not to be fake deep but we’re soaring, flying. there’s not a star in heaven that we can’t reach, if we’re trying, so we’re breaking free.

Me after spending a whole day reading smut

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I Love You- A Dan Howell fic

A/N: Yeah, hi! I saw this request! I have been working on this for awhile, I personally like how it turned out. Hope I didn’t fail you!

Pairing: Dan Howell x Reader (f)

Warnings: May offend people??? I’m not real sure

Dan

The sound of our footsteps fill the hallway as we walk to mine and Phil’s apartment. Her hand gripping mine as she trails behind. I pull out my keys to unlock the door, first thing that comes off are my shoes. I look behind to her as she tries to take her own shoes off, struggling a bit. “Need a bit of help?” I ask gently. Her shoulders visibly drop as she slightly nods. I get down to untie them, helping her toe them off. “It’s okay, nothing to worry about.” I take her hand again, walking to the kitchen. “You hungry?” “I’m in the mood for something sweet,” she giggles, the shoe situation forgotten. I lean down to kiss her lips, taking her by surprise. She laughs, “What was that for?” “You said something sweet,” I chuckle as she scrunched her nose at my pathetic move. “I meant like dessert,” she pointed out, her smile never leaving her face. I look through our pantry, finding some cookies and chocolate that I hid away. “Well you’re lucky we still have some kind of sweets.” I set them down on the counter and watch as she makes her way to a stool. “See. You can do it.” Her cheeks turn pink as she tries to hide behind her hair. “Just a bit annoying, yeah? Needing help to do normal things.” “Love, there’s nothing wrong with that. We all need help with things we do.” She shrugs as she sat down, feeling the counter for the treats I put down. I slide them closer to her, watching her open the cookies and take a bite. “These are so good! Are they chocolate chip?” I hum in response, watching her. She’s so beautiful. So kind. So pure. I sometimes wonder if she can feel how I look at her. How she makes me smile so damn much. She may not be able to exactly see me, but she loves and trusts me. That’s the best feeling in the world. “You’re awfully quiet, something wrong?” She pipes in, still munching on her cookie. I chuckle and hug her from behind, taking her by surprise. She jumps and laughs, squirming around. “You’re too cute, you know that?” She blushes once again. “Why do you do that?” She playfully whines, pouting. “Do what?” “Why do you make me feel so fucking special?” She giggles, leaning into my hug. “Because you are to me,” I respond, kissing the top of her hair.

“This is really cheesy,” she points out as she touches around for my face before pinching my cheeks.

“You started it,” I tease.

She tries to push me away, laughing as a latch myself to her. “You’re a fucking leech!”

“Yup, I suck the life out of you,” I smirk, tickling her sides.

She flails her arms around in attempt to stop me, obviously failing as I lift her up.

“Dan!” She squeals, trying to get out of my grip. She continues to kick around, coming quite close to kicking me where it hurts most. I gently throw her on the couch to then pull her on my lap as I sit.

We both laugh, at nothing in particular really, but the presence of the other being comforting.

As the laughter dies down, she shifts herself to face me, her hands roaming my hair. There’s a couple moments of silence before she speaks up again, “Your hair is so soft. And curly.”

I chuckle as she states the obvious, allowing her to play with my hair.

“What do you look like, Dan?” She asks meekly, almost scared of offending me.

I laugh at her tone. “Well, I got gross curly, brown hair. I’m pale as I don’t go outside. I’m really tall, like taller than average, like too awkward tall. I’ve got brown eyes.” She laughs at my description.

“I’m sure you’re very pretty.” As she feels down my face, she finds my dimples and smiles to herself. “This is one of my favorite things about you.” She pokes them which makes me laugh.

“I’m sure they are,” I roll my eyes playfully as I pull her in for a kiss. She melts into my body, her hands now on my shoulders as I place mine on her waist. She puts so much passion into the kiss that I feel myself become dizzy as I pull away. “I love you.”

“I love you, too, Dan. Thank you for giving me a chance.”

“Your personality captured me. I knew not to let you pass by without making you mine.”

Her hands feel down my shoulders to my hands, giving them a bit of a squeeze. “You’re my everything.”

I kiss her forehead, letting myself linger a bit. She’s the definition of grace. She has a heart of gold. Despite her disability, she continues to live life to the best of her ability.

“Dan?”

I pull away and look down at her. “Yeah?”

“You’re sweaty and it’s kind of gross.” She bursts into a fit of giggles as I dragged us both down to be laying down.

“Deal with it.”

THIS IS A GODDAMN MASTERPIECE AND I AM SO IN LOVE THANK YOU SO MUCH

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My Five Senses

My Five Senses

Tom Holland x Reader

Warnings: none

Request: may i pretty please be added to the tom/peter tag list ♡ i also have a tough little request: tom or peter (you choose) and the reader, but the reader is blind ♡ thank you!

A/N: yes of course love <3  I hope this is what you wanted. I decided to go with Tom for this one.

Please let me know what you thought about it, if you liked it or if it could’ve been better, anything will help lol | Anyways, enjoy this fic, you didn’t really specify anything, just for the reader to be blind so I hope this is okay :)

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T O U C H

You delicately ran your hands against the rough walls of your apartment.

Feeling every small dent on the soft tips of your fingers.

With your cane in your left hand,

you felt your way down the narrow hallway,

guiding your way to your room.

When the plastic hit the door of your room,

you began to feel for the metal knob.

The cool metal hitting your sweaty palms,

you struggled to open the door.

H E A R

You heard the door click open, a sigh was heard from someone’s lips.

“Hello Darling, I came in to fix your chair. You should’ve called out my name or something, so i could’ve helped you in.”

His soft voice filled your ears like music.

It being one of your favorite things in this world.

He had the cutest accent ever,

the way he says your name melts your heart into a small pool of happiness.

Your heart can’t help but flip at the way he calls you darling.

“I didn’t know you were home, I must’ve forgotten. Sorry love,” you said, placing a hand on his chest, trailing up to his jaw, thumb slightly rubbing against his soft lips.

Locating where they are.

S M E L L

As you lean in to his lips, you can’t help but breathe in his scent.

He smelled of cologne and sweat,

and a hint of strawberries.

You smile, loving how his scent fills your nostrils.

He just smelled so damn good.

You lean in to place a sweet kiss on his lips.

T A S T E

His lips are like honey.

His lips tasted of sweet, sweet honey.

Smooth, soft, and sweet.

Just like his love for you, his kisses were sweet and never bitter.

Just like honey, his love for you will never go bad.

S E E

You lift your eyes open, trying to look at the perfect human in front of you.

But still,

you saw darkness.

You smile,

knowing that the person in front of you was as perfect as he was in the inside.

Even though not knowing how he looks like,

not able to look into those eyes the way he sees yours.

You can see the love in his eyes.

By the way he touches you ever so delicately,

like you were glass, and he was afraid to drop you.

By the way he talks,

you can mentally see how much he loves you by the way you hear the happiness and pure love coming from his voice. Just by the way he says your name.

By the way he smells,

knowing how much you love the smell of strawberries, he makes sure he uses that strawberry body wash you loved so much as a kid, everyday.

By the way he tastes,

you can some how taste his love for you on his lips,

The sweet taste of love, that for some reason,

you can only taste when you kiss him.

Nothing else tastes as amazing as his lips.

You smile,

your face lit up with happiness.

“What?” he says, “was that like the best kiss you’ve ever had?”

He jokes, earning a small giggle from you.

You can hear the smile on his face, and you imagine in your head,

your favorite guy in the world,

smiling at you with the sweetest smile ever

Little did you know,

that pure love and happiness, was written all across Tom’s face as he looks at his true love in front of him.

Everyone with eyes, those who can see and can’t see, can clearly, absolutely see, how much you two love each other.

Your love for each other is so strong,

that even the blind can see it clearly.

THIS WHAT ABSOLUTELY AMAZING AND EVERYTHING I WANTED PLUS SO MUCH MORE OMG

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 1. @watermelonsmilesss - wins both Dan and Phil books or gift cards of equal value from the Dan and Phil shop. And any request they want.

 2. @16variationsoflove - Wins one of the Dan and Phil books and any request they want.

3. @ihave-danxiety - Any request they please.

Thank you to everyone that entered and gave me some new wonderful song suggestions.They have all been wonderful! love you guys a ton! 

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