been like this” in that vent post I made. No. It hasn’t always been like this. Fandom has NEVER been like this until recently and if you were in fandom pre-tumblr purge, pre-twitter, pre-netflix boom, pre-tiktok….then you would fucking know it was nothing like this.

We still had the drive to create. We still sold prints and charms and made zines…but it was never like this.

The introduction of streaming, binge shows that drop all at once, tiktok and vine RIP i still love u vine but you were the beginning of a particularly ugly era) creating this bite sized, quick paced ‘content’ era of creation and it bled out into fucking everything else.

Fandoms didn’t die down when the show ended or the season was over. You didn’t mass unfollow artist, writers or moots just because they changed fandoms. There wasn’t this need to please the algorithm in order for your posts to get seen by people and enjoyed.

Fandoms used to last YEARS. Star Trek is literally the oldest running fandom out there and you got people in there that could care less about the new stuff and still have been happily prancing through their fucking fifty year old fandom today. Hell, even SPN after all it’s fuckups and shitshows has a dedicated fanbase STILL creating tons of art and fic.

There is no patience anymore. No calm feeling of taking in fandom and friends at a pace that which doesn’t make you stressed and is still fun.

Do I blame fandom for this? Of course not, but people are complacent with it and start changing their vocab to accommodate and end up making the situation so deep it cant be fixed.

We call Art & Fic Content now, completely stripping the value of what it is to a level of consumerism instead of personal entertainment & community bonding.

Let OP talk, they’re absolutely right.

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Hey there! I'm back with an update and hopefully some actual content soon.

CW: depression, religion/religious trauma.

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Hey, it's been a while, hasn't it? I don't know how much time I've been away from here, but I'm truly sorry. Graduation was okay, yeah, but I haven't felt okay since then: though it meant yet another achievement it never really soothed my worries or anything of whatever I've felt the past three years. It's hard to explain —because I don't even understand.

The thing is, and the only one I'm sure of, is that I was (and still am) in a depressive episode. I've lost interest in creating and I'm just trying to get back on my feet with some edits I've done for the clock app. It's true I'm still going on shifts and getting out of bed, but inside? Inside I'm a mess.

The whole point of this post is to let you all know I'm sorry for not replying and being silent for so long. I know I'm not alone and I'm sorry if my silence and lack of expression hurts you —sometimes I can't voice what I'm feeling because I can't name it.

I'm gonna try to be more active here, maybe not writing for a while but definitely present. Again, I'm sorry for disappearing. I'll get to messages and asks soon. 💕

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fanfic should be fun fic. if you are not having fun, please step away, take a break, do whatever you need to in order to have fun with this hobby we share

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QUE ME ABRACE LA GRADUADAAAAA 🤩🥳🥳🥳🥳

¡muchas felicidades, bella! ojalá yo algún día también me pueda graduar así como tú 🫶🏻✨

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MUCHAS GRACIAS, CHULA. Algún día podrás, yo sé que sí 💕✨

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Announcement! (please read, important!)

Hello, friends! I have a big announcement to make as well as a few (or half lmao) updates.

I'll be starting university next week. And so, I need to get ready since I will be having some meetings over this week. What does this mean, then? It means that your requests and my activity will slow down frequently. I will try to make my best, but I can't promise anything.

Please wish me luck I'm anxious af aaaa

Thank you for reading! That's all. 😀💞

Hello, there. I graduate this friday. I’m so thankful for those who were here all along the way, those who are not here anymore, and those I met through the way —I’m grateful for all the support and kindnesss shown to me through these three years and can’t believe I’ve grown so much since I started this journey. Thank you so much to everyone, ily. ♥

Just graduated! 💕✨

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