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I have a ton of scattered The Secret History thoughts that I've already seen touched on by a lot of discussion threads (Camilla being idealized by Richard and having zero personality, it's unfulfilling how small of a role Julian played in the end etcetc), but something that's bugged me and I haven't seen brought up often is that most of the fandom treats Bunny like an all american idiot? He's the only one of the six who wasn't disillusioned with the allure of aesthetics and maintaining a very specific rich image. I want to go out a limb and say that it feels like an intentional subversion on Tartt's part to make Henry, the most academic inclined one, the one most susceptible to the seduction of a worldview where morality isn't confine to reality, whilst Bunny, the dyslexic idiot who can barely write legibly, the one to be the most well adjusted and functions well in a regular society

Idk I feel like TSH readers have such an uncharitable view on Bunny's intelligence because of 1. his bigotry and 2. we're seeing him through Richard's very biased measurement on intelligence, and it's a bit nutty that so many people just take Richard's words for it because "Richard is an unreliable narrator" is literally one of the main selling points of the novel

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WWWWAAAAHHHH I DIDNT KNOW YOU STARTED POSTING AGAIN!!! i like your new interest in taxidermy, its super pretty to look at. im excited to see more of your art!!!

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HEY TONI, of course i remember you!! you're so frigging sweet :,) thank you so much!! i've been interested in taxidermy since high school but i'm a man of 5 billion interests but i'm not able to keep any ongoing!! a while ago it was collecting vintage model diecast cars. i don't have enough people to show them off to so i will show here!

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the baseball animation is animated with krita, the chucky one is animated with tvpaint, now i'm trying to do something with toonboom harmony but i'm shitting tears

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Dear Baby Bats - Goth Band Recommendations

As a middle sibling goth (I’ve been in the subculture for close to 10 years now, so not a baby bat but not an elder goth either), let me turn you on to some bands because we do not gatekeep in this house!! Also, if you want consistently good lesser-known & brand new goth band recs, go follow Awfully Sinister on TikTok and Instagram. He’s a DJ & has great recs. I've found so much music through him because it's really hard to keep up with all the new bands cropping up every year. You want to avoid the goth subreddit because they are extremely gatekeeper-y and argue over labels constantly. It’ll just confuse you, and they are not nice over there.

If you’re very new to the subculture, and you haven’t yet listened to all of Bauhaus, Siouxsie and the Banshees, The Cure, Sisters of Mercy, Christian Death, Cocteau Twins, Clan of Xymox, Joy Division, and Depeche Mode, go do so now. You'll want to know which of them you really enjoy the most because it will help you know which sub-subgenre(s) of goth you want to watch out for, and it'll tell you what to look for to find it. For example, Sisters of Mercy is the gothic rock subgenre, Christian Death is deathrock, Cocteau Twins is ethereal wave, Clan of Xymox is like the original darkwave, Joy Division is classic post-punk, etc.

I’ve bolded some of my absolute must-listen to goth bands, and I've put monthly Spotify listeners for each band so you know which ones deserve WAY more love. And in my pre-list ramblings for each OG band, I've given you some key terms to look up so you can more easily find music that's similar to what you enjoy. Okay, here we go:

If you like Bauhaus:

Bauhaus is a hard one because honestly, nobody really sounds like them, and they aren't really that closely associated with a specific sub-subgenre of goth. They have an extremely unique sound. They’re my favorite band of all time (I even have a tattoo for them, like I am devoted lol), but even I have a difficult time finding other bands that scratch their particular itch for me. These bands I’ve listed are as close as you’re gonna get imo.

  • Virgin Prunes (80’s band that has absolutely unhinged music in the way Bauhaus has unhinged music; one of my favorites; no one else does it like them and no one else ever will; I would actually give my left foot to see them live); 13.2k monthly listeners (this is actually physically painful to me, how is it this low!!! don't walk, RUN to go listen to them)
  • Alien Sex Fiend (80’s classic unhinged goth); 77k monthly listeners
  • Sextile (modern band that has some very Bauhaus-sounding guitar work at times); 147k listeners
  • The Danse Society (80’s unhinged goth; has similar experimental vibes to Bauhaus imo); 36k listeners
  • Sex Beat (80’s band); not even really on Spotify
  • Ritual Howls (modern band; I don’t know why it gives Bauhaus, but it does; one of the few modern bands that scratches that particular itch for me); 45k listeners
  • The Agnes Circle (modern band; one of my favorites; they have the right Bauhaus-like atmosphere for me); 52k listeners
  • Traitrs (I can’t explain why they remind me of Bauhaus, but they do; another one of my fave modern bands; they make me want to start levitating and doing the Ian Curtis dance in the same way Bauhaus does lol); 239k listeners

If you like Siouxsie and the Banshees:

Siouxsie is another one that's hard to pin down sound-wise because again, they don't really fit into one specific sub-subgenre, so all of these recs are just goth bands with female vocalists who have the same kind of powerful vocals that Siouxsie does.

  • Second Still (modern band; singer sounds a lot like Siouxsie to me at times); 69k listeners
  • Skeletal Family (80’s band; has the same “women in punk” vibes that Siouxsie has); 55k listeners
  • Xmal Deutschland (80’s band; has the same powerful vocals that Siouxsie has; makes you wanna go stupid go crazy the way the Banshees do); 73k listeners
  • Secret Shame (modern band w/ w woman singer; has the same rage that Siouxsie songs have to me, especially early Siouxsie); 6k listeners (let's get those numbers up, folks!!!)
  • Rosegarden Funeral Party (modern band w/ a woman vocalist); 57k listeners

If you like Depeche Mode:

For Depeche Mode enjoyers (which DM is kind of on the fringes of what’s considered “goth,” but they’re so entrenched in the subculture that I included them anyway), you’re gonna want to delve into modern goth playlists that have a lot of EBM (electronic body music) and modern goth that leans towards synthpop/synthwave. So those are the kinds of playlists you’ll want to search up for similar sounds to DM.

  • Nuovo Testamento (modern band; combines post-punk and pop elements in a way that’s very similar to Depeche Mode; lots of fun live, and they have a good sound); 25k listeners
  • Boy Harsher (modern band; relies heavily on synth; feels like it should be playing at every goth club); 558k listeners
  • ULTRA SUNN (modern band; singer sounds like Dave Gahan); 217k listeners (they just blew up on tiktok recently, which explains why this just skyrocketed since the last time I was on their Spotify page lol; good for them, good for them, they deserve it)
  • Ministry's first album, which was synthwave/synthpop before they went industrial (this is one of my all-time favorite albums)
  • French Police (modern band); 252k listeners
  • Closed Tear (modern band); 152k listeners
  • Night Sins (modern band); 33k listeners

If you like The Cure:

You'll be hard-pressed to find a goth band that wasn't influenced by The Cure, so I really can't give you any key terms for what to look up lol. They also changed their sound so frequently that it entirely depends on what era of The Cure's music you're looking to find similar music for.

  • Vision Video (modern band; combines post-punk and pop elements like The Cure does; one of my fave modern goth bands; they are INCREDIBLE live); 52k listeners (I'm gonna need y'all to get a song or two of theirs to blow up on tiktok expeditiously lol)
  • Urban Heat (modern band; great live); 36k listeners
  • The Chameleons (80’s band; very underrated; they are also very good live); 167k listeners
  • House of Harm (modern band, very new; also very good live; has pop elements); 44k listeners
  • Deceits (modern band, another very new one); 28k listeners (it's crazy how much this number has grown the past two months because it was in the single thousands not that long ago; everyone say thank you, tiktok)
  • Drab Majesty (modern band; their instrumentals remind me of The Cure); 172k listeners
  • Double Echo (modern band; their instrumentals also remind me of The Cure); 15k listeners (let's get these numbers up!!!)
  • The Bolshoi (underrated 80’s band that combines new wave and goth elements in a similar way to The Cure); 114k listeners
  • Miss Teen America (brand new band from NYC! They only have one single out right now, and it’s well worth listening to); 940 monthly listeners (y’all know what to do!!! Let’s get those numbers up, up, up!) link to their single: https://open.spotify.com/album/4nvdZeUVLLrMv3tEziCqm7?si=2WVS7-eYQLGR7Id3wLiKhg

If you like Clan of Xymox:

Most of these bands will be modern ones because Clan of Xymox was honestly way ahead of their time. (They are also amazing live, so go see them before they eventually call it quits!) For playlists that are full of their vibe, you’re gonna want to look up “darkwave” playlists and also some EBM. Clan of Xymox pioneered darkwave, so any darkwave band you listen to is gonna be influenced by their sound in some way or another.

  • Harsh Symmetry (modern, very new; very heavily relies on synth); 29k listeners
  • Ssleeping Desiress (modern band; instrumentals similar to Xymox); 55k listeners
  • Twin Tribes (probably my favorite modern goth band; they are fucking incredible, and I’m dying to see them live); 276k listeners
  • ACTORS (modern band; heavily relies on synth); 86k listeners
  • Mareux (modern; heavily relies on synth); 4.8 million listeners (this is wild!!!! everyone say thank you, tiktok)
  • Sixth June (modern); 23k listeners

If you like Christian Death:

All of these recs will be deathrock recs or goth bands that heavily leaned on punk sounds. So if CD is the OG goth band you’re most fond of, you’re gonna want to delve into deathrock playlists for similar sounds.

  • Asylum Party (80’s band); not on spotify
  • 45 Grave (80’s band); 47k listeners
  • Voodoo Church (80’s band; probably my favorite out of this bunch; I actually like them more than Christian Death); 7k listeners (let's get these numbers up immediately!!!!)
  • Ausgang (80’s band); 2k listeners (WHAT; they deserve so much more, damn)
  • Corpus Delicti (90’s band; they are very good; they sound the least like Christian Death on this list imo); 26k listeners
  • 13th Chime (80’s band; very underrated); 6k listeners
  • The Birthday Party (80’s band; very unhinged sound); 54k listeners
  • UK Decay (you know, I actually don’t know what era they’re from; unhinged sound); 1k listeners (omg)
  • Super Heroines (underrated 80’s band); 2k listeners (you see what I meant about underrated?)

If you like Cocteau Twins:

Cocteau Twins’ early sound is usually categorized as “ethereal wave” goth, so those are the playlists you’ll want to look up if you enjoy their early sound. If you like their later sound, you’re gonna want to lean more towards shoegaze for similar vibes.

  • Dead Can Dance (80’s band; NO one, and I mean NO ONE, was doing it like Dead Can Dance; so fun to dance to in the goth club); 332k listeners
  • Lycia (90’s band; their music is very transcendent); 20k listeners
  • Linea Aspera (modern band; gorgeous woman vocals; honestly, their music is just very beautiful); 67k listeners

If you like Joy Division:

All of these bands will be ones that sound very classically post-punk, so those are the playlists to search out; emphasis on "classic" because post-punk is a very broad term that gets applied to a lot of music. I would argue that Joy Division has had the most influence out of all the OG goth bands on the current goth sound/goth renaissance we're going through right now, so there are a LOT of bands out there for you if you’re a JD fan.

