𝚘𝚑 , 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚋𝚘𝚢 . 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚜𝚊𝚍 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚍𝚢 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜 . indie & selective wells jaha from the cw’s the hundred . heavily headcanon based and canon divergent . established by moo on 13.06.18 , revamped 07.04.19 !
the issue on the table , is that i am not doing great right now . mentally , i’m struggling like fuck and i’m finally coming to terms with that . today , i looked at all the people i’m being replaced with and they’re some pretty shitty people . and that made me sit and think that , if people i considered my friends would rather surround themselves with toxic and shitty people than be friends with me , what does that make me ? and this has really fucked me up . and i think i just need to take some time away from my most of my blogs and just really reevaluate myself and my decisions . because i want to be a better person . so i’m gonna put this blog on an indefinite hiatus . i will come back , because i love my blogs , but until i can become a better person i just don’t wanna force my shitty being on other people . you can find me on discord , and i do write there , and i’ll probably be on sam . just message me and i’ll send you the deets . i love you all , and i hope you’re having an awesome day .
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darling , dearest , dead . indie & selective wells jaha based purely onpersonal headcanonsandhis portrayal in the cw’s the 100 . loved too much by moo , est. 13 . 06 . 18 !
starter call ! because i miss my baby boy and i wanna try and get muse back for him .
i miss my chancellor son . so very much . but idk how to like get him back or find things to do like what do i do ?
to celebrate caitlyn’s birthday , i have collated a list of oddly hilarious things she’s said to me that i thought would be comical as ask memes . so here , enjoy the hilarity that is the inner workings of @bygonestm‘s brain .
i wanna be a seal . i’m a bug . it’s so wet . why is he dressed like he’s french ? you’re golden throat - hold on . i gotta change your facebook nickname . i proper sounded like an old man then . i tried to spell golden and i put golf . one of these is not as the other . my current mood is ryan at the end of humu humu . i wasn’t complimenting your testicles . i wasn’t complimenting your tentacles . they huggled . it’s weird that he doesn’t have boobs . you can’t look at me and just chuckle ominously . do bugs , like , sleep ? do they sleep ? i’m just like a little wiggle monster , aren’t i ? he’s got the same hair cut as my mum . he’s not as well versed in being a woman as ken . * whilst still asleep * fuck sake , i’m awake . don’t expose me , dad . hacker voice , i’m in . speak to google again , i like her . bucky got stucky . cheeky banana . i never know when to stop when spelling banana . i just keep going . you done fucked it , m’boi . m’laaaaaaady . tip tip . giggles . i’m funny . i like how you discord on a tumblr . on a tumble . i’m mister tumble . which ones mister tumble ? i love how pained you look every time you have to deal with me . do it gently , you’re ruining my asmr experience . spank it with a tennis racket . the asmr community is anti squidward . slimy yet satisfying . why is he speaking like he swallowed and english dictionary . i am a powerful hip bumper . i’m a biscuit . if i want to sing jingle bells on march the twenty seventh , i fucking will . why is my nan swedish ? haagen dazs. i don’t know swedish .
i only want to say , if there is a way , take this cup AWAY from me . for i don’t want to taste it’s POISON . feel it b u r n me , i have changed . i’m not as sure as when we started .
then i was INSPIRED , now i’m sad & tired . listen , surely i’ve exceeded expectations , i tried for SIX YEARS . seems like thirty , could you ask as much from ANY OTHER MAN ?
mom .
‘ i’m so happy that you’re okay- i missed you so much, wells. ‘ andi tells him pressing a kiss to his forehead before she pulls him close again. she had been so upset when he got locked up and when she heard they were brought down to the ground sure she would never see him again. ‘ i know this had to be difficult but we’re all together now and that’s what matters. we’ll keep you safe i promise. ‘
❛ i missed you so much . ❜ it’s said without a thought , the realisation that his mother was once again with him . he’d always been an independent child , having grown up far before he needed to . but he’d always needed his mother . she’d given him life , and she’d become such a vital part of it . he has to hunch to hug her now , he’s tall stance able to tower over her . but he still felt so small in her arms .
he didn’t get on with grounders . sure they were all animals , scars running along every inch of his body confirmation of that . and he hated it . hated the fear of strangers . but it’s undeniable . ❛ don’t - come any closer . ❜ / @atlsburnt !
❛ ignore them . ❜ it’s said in response to some guys poking fun at the girl , the man well aware of how harsh their tone became . ❛ they’re . . . assholes . ❜ / @iiimpasse !
❛ can you teach me ? ❜ said with such a gentle tone , so ashamed to have to ask , still not completely over his fear of grounders he was trying so desperately to get over . ❛ to fight , i mean . ❜ / @glaciaes !
❛ so this algae . ❜ head tilts to the side , botanist in him coming to the surface . he couldn’t get over the excitement he got from something so simple . ❛ you got it to work ? ❜ / @algaenotwar !