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On that note… today sucks. I’ve been on the verge of a breakdown all day.
it’s my mom’s birthday… the first birthday in heaven too and it’s been rough. I don’t feel like celebrating. I’m trying to pull myself together enough to complete making home made strawberry short cakes. They were her favorite until she started having trouble with eating strawberries.
but im not ok and I feel very alone.
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DRAGULA (1998) by rob zombie
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Barn Owl displaying its beautiful feathers
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Sometimes I just want things without having to ask for them… like flowers on Valentine’s Day or an anniversary or just because or a phone call when im having a rough day and it’s known im having a rough day.
Constantly having to ask for things makes me feel unimportant and just not good and why I say im out of sight out of mind. I know im not a priority but it would be nice to feel like one every once in a blue moon.😓😞
I haven’t felt this low in a while and I honestly just feel like giving up.
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Things have been really weird lately and I’ve been really sad and if anyone is feeling generous, feel free to send me a lil tip to cheer me up. If I get anything it’s going to go towards the memorial tattoo im going to get for my mama that passed away.🥺🖤
(Reblos encouraged. Cashapp for tips: $asinnersparadise2)
My mamas first birthday in heaven is this Wednesday (May 1st) and im getting the tattoo for her if anyone would like to contribute. The tattoo will be about $160 🥺 and i would appreciate any and all contributions 🥺♥️
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I hate having to go back to delete texts that I didn’t get a response to because it makes me sad. :(
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Trauma didn't make me nice, I consciously made me nice because I don't want anyone else to suffer like I did. Trauma didn't make me strong, I made me strong. Don't you dare ever tell me my trauma made me anything but scared, broken, and confused. Don't give credit to the abusers for me being a good person. They didn't make me good, I made myself good.
is it bad/ too much for hoping I’d receive flowers from st least one of my partners for our anniversaries? 🥺😞
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― Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms
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Graves and memorials through the gate at the of Egyptian Avenue in Highgate Cemetry