When you put a new profile picture on facebook and everyone’s liking it

hey y’all !!!! sooooo i found the login to this blog, like,,, months after i left uhhh sorry bout that BUT hi im alive n i have a new tumblr , so like,,,, go follow me over there i guess ! love u !

i also have two twitters - my personal and my stannish thing so uhhhhhhh there

#hhhhhhhhh i literally died n was reborn like #sorry for leaving i guess but im healthier now #and everythings died down so i feel safe on the internet again lmao #so !!! go follow me there !!!! if u still care or whatever !!!

transsteves

goodbye!

okay so this is my last post on this blog. after this I'm logging out and only logging back in if I decide to deactivate this account completely.

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who's ever spoken to me on here, everyone who's ever been kind or thoughtful or just memed with me. I don't want to tag people just in case I forget someone but you know who you are, and I might message a few of you anyway.

I'm okay, I promise, but this blog is just a bit much now. the paranoia that comes with posting on a blog that has been used against me in my real life, the perceived pressure of making things when I have no motivation, the lack of appreciation when I do write. it's just. all a lot and a lot of it is perceived and irrational but nonetheless, it's not good for me here. I need time to work on my music, my college work, and myself, and I can't do that here.

again, thank you for everything. if any of you want to come hit me up here's a few links:

transsteves

lol I think this is my cue to just. leave Tumblr. I've gone too far. my blog is. no longer a reality like sorry if you were waiting on a prize (they're literally half done in my Google drive) but I've literally just. given up now like coming back to Tumblr was a mistake in the first place + all I've done on this blog is fuck up so like,,,, fuck imma just go

also probably won't finish dead stars