  • Molchat Doma (modern band); 2.5 million listeners (wow lol, they've grown so much over the past two years, it's actually insane; good for them)
  • Soviet Soviet (modern band); 152k listeners
  • Fearing (modern band; very good live); 30k listeners
  • Ploho (modern band); 146k listeners
  • Pink Turns Blue (criminally underrated 80’s band; they are SO good live); 98k listeners (this is an actual travesty, this band is way too good to not even be in the hundred thousands)
  • The Sound (another incredibly underrated 80’s band); 119k listeners
  • This Cold Night (modern; has the deep vocals of Joy Division and the driving bass); 150k listeners
  • Bleib Modern (modern); has very similar vocals to Red Lorry Yellow Lorry, which is a band listed under the Sisters of Mercy section of this post, so if you end up liking this band, you should also listen to Red Lorry Yellow Lorry & vice versa; 36k listeners
  • Lebanon Hanover (modern; has the existential angst that Joy Division always ignites in me); 936k listeners (this is crazy, holy shit!!!!!! go, Lebanon Hanover, go!! now if only they would tour the damn US)
  • She Past Away (modern; deep vocals); 226k listeners
  • Belgrado (modern; woman vocals!); 18k listeners (they deserve better than this!!)
  • Leonora Post Punk (modern; Mexican goth band w/ Spanish vocals, so support them! They’re amazing! They have those deep vocals you want when you’re looking for a similar sound to Joy Division); 56k listeners
  • O. Children (modern; has the deep vocals & interesting bass lines that Joy Division was known for; great band); 29k listeners

If you like Sisters of Mercy:

This is one of my least favorite goth subcategories, which is odd because I actually love Sisters. But if you’re looking for a lot of music that sounds like SoM, I’d suggest delving into the 90’s and early 2000’s goth music scene. Search out those playlists.

  • Rosetta Stone (90’s band); 54k listeners
  • Miazma (modern); 10k listeners
  • Red Lorry Yellow Lorry (another criminally underrated 80’s band; one of my fave goth bands); 40k listeners (THEY!! DESERVE!! BETTER!!)
  • Dreamtime (modern); 65 listeners (ouch lol, please go show them some love)
  • Fields of the Nephilim (80’s, I think; if you’re a metalhead, you’ll probably appreciate this band); 95k listeners
  • The Merry Thoughts (80s); 19k listeners

Also, if you want a 1500-song, 105-hour goth playlist that’s constantly growing, here you go. The name of it is a dig at my ex lol: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6jCV530pMmOEmDHj4CLNka?si=cEVKiyAwQpaieGiV2pMyqw

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i caught a mantis parked on my car. also learnt the unfortunate lesson to just dry them out via the sun, don’t use alcohol. it bleaches the colors of non-hard shell insect in less than 24 hours 😢 he was a lot more vibrantly green before

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wondering if “delayed fear” is a concept. i’m trying to taxidermy a tarantula, and in the process of doing it i suddenly JUMPED. like holy crap what am i doing. i’m suddenly so scared of tarantulas. i didn’t have this issue before 😭

I DID IT!!!!!! look at how big he is!! it's under the cut because please don't click read more if you're afraid of spiders. he's a salmon pink bird eating tarantula! i didn't stuff his butt because i can't find a scalpel

this one is a pink toe tarantula. the same friend chucked me his dead body last year (i don't know why his spiders keep dying) and i was too worried to touch it until now. two of his limbs fell off from improper care and decomposition, and i will have to hot glue them back on later 😔

two dead tarantulas under the cut:

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wondering if “delayed fear” is a concept. i’m trying to taxidermy a tarantula, and in the process of doing it i suddenly JUMPED. like holy crap what am i doing. i’m suddenly so scared of tarantulas. i didn’t have this issue before 😭

I DID IT!!!!!! look at how big he is!! it's under the cut because please don't click read more if you're afraid of spiders. he's a salmon pink bird eating tarantula! i didn't stuff his butt because i can't find a scalpel

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wondering if “delayed fear” is a concept. i’m trying to taxidermy a tarantula, and in the process of doing it i suddenly JUMPED. like holy crap what am i doing. i’m suddenly so scared of tarantulas. i didn’t have this issue before 😭

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Anonymous asked:

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no way u got the wrong guy in no way can my band ocs be in the same sentence as cool

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