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J A D E * S O N

@slaheir / slaheir.tumblr.com

Better to live as a broken piece of jade than to live as a useless clay.
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things that you want to hear.

change pronouns as needed for things you DON’T WANT to hear, click here!!
  • ❝ you’re good enough. ❞
  • ❝ you’re important. ❞
  • ❝ everything’s gonna be okay. ❞
  • ❝ she pulled through. ❞
  • ❝ i forgive you. ❞
  • ❝ i love you. ❞
  • ❝ you’re not alone. ❞
  • ❝ you’re my favorite person in the world. ❞
  • ❝ i’m so glad you’re doing better. ❞
  • ❝ it’s so nice to hear you laugh again. ❞ 
  • ❝ your laugh is contagious! ❞
  • ❝ you can do this on your own. i believe in you. ❞
  • ❝ you know what i love about you? ❞
  • ❝ i love spending time with you. ❞
  • ❝ i’m here for you. ❞
  • ❝ you’re right. ❞ 
  • ❝ i can’t stop thinking about you. ❞
  • ❝ you look amazing. ❞
  • ❝ we’re in this together. ❞
  • ❝ you’ve got this! ❞
  • ❝ i missed you. ❞
  • ❝ i did the dishes! ❞
  • ❝ last night was incredible. ❞
  • ❝ if you wanna talk, i’m here. ❞
  • ❝ i don’t understand, but i want to try. ❞
  • ❝ how can i help? ❞
  • ❝ breakfast in bed? ❞
  • ❝ dinner was great. ❞
  • ❝ let me make dinner tonight? ❞
  • ❝ lets go to the park. ❞
  • ❝ thank you. really. ❞
  • ❝ you’re wanted. ❞
  • ❝ i got you a coffee. ❞
  • ❝ can i ask your opinion on something? ❞
  • ❝ there’s my beautiful bride! ❞
  • ❝ i’m the luckiest man alive. ❞
  • ❝ so, i made plans for us. ❞
  • ❝ don’t worry, i’ll take care of it! ❞
  • ❝ go do something for yourself. ❞
  • ❝ i took a day off work tomorrow. ❞
  • ❝ go hang out with the girls tonight. ❞
  • ❝ what do you need from me? ❞
  • ❝ tell me about your day. ❞
  • ❝ i trust you. ❞
  • ❝ i feel like i can tell you anything. ❞
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❛  SHUT UP!  ❜  he snapped ,  shoving his uncle as he tried to take him into arms.  

                                            ❛  DON’T TOUCH ME! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!  ❜  

slinging hirarikotsu over his back he ran out of the village , kirara not far behind him . 

it wasn’t fucking fair. 

he came to a stop in front of the tree of ages and leaned into an arm against it sobbing loudly. he grit his teeth as hot tears streamed down his face and he made a fist , 

she was his partner. 

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before anything he was supposed to have her back. he punched the tree again and again over till his fist split and bled.

he shook and vowed that day he’d hunt one demon to til the end of his life. he wouldn’t be going back to the village , he would find kirinmaru and kill him.

the back of his arm swiped the side of his face as he turned back to his family’s nekomata with vengeance in his eyes as she shut her eyes and transformed , walking over to him . 

her head fell to rest against the boys. and he hugged her.

❛  we’re leaving girl.  ❜ 

he withdrew and climbed atop her. 

❛ ....... let’s swing by mom’s.

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he ducks , fingers run through his hair . dragging and rearranging bangs normal part . it just ... I dunno it felt normal to say ... ?  kind of like ... to some degree he’d always ... yeah . yeah he’d always cared about her . and he always would there was nothing to be lost there but it . it kind of changed a bit too...? o-over time . it was like . she was someone you cared about already but the second he thought gosh I can’t like her anymore can I? it just happened again . and again . and again . really , again ?  so ... 

.... was it fair to say that to her though. was it too early ?

he uh. he didn’t know what to expect- no . maybe on some um . level he always did , but uh .. hearing it or imagining it versus uh ... experiencing it were ... were very different . 

it felt like something inside of him broke off . kind of like a punch to the gut only the sound  people made stayed silent , behind the line of his mouth that just ... flatlined . 

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fingers briefly flex in synchronization , around hiraikotsu’s strap . brows withdrawn , falling quiet with downcast sweeped agency of otherwise HURT in greying lavender glass pools of his eyes . a defensive , stubborn reserve of conflicting emotions between bowing out of the conversation with grace and taking her by the shoulders to give a good shake for such ... foolish sentiment . as if race and lineage could DEFINE what one saw as love ...

  ❛ I disagree . ❜  he found his voice , mildly recovered again , though not withstanding a break as he turned away.

 ❛  such a thing to me seems possible . otherwise you wouldn’t exist .  ❜    and clears his throat , into a hand .   ❛ I’m sorry . I won’t mention it again .  ❜  swallowing , throat tight adds .   ❛ we each have our own paths to walk .  yours might diverge from mine at points . I might not wish it were so but I respect you have to walk it .  ❜ and right now , that was exactly what he needed too . 

head dropped as he began to go on .   ❛ I think you’re half right . It may not be love . because I don’t think ...  ❜  he shrugged a forced smile .  ❛  I don’t think it would hurt this much if it was on a ... a reciprocated end. ❜

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“ take my hand! ” (From Tasuku!

