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Senator's Shadow - Chapter 2

summary: You make your arrival on Eirus, and what you’re met with makes you even more glad you’ve brought Clone Force 99 with you—even with your conflicted feelings about the squad’s leader.

pairing: hunter (the bad batch) x fem!reader

rating: mature (18+)

tags: bodyguard romance, forbidden love, fluff & angst, emotional & physical hurt/comfort, canon-typical violence, injuries & blood, trauma, eventual/mild smut

word count: 5.094k

chapter 1 series masterlist chapter 3

chapter 2

There was a gentle knock on the door to your cabin before you heard the voice of your captain. “We’re about to drop out of hyperspace, Senator.”

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Borrowed Time

summary: You can’t stop staring at Hunter during a mission, and little do you know just how distracting it is for both him and you.

pairing: sergeant hunter (tbb) x reader

tags: canon-typical violence, light angst, kissing, fluff

rating: T

word count: 3.786k

“All right.”

Hunter’s voice, modulated by his helmet, broke through your silent reverie as you finished your weapons check. You looked up to face him and instantly, your jaw locked up. This certainly wasn’t close to the first time you’d seen him in his armor, and it was likely far from the last, but today… it was hitting different.

“Does everyone remember the plan?”

It’s officially been 24 hours since I posted this so I quickly want to say

THANK YOU! 🩷

Because I was so excited to post this one, and this just feels like a really warm welcome back to the Hunter/TBB writing space! Thank you thank you thank you for reading, sharing, and supporting this one! 🥹

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Community Label: Mature: Sexual Themes

Good Intentions

You are a philanthropist in Piltover’s undercity. Your outreach - the Haven - comes to the attention of Silco himself. He can’t have an uncontrolled organization operating so close to the Last Drop. He offers a deal that allows you to keep running the Haven… and you can only hope the terms are ones you can live with. 

Part One - Warnings for mentions of homelessness, mentions of drug use, systemic abuse, threats both overt and implied, bribery, blackmail, discussions of drug distribution, mentions of sex as payment.

Part Two - Warnings for sex as a form of payment, power imbalance, fingering, explicit piv sex, mild cum play, blackmail, bribery.

Part Three - Warnings for canon-typical violence, drug use, canon-typical threats of gun violence, ongoing references to sex as a method of payment, oral sex (male receiving), voyeurism, public exposure (kinda?), fingering, unprotected piv, spanking, orgasm denial, light cumplay.

Part Four - Warnings for ongoing reference to sex as a form of payment, references to voyeurism, fingering, handjobs, piv sex, minor derogatory language (one use of the term ‘cockdumb’), canon-typical threats of violence.

Part Five - Warnings for ongoing references to sex as a form of payment, mentions of drugs and drug use, mentions of past sexual history, oral sex (female receiving), fingering, hint of ass play, hand job.

Part Six - Warnings for ongoing references to sex as a form of payment, mentions of drugs including use and sales of, oral sex (male receiving), piv sex, rough treatment.

Part Seven - Warnings for ongoing reference to sex as a form of payment, sensuality, fingering, inappropriate use of ice, knife play, anal play, anal plugging, unprotected piv sex, oral sex, minor cum play, minor degradation.

Part Eight - Warnings for ongoing reference to sex as a form of payment, power dynamics, oral sex (fem receiving), unprotected piv sex, handjob, biting.

Part Nine - Warnings for weird dreams, an attack, mentions of fire, mentions of physical abuse, ongoing references to sex as a form of payment, oral sex (male receiving), fingering, unprotected piv.

Part Ten - Warnings for ongoing references to sex as a form of payment, stripping, explicit piv sex, allusions to squirting, cum-eating (cum-tasting?)

Part Eleven - Warnings for ongoing references to sex as a form of payment, bossy Silco, period sex, fingering, unprotected piv sex, post-coital intimacy.

Part Twelve - Warnings for ongoing references to sex as a form of payment, minor arguments, descriptions of poverty in the Undercity, unprotected piv sex, anal fingering.

Part Thirteen - Warnings for mentions of sleeplessness, descriptions of a bar after hours, threats, ongoing references to sex as a form of payment, oral sex (female receiving), unprotected piv sex, themes of intimacy. 

Part Fourteen - Warnings for ongoing references to sex as a form of payment, conspiracy and performances, mention of outside threats, mentions of past oral sex, power play, unprotected piv sex, creampie, discussions of birth control methods, increasing intimacy. 

Part Fifteen - Warnings for ongoing references to sex as a form of payment, semi-consensual voyeurism, handjobs, arguments, threats, oral sex (male receiving), sex toy use, light breath play and choking, squirting.

Part Sixteen - Warnings for ongoing references to sex as a form of payment, jealousy, minor breath play, oral sex (fem receiving), biting, unprotected PIV sex, public sex, hints of exhibitionism, possessiveness.

Part Seventeen - Warnings for ongoing references to sex as a form of payment, implied violence, non-consensual drug use, paranoia, cuddling, threats.

Part Eighteen - Warnings for ongoing references to sex as a form of payment, threats, conspiracy, overeager lackies, mentions of alcohol consumption, semi-public piv sex, creampie, and plugging.

Community Label: Mature

Sexual themes

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saradika

HOW TO USE CANVA TO MAKE MOODBOARDS

I got a kind message asking how I make moodboards in Canva, so I wanted to do a little tutorial! Canva is a free graphic design app/website, and I use it for everything.

To start - open the app/page and use the search bar at the top to search for a template. I usually use: photo collage, scrapbook, aesthetic moodboard - all of these will pull up pre-made templates for you to use.

[I have a couple linked below that I’ve used and liked, or have bookmarked to try:]

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I FUCKING KNEW THIS POST WAS A GOOD IDEA

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manifesting tf out of this bc its my birthday month

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How do you know when a story is over?

Is it something the creator decides?

Does it happen naturally?

Or is it something that's predetermined from the start?

How do you know when enough story has been told?

Does the creator decide the characters have had enough?

Do the events eventually fall into place in a way that makes enough sense?

Or do things progress along the timeline until the progression stops because of the inevitable ending?

Is the end something we get to decide?

Or was it written for us from the start and the inevitable progression of events eventually leads to the end?

Is our decision decided for us before it's even a thought in our mind?

Does that make us all that different from a character in a story?

Is life just one big story?

How do we know when it's supposed to be over?

How do we know when our story has come to the close? How do we know when it is time for the inevitable epilogue?

Perhaps the end is meant to come so someone else can tell their story.

But that is the question.

Do we really get to decide when the story ends?

Or was it decided long before we became characters in it?

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Someone to shed some light - pt. 1

Astarion x gn!reader (Upcoming NSFW)

Synopsis: After being raised as a commoner, you find yourself as the last in a royal bloodline, forced into a marriage with someone you've never met. He's more than he seems. AKA: An arranged marriage AU with everyone's favorite vampire.
Warnings: Brief mentions of blood, death, and minor injuries. