written by adrian
( molikyl. )
@apastrron· ❤️’d for a starter ↝ . sign of the times / jamie t.
❛and everyday’s another war, another life, i could have lived. ❜
It is true ; each day introduces thousands upon thousands of variables, all changing the course of their lives, their universe. ❝ It is unproductive to think on unnecessary variables. The construction of alternate realities parallel to our own is a fascinating topic of research when the opportunity presents itself. ❞
Spock: feels the Intrepid die Me: A disturbance in the force. Pet: I’m so glad I wasn’t the only one who thought that.
( wrxckage. )
“I have been told your name is Spock, Federation Ambassador.” The Emperor speaks softly, his back turned to his guest. He stares through transparisteel, beyond lies what he has come to think of as his personal patch of space, a little garden of distant stars. He can always see this quadrant from his quarters aboard the Finalizer, his flagship. His hands are clasped behind his back but drop to his sides as he swivels to face his Vulcan guest. “Perhaps you have been told something of me, too? That I do not recognise your United Federation of Planets, and have no wish to join. I have my own systems to maintain.” || @apastrron entered the throne room
❝ The desires of the one do not outweigh the necessities of the many. ❞ It is a murmur, to quiet for he to hear, lest she allow her human detest ruin her plans. Clothed in desert tans reminiscent of her own Ambassador mother and her elder self, his opulence surrounds her like the choking grasp of tyranny, greed, illogical gluttony. Still, she is well accustomed to the whims of humans, their fascination with being held above all. She approaches, shoulders stiff, posture regal, as if she was the one who wore the crown and he were the man come to speak to her. ❝ It is not an offer of initiation, nor an invitation. ❞ Her mouth is tight, the words sharp and curt. Even Vulcan patience can wear thin, the muslin fibres stripped away to leave her bare but covering even her vulnerability with the dark of her eyes. Proper Vulcan greetings have yet to be passed between them, which has already set off her irritability. ❝ The Federation has come to discuss a Neutral Zone until further treaties can be discussed. ❞
Sees a post talking about how genderbends are transphobic and people who write them are transphobic. Wow, did you know that I, a Trans, am transphobic?
DO NOT DONATE TO THE GOFUNDME ACCOUNT I PREVIOUSLY POSTED ABOUT.
hello everyone, as this title suggests something pretty awful has just happened. the gofundme account that everyone has been donating to was in my father’s name — the money was going to him. my mother & i believed that he would pay our landlord in order to keep us from getting kicked out but it seems he has other plans. even as i’ve helped him raise this money – & i know all of you were doing this for me, for me to keep my home – he’s not giving any of it up to us. it’s all going to his vehicle & for food & alcohol.
i’ve never been more fucking upset & angry & sorry in my entire life. i didn’t know this would happen, i had no idea but still. all of you were so wonderful to us & kind to us & now it’s all been for nothing. AND WE STILL NEED HELP.
i’ve made a new gofundme in my mother’s name & again we’re accepting donations. i don’t blame any of you if you don’t want to give again. i understand. i can be completely certain, however, that it’s all going towards the landlord this time. we’re not even buying food or putting gas in the car. things that we desperately need.
if you don’t want to donate, or have no money to spare, that’s fine. if you want though, please share this. we’re still on the verge of being kicked out. we have, again, until next friday. please help us if you can. not only are we about to be homeless, but we’ve just been fucking robbed.
@periastrron: i literally almost went 'can humans and vulcans even' and i literally realized before i could even finish thinking that question like petrichor ur stupid tired wtf is wrong w u me:
send me five times kissed for a drabble about five times our muses kissed
( heathenpain. )
he sighs in response; a logical answer with little feeling. sometimes he wondered if the logic of vulcans somehow prevented them from enjoying life at all. while growing up, he’d felt STIFLED in his studies, pressed upon with glorious expectations for his intelligence and philosophy. ❝ a very scientific answer, Spock. but not one that i wanted. why are you here when you should not be? ❞
She is careful to obscure any pride at his surely insincere comment ; familiar expression of a raised eyebrow answers him, coldness ebbing away into coolness. ❝ Clarify. I presumed my prior answer was sufficient. ❞ Does he desire her to admit her logical failings? That she - in the heat of the moment - considered all sides to engaging with him in conversation and knowing with absolute certainty that he would not respond to her as he would her counterpart, still pursued his company.
bold which habits your muse has
nail biting | throat clearing | lying | interrupting | chewing the ends of pens | smoking | swearing | knuckle cracking | thumb sucking | muttering under their breath | talking to themselves | nose picking | binge drinking | oversleeping | snacking between meals | skipping meals | picking at skin | impulse buying | talking with their mouth full | humming/singing to themselves | chewing gum | leg jiggling | foot tapping | hair twirling | whistling | eye rolling | licking lips | sniffing | squinting | rubbing hands together | jaw clenching | gesturing while talking | putting feet up on tables | tucking hair behind ears | chewing lips | crossing arms over chest | putting hands on hips | rubbing the back or their neck | being late | procrastinating | doodling | shredding paper | peeling off bottle labels | forgetfulness | running hands through hair | overreacting | teeth grinding | nostril flaring | slouching | pacing | drumming fingers | fist clenching | pinching bridge of nose | rubbing temples | rolling shoulders
have you ever shipped a ship so hard you forgot it wasn’t canon
star trek au - female spock
“History is replete with turning points. You must have faith that the universe will unfold as it should.”
get to know your tumblr-er
what is your middle name? lee. do you have any fears? bugs, spiders drowning, the dark, deep water, abandonment, closed spaces, crowds, a lot of things. where are you from? united states. first career you wanted as a child: astronaut (I’m not even joking; I went to Space Camp for four years before I decided I wanted to be a coroner) what’s your sign? cancer. future names of your children: i don’t plan on having children. what are you listening to right now? this mix do you believe in fate/destiny? I don’t know; I believe there is a path we are meant to follow through friendships but I can’t accept something that meant in every universe, in every creation of me, that I was meant to undergo as much trauma as I have - it means that whatever deity is out there is unncessarily cruel and I won’t believe that. what is your favorite color? black what is your favorite flower? titan arum aka the corpse flower. (I saw one midbloom when I was at a science camp a few years back). calla lilly. what was the first concert/show you attended? cheetah girls, in 2006. I had just turned ten and I think I cried when I found out I was going. something you are working on right now: my thesis outline. have you ever had a near-death experience? yes. multiple times. tv shows you watch regularly? futurama, archer, star trek. last movie you watched? the fifth element. Petrichor and I had a need to watch it and I cried again at the Plavlalaguna scene.
You will be so beautiful when you are old. ( won't live to see her when she's technically 'old' )
Her hair is growing, immaculate strands of obsidian cascading down her shoulders as she strips the bloodied uniform off, leaving olive skin bared in the dim lighting of Jim’s room, leaving her clad in only her regulation undergarments. The stark white bandages wrapped around her waist to keep the blood that would seep from her slowly healing wounds from staining anymore of her uniforms, but the comment catches her off guard, umber eyes meeting oceanic blue as she runs a washcloth over her scrapes, cleansing herself of verdant blood. ❝ Jim, it is not possible for you to witness the natural progression of my age. ❞ Clinical, though lurking in her irises is a hint of sadness, suppressed immediately as she returns to dressing herself, slipping a new uniform, her hips moving with grace as she slips into the dark uniform pants. ❝ However, your compliment is appreciated. It is known that human males do not have an aesthetic appreciation for women who have surpassed what is viewed as an age of beauty, despite beauty’s ability to be subjective. ❞ Privacy gives her the chance to glance down, letting him see the display of lightly burning ears.
deathless ♚ sentence meme
- You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.
- You are going to break your promise. I understand.
- You’re lonely too.
- It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.
- I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.
- I am your servant.
- I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.
- For you alone I will be weak.
- I belong here, and you will not deny me.
- I say these things, and the world listens.
- I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.
- In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.
- I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.
- I moved the earth and the water for you.
- You will always run away with her.
- You will always lose her.
- You will always be a fool.
- You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.
- You have already done all of this and will do it again.
- No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.
- We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.
- What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.
- There need never be any rules between us.
- Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.
- Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.
- I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.
- Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.
- I can’t abide a poor liar.
- You look like a winter’s night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.
- Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.
- Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me.
- Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.
- In his own country, Death can be kind.
- What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?
- Men die. It’s practically what they’re for.
- I am no one; I am nothing.
- Nothing in me was not made by you.
- A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.
- Just tell yourself a story that’ll satisfy you and pretend he told it.
- Forever isn’t bright; it isn’t like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.
- I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.
- If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.
- What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?
- Don’t you dare speak to me like that.
- I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.
- I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.
- I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.
- I have learned to watch everything die.
- I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.
- Are we not devils?
- No one is now what they were before the war.
- I have not seen you without your skin on.
- Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.
- We obsess. It’s in our nature.
- I’ve a devil of a habit for being right.
- In war you must always choose sides.
- If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.
- We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.
- My old bones will follow yours soon enough.
- It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.
- I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.
- After love, no one is what they were before.
- I have survived, but I have not been spared.
- In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.
- Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.
- It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder.
- You’ll think it’s love, while he dines on your heart.
- You will be so beautiful when you are old.
- I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.
- You will live as you live in any world…with difficulty, and grief.
- I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.
- She said you’d come and I swore to eat your heart.
- I still want to kiss you.
- My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.
- What happens to anything beautiful?
- I have to know, I have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and I do not.
@astrcphysic | ❤ | CHANGELINGS
❝ I saw the end of the world. ❞ It is hard for her to speak, refusing to look, despite the hum of his device in her ears.