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❛ no it’s getting away !!! go on with the others I’ll be fine !!!! ❜   he yells , adjusting his grip on the branch he’d caught before he’d taken a tumble , knocked off kirara . he waves his opposite arm frantically , as if trying to usher the other on .

              ❛ The most important thing is protecting the village !!! I’ll be fine - GO !!!  ❜  insistent , he swings a leg up , trying to hug the limb of the fir.  ❛ Tasuku go !!!  

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Okay so I’m posting from my mobile so the format’s not pretty but I’m actually thAT miffed. Like okay sunrise you can conveniently ignore and use hisui’s character only when it suits you. But if you’re alluding to what I think you’re alluding to next week. That... let’s be honest is probably a bait trap again. But if it’s not. Like. I have a few things to say.

1) Hisui would be travelling with the girls. He would. Fuck anyone that says he wouldn’t. Those are his friends and he’d be protecting them.

2) Setsuna’s his PARTNER. Even if you don’t ship it romantically THAT’S HIS BEST FRIEND. If anything was gonna happen to her you BET he’d go down fighting BESIDE her.

3) As much as you’ve massacred and destroyed the potential Hisui had as a character and quite frankly have done a shitty ass job in general when it comes to the slayers Setsuna’s been through a HELL of a lot she doesn’t deserve this. The twins don’t deserve this. We as a fandom are taking all these kids and running with them. You’ve just DESTROYED the Inuyasha fandom with your shitty ass fanfic writing.

I don’t care if this post gets hate, I don’t want this sorry excuse for a show to have a season 2. Let it die with tenseiga and any ounce of pride rumiko should have had with her creation.

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so it’s been .... a year since I held down a job / worked full time and as of today I start training for a new job , hopefully this one will work out. fingers crossed xx that being said , I’m trying 5-9pm tonight and 10-2pm tomorrow so I’ll try to catch up on things I owe then . wish me luck here’s hoping I don’t fuck it up xx . - zee

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 it feels like home

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you're the kind of person that makes people feel safe. you probably couldn't be intimidating if you tried, but that doesn't matter. what matters is your kindness and compassion, your innate way of making people feel happy. you're so good at taking care of everybody else, but don't forget to take care of yourself, too! you deserve the same love you give so freely
Tagged by: @ka-go-me​ ;w; thank you !!!
Tagging: anyone who wants to grab this from me c:
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she didn't know what made her ask ; perhaps it was the wind gently blowing against her face , making her feel tranquil as they flew back to the chief's place to report the assignment ended in success. she had never expressed her curiosity about this topic in front of anyone , always keeping it silent. ❛ what are they like? ❜ she started , making a small pause in between; ❛ dreams. ❜ she specified as she kept staring at the back of his head with no specific emotion on her face.

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he gave it some thought before he answered . he wondered if this was something she’d always wanted to ask but didn’t feel comfortable expressing because maybe she didn’t want anyone’s sympathy ..? he took his cues from her . he didn’t make any effort to turn around , instead he simply smiled to himself . and began to elaborate . ❛ sometimes they’re nice . you see the people you care about in them , it’s a way of your subconscious telling you something . reminding you how you feel or what you want , and who’s important to you . sometimes they don’t make any sense at all . your imagination runs wild . when I was boy I actually dreamt this one time I could shoot beams from my eyes and that’s how I fought all these demons attacking our village .  ❜ 

he laughed , sheepish . ❛ and then sometimes they’re really scary . those nightmares . I used to have those all the time when I was younger too and mom would go out for missions and leave us at home with dad . my father also used to have those . he used to be cursed with something called the wind tunnel . he used to wake up scared and come check on us , especially me when I was a kid . he’d feel better after he looked over my hand and I didn’t mind because it made him feel better . and then he’d go back to sleep .  ❜ hisui had even crawled under the futon with him occasionally , just so he’d feel better . he glanced back over his shoulder ,

  ❛ dreams are kind of like visions or memories or thoughts you experience . I’m sorry you can’t have them . but I know one day we’ll get them back and you’ll see what I mean .  ❜    his eyes creased as his smiled widened .  ❛ who knows ?? maybe someday you’ll even dream about me .  ❜  the moment he said it though his face poof! turned red and he sort of stammered quickly -  ❛  o-or you know about moroha or towa or ojuuae ... a-anyone really ...   ❜

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so I promise I will finish things I owe starter wise and meme wise tomorrow - I’m also planning to post a full yashahime au / canon re - edit just because the show isn’t giving me much to work with character wise and I think that’s a shame . BUT WHAT CAN YOU DO . honestly , thanks for those of you that are still writing with me and sticking around even if my activity HAS been spotty as of late because of job hunting. I know I still owe a lot on my other blogs too and I will try to get to everything this weekend . thanks ilu goodnight ; w ; 

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