reminders for those grieving a loved one:

+ it’s okay to have happy days, you’re not doing a disservice to your loved one by being happy.

+ the grief process is not linear. you will have good days. bad days. okay days. you’ll start your day happy and end it sad...or the reverse. be gentle with yourself. you’re doing great so far.

+ you’ll be reminded of your loved one. those memories may make you feel an incredible amount of emotions, from happy to sad.

+ it’s okay to feel nothing. to feel numb. you won’t always feel like crying or laughing. some days, you’ll feel apathetic. again, that’s okay...that’s normal.

+ keep their memory alive by remembering the good ole days with them. watch videos, look at photos, tell stories about them with your friends/family.

+ it’s okay to not want to talk about your loved one or look at old photos/videos of them. sometimes, it can be tough to remember the good times, because they make you miss them even more.

+ it’s okay to cry. it’s okay to sob. it’s okay to feel low. it’s okay to feel empty. it’s okay to feel anger. it’s okay to take time for yourself.

+ guilt is a normal part of the grieving process, but don’t blame yourself. or do your best to not blame yourself. you did the best you could. it’s not your fault.

+ lean on those around you for support. and support them as well (if they’re affected by the loss). talk to a therapist. find a grief support group.

+ don’t compare your grief to others’. your emotions and grieving process are valid, and should not be compared to those who are grieving as well.

+ it’s okay to feel angry, but do not take out your pain on other people. channel that anger into something healthy — like painting or running/exercising. if your anger becomes too much, i urge you to seek counseling (as it’s completely normal to).

+ know that you will heal. one day, you’ll have more up days than down days. you’ll smile more. you’ll feel like yourself again or a better version of yourself.

— i miss you

I feel completely dead inside right now. Not just dead inside in the sense of having no emotions, but dead inside in a way that seems like my entire mind body and soul have given up. I feel like I’ve been fighting so much and for so long and I simply don’t have the energy or motivation or hope or willpower to carry on. Frankly right now I couldn’t even kill myself because I simply can’t be bothered. It feels like every spark I had has gone out and all I want to do is stare out the window or sleep.

if anyone ever asks you ‘who is b.a.p’ just show them this video

(this is 100% inspired by exo in a nutshell. also editing this made my cry it took 7 hours i have no life)

Oh shit that was great :D

1:03 LKJGLEKRAGJ //SCREAM

I am fucking crying

BAP Variety Shows [stream links] Updated[161209]

Yongguk [eng subbed]

BANG and ZELO [eng subbed]

Lulu Lala

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RAW CUTS

Mr And Miss Idol Korea[raw]

Tadah! it’s BAP [eng subbed]

BAP Diary[eng subbed]

BAP Killing Camp [eng subbed]

BAP ASK IN A BOX [eng subbed]

Weekly Idol [eng subbed]

After School Club[eng subbed]

Star King

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RAW CUTS

Quiz To Change The World [eng subbed]

1000 Song Challenge [eng subbed]

Infinity Challenge [eng subbed]

Yu Huiyeol’s Sketchbook [eng subbed]

King Of Masked Singer [eng subbed]

The Qmentary [eng subbed]

The Boss Is Watching [ raw]

GURUPOP SHOW [eng subbed]

Beatles Code [eng subbed]

BAP Game cuts

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MBC The Geeks [eng subbed]

Close-Up Observation Diary On Idol[eng subbed]

KBS Safety First [eng subbed]

Hello Counselor [eng subbed]

Fan Heart Attack Idol [eng subbed]

B.A.P Heyo TV

Eng Subbed

RAW

ddukgu

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RAW

B.A.P ONE FINE DAY

ENG SUBBED

Clebrity Bromance

ENG SUBBED

Miscellaneous [Eng Subbed] Updated 161007

{Note:This list includes all the fun stuff like backstage clips,nico nico events,album cover shoots,greetings and messages and some other videos.However only the subbed versions of such videos have been included}

2012

2013

2014

2015

2016

I think the most beautiful thing is to see your bias smiling

B.A.P Reality TV-ENG SUBBED  [Updated 161007]

BAP ATTACK!Earth Invasion

Go!B.A.P 

BAP LOE DVDs  

{Note:These videos have been uploaded by the owners of DVDs.Kindly do not re-upload without permission}

BAP 1st Adventure (10000 MILES DVD-2013):

BAP LOE Seoul Making Film

B.A.P Live On Earth Pacific Tour DVD:

BAP 2nd Adventure 30000 MILES DVD (2014):

B.A.P 3rd Adventure 50000 MILES DVD (2016)

BAP Vring U Broadcasts

{All the BAP Vlive videos can be found here.Videos are subbed.}

BAP Vlive Channel

Thank you for inspiring so many others to follow their dreams. 

#Behappywithyongguk

Its always good to know what to do when your baby is in danger.

ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

whenever i post this it works  reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet 

‘nightway’