9th of Midyear, Sundas
I sampled my newest lecture at the Nest on Turdas and I believe that it was well received. I focused on the aspect that I know to be the main difference between our Nest and others I have come across. The strength of religious conviction.
Now, I have been talking it through with Zethith and I can see where there can be an advantage to having some aspect of a Nest a glorified sex club.
If someone manages a long-term infiltration of your group, they only truly see the orgies and other mild debaucheries that titillate nobles and other wealthy persons with more time than sense. If you are raided, there is little to be found but some suggestion of people trying to be edgy, you get a slap on the wrist, a fine or a night in a cell, and then you are let go with a verbal warning.
You are less likely to be taken seriously as a threat of any kind by Ordinators when all you are known for is allowing a bunch of people to get together and indulge their carnal desires. It is hardly against the law unless someone can manage to twist the law to some way and have you pay the fine for prostitution without being registered with the guild or as an independent worker.
Since I have such a rigorous screening capability, unless Tanur were to make some large blunder, or a current spiderling decided to turn on us, we do not have to worry quite so much.
Speaking of Tanur, his little gatherings are going fine. I hear that non of my future deathweavers have continued to participate in the activities, save for Ebony, who has made an occasional appearance. I think all of them have decided to concentrate on their more intense training.
As such, I have set for them a new goal. Each of them has been given someone that they must, using any of the pillars of our Prince they choose, to obtain a personal item from them. It cannot be something like a purse or something that any thief might be able to accomplish. I want something that requires getting close.
We shall see, next month, how they have actually done on their goals. I need to start training them how to use the skills they are learning to a more practical ability.
Of course I did my usual observation of their practice in the training room. They are greatly improving. Blaze and Effervescent continue to push each other with their competitive streak. I feel as though there is some sexual tension that has grown out of it and, honestly, I hope they continue to use that to work hard. Prince, he is an interesting fellow indeed.
Once everyone had gone to wash up, he approached me and asked if there were any way to get additional lessons or some private instruction. I felt as though he was trying to seduce me, but I did not say no, only inquired as to whether he had any particular concern. To this he said he was worried about his form. He said that men were not as agile as mer and that he was hoping to build his flexibility and to get help with the magickally based aspects of things, since he did not have a natural gift.
While I do not doubt that he was trying to get more than that of me, if any part of his request were true, I could hardly turn him down. After all, it was my own inability with magicka that had led me to this path and it was the careful instruction of my own teacher that allowed me to excel.
I strive to try and embody Luayl, though I hope to avoid developing romantic feelings for my pupil as he did. Of course Prince is hardly as young now as I was when I started, even making adjustments for the different lifespans of our respective races.
Prince has been told that I must make arrangements before agreeing to his request. If I felt like he could be trusted with my identity, I might try and have him hired on as a bodyguard and he would be able to observe and train more readily. The alternative is, of course, to have set times during the evening where I meet him at the Cathedral of Webs. The thought of so much teleportation turns my stomach. Yet it is the price I must pay if I desire to have the best Deathweavers.
The one most keen for my new lecture series, however, is Ebony. Not a great surprise given how I pulled her from the Maulborn because of her religious following. I spoke of the importance, even as devotees of our Prince, to honor their close siblings of the True Tribunal. Of why it is that the Prince of Dawn and Dusk should be given great reverence and why we had so much respect for the Ebony Serpent.
Ebony spoke to the others about her own beliefs in Lord Boethiah and what had drawn her to such a cause. Of course it was not as powerful for those who were not Dunmer, but I think that it drove the point across, nonetheless.
Like Prince, Ebony came to me after we had concluded our monthly rites and asked if we could talk. She had many thoughts and feelings about having focused her worship to a single Prince. And while I would not normally encourage such things, I did explain to her where in our liturgy we were actually giving honors to the other of the Three and why I felt it was important to retain such words in our daily practice.
Further, I told her that I have my own personal practice outside of my devotional duties to our Prince, wherein I make the appropriate ancient veneration of all Three Princes. I encouraged her to not give up on her desires to venerate Lord Boethiah and said that as long as it does not interfere with her duties in the Nest or in her having the best quality of life, I should like her to resume such worship.
She threw her arms around me, so overcome with emotion that it was not until she had already done so that she pulled back. I touched her cheek softly and told her that it was alright. In this place we are safe. That we can have some trust in the best intentions of one another, if you ensure that the spiders and Daedra are well cared for, at least. But that all us mortals must be allowed to live and work together as a family.
And it made me think, having so many people who no longer are seen to go to jobs, it might become suspicious, even if they do not frequent town quite so often. But perhaps that only leads more suspicion back to us.
Therefore, I have began to work with Tanur on a way to give the appearance of working a regular set of jobs. As he is a merchant, there are many jobs that can be done that give cause for people to be seen around one another.
As such, I am creating a list of potential jobs, some of which will be actual work, for those that would like to have more to do during the day or interact more in the public. For those that mostly wish to spend their time at the Nest and focused on their learning and honing their skills, there are less frequent opportunities, jobs such as courier. A merchant with a delivery service is rather handy. It will allow them all to earn additional wages, should they wish to do so, but also to be able to start to test the skills they have been practicing out with the public.
Zethith is skeptical of the plan until I have done more, but I think they are mostly glad to see me putting more time into my Nest. I think they believe I have been slacking on my duties and not devoting enough time to them. But I am here to prove otherwise!
I must write more lessons and give them more practice time. I want my spiderlings to be ready to start performing tasks assigned to them by the end of the year. There is too much to do that I have been putting off.