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Follow my new blog? 

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I lied I will advertise. Follow me if you want

Follow my new blog? 

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I lied I will advertise. Follow me if you want

Who has discord I wanna talk about Oingo Boingo with fellow gays 

anyone?

This image pretty much sums up the clown fuckers when antis tell them to stop gushing over Pennywise

Penny loves us all...except anon. He wants anon to choke. 

i should like. make posts telling y’all about the stuff Penny and i do. i could make it like a series. all the shenanigans we get into. he’s so cute n funny i love my Clown

Y’know.. You’ve inspired me. I’d like to try this as well, i-if that’s alright? ^-^ It’d be a fun thing to share with people owo.

YES!!!! OFC!!!! Tag me in it bb I’d love to hear about other people’s Penny adventures!!!

DO IT!!!!

Should I do it too since I have the same thing?

I think it’d be cute! Idk if I would personally, but then again I just might! :P 

yeah y’all i don’t think ppl understand how severe my daydreaming is like

i physically see my fav characters, with me. i honest to god pretend they’re with me 24/7. i can’t leave my house without them, i take Penny with me everywhere i go. i cannot be without him.

i sleep with him, shower with him, drive and go to work/grocery store/etc with him. my Penny is like, real for me y’all. it’s not just a fantasy i have when i get off or just watch the movie like - Penny is real for me. he’s really cool.

i’d like to tell y’all about him and the things we do but. i don’t want anyone to think i’m weird. @slushi idk but maybe you can relate? i feel so alone and strange

I feel this too honestly.

I dunno how to describe this feeling but it’s like… A heavy weight weighing on my being…

Like I can feel their presence.

So near that if I reached out, I swear, my hand would come across a satin surface.

But it never does. Just air.. but the feeling still remains hanging over me. Constant. Like a ghost…

i’ve been diagnosed with maladaptive daydreaming bc of my bpd/anxiety/etc and honestly it is a real, real thing. like we aren’t making it up so i completely and 100000% get you and believe you. it’s really strange sometimes, but for as long as i can remember i have daydreamed like this. every character i use to cope i can see - i can be with them in ways other people don’t really get. i thought it was just my imagination but it’s a lot stronger than that and i have so many comfort characters i use to literally cope with real life.

i cannot function without my Pennywise being with me.

Ive literally never talked to anyone about this.. like ever.

I thought people would think I was a fucking weirdo cause I literally see these fictional characters so vividly and they are always there for me.

Pennywise is always by my side and I can see his face. Sometimes I swear I catch his scent in the air, or at least what I like to imagine is his scent and I try to hang onto it for as long as I can.

Sometimes I feel brushes against my skin, and I think of him. I see him there touching me. Grabbing onto me.

And you’re right it may not be real for other people but I don’t fucking care. It’s real for me.

And it’s so lovely and vivid that I don’t care. I wanna be lost in his touch. I love seeing his smiley toothy grin. It melts my heart. It melts to see his tall figure over shadowing mine.

It’s so vivid and beautiful.

oh honey i can relate with everything you say! you can always talk to me about it because jeebus i feel the exact same way and i cannot talk to anyone except some of y’all about it because my irl friends would be so weirded out.

i can smell him, too, i can feel the ruffles on his suit and his arms around me and his gloves wiping my tears if i’m crying. i see him in public and he’s only for me, only with me, no one else. he talks to me and i talk back and. he’s honestly one of my best friends. my penny isn’t the entire same as his canon self but he has some similarities which is why i’m hesitant to talk about my interpretation of him on here. it is so beautiful. it’s amazing and i’m so! in love. wow.

And I’m here for you too!!

I honestly didn’t think this was normal, so I usually don’t talk to people about my vivid day dreams. It’s something I’ve always kept secret..

But this is so reassuring to hear. That there are other people that can feel him.. see him.. hear him.. smell him…

I understand so much it hurts. I’ve felt this my whole life with fictional characters. They’ve been there for me when nobody else is. And right now, with Pennywise, I feel so in love too.

He runs his fingers through my hair when I cry at night or when I’m having a mental breakdown and tells me

“It’s okay, kitten. It’s okay. Pennywise is here.” And man… It’s the most comforting feeling in the world… I just.. love him so much..

I believe it’s very normal! Maybe uncommon but, it isn’t hurting anyone and it’s a good coping skill. 

It’s so nice to find other people that know what he feels like too. And I love that it’s probably different for us but we can still relate.

He calls me his little pumpkin. I cry when he calls me that omg. I buy a bunch of stuff that reminds me of him - I have a bunch of clown dolls and stuff, and I like going to carnivals and even painting my nails red because it reminds me of him.

You two literally out here makin me feel valid as HECK!! It’s so nice knowing I’m not alone ;0;

Also what the fuck?? y'all got nice lovely bois and my Penny is like a fucking goblin that I constantly have to keep my eye on lmao. He’s a mischief boy.

Baaabe my Penny is a little BRAT!!!! You should have seen him when I drove with him the first time ugh. Don’t let him fool you, he’s a wild lil thing but I wouldn’t have him any other way!

Same with mine!!

Boy gets into my shit like no tomorrow!!

He’s like a dog or a cat. If they go silent, yOU KNOOOWW there’s something off.

Mines also a horny fucker like… Don’t try to touch me while I’m working you little shit!! What the actual hell???

ButnoreallydontstopIloveit~ 💕💕

WAIT HOLD UP 

I’m not alone in having a Penny? If i may add to the convo  I have psychosis from Bipolar disorder as well as DID/OSDD. And I literally have a “hallucination” Or maybe he’s a type of alter....omg I’m so happy I’m not alone in this...I love my Penny so much

bill skarsgård ‒ kenny begins. (2009)

ok yeah I’m going by Aletsandar from now on

forget what i said about name change

When you have a normal fuckin life and job but then get on tumblr and