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Erica Brianne 💖 Disaster bi. Here for a laugh.
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i wanna hurry home to you put on a slow dumb show for you & crack you up so you can put a blue ribbon on my brain god im very very frightened ill overdo it you know i dreamed about you for twenty-nine years before i saw you you know i dreamed about you i missed you for twenty-nine years you know i dreamed about you for twenty-nine years before i saw you you know i dreamed about you i missed you for twenty-nine years

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tanadrin

not all kinks are sublimated anxieties, but the readiness with which we turn our sublimated anxieties into sexual fantasies is one of the most endearing things about our species to me. like our brains are like, “hmm. don’t like this. i should jerk off about it.”

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I don't even know if I want a season three at this point. Of course, Neil can write a story where Crowley forgives Aziraphale for this, but I don't know if it could ever feel earned? Crowley deserves better anyway. Like...... this isn't a small mistake or misunderstanding. Crowley laid his heart out on the table, and Aziraphale rejected it, and in quite a cruel way. Aziraphale deserves to never see him again, tbh. That's what he chose.

no!! he didn’t choose that ! he made it very incredibly clear that he wanted to spend the rest of eternity with crowley!! he severely fucked up and i wont deny that but you cant convince me that was anything but a severely misguided confession of love

aziraphale definitely has religious trauma of some kind. the idea of being supreme arch angel is something he idolized for thousands of years … having it handed to him on a golden platter clouded his judgement! not even angels are immune much like how real life people are not immune, either

Hmm, I take your point, and please understand that I'm speaking quite emotionally and from a first viewing. I still don't see how Crowley could forgive him and not be a doormat. Their relationship will always be unequal now. Aziraphale has had so many chances to pick Crowley, and he always messes it up. At this point in the story, he's totally unworthy of Crowley. The only way I could ever accept them being together is if Aziraphale got a serious taste of his own medicine and had Crowley reject him (deservedly) outright. He's got a lot to atone for, in my eyes.

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I don't even know if I want a season three at this point. Of course, Neil can write a story where Crowley forgives Aziraphale for this, but I don't know if it could ever feel earned? Crowley deserves better anyway. Like...... this isn't a small mistake or misunderstanding. Crowley laid his heart out on the table, and Aziraphale rejected it, and in quite a cruel way. Aziraphale deserves to never see him again, tbh. That's what he chose.

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