FUCK THIS LETS GET HIGH

I did it. I start the intro part of the genetic testing for Huntingtons Aug 16/17. Holy fuck shit balls. Like... have you ever cried and not been able to control the tears flooding from your eyes? .. I'm scared, happy, excited, upset and sad all at the same time. Like, my life will drastically change after this bit of information. I keep telling myself I am strong enough and that if I do have it, I want to be able to help cure Huntingtona disease. ... but all I can think about is how much my mother suffered, and how much my father and I went through. Fuck it. #YOLO

I don't think anyone knows what it took for me to call the place that is going to test me for Huntingtons disease. I sat here for 40 mins staring at this fucking number to call. .... and then the person I needed to talk to was on the phone. Fml Going to try back in a few hours.

I felt cute last night. :3 Went bowling with my team members from work. ^.^

@complexcty and I ready to start the work day!!!

At least when I am done fucking with one person, someone else steps up to distract me. ^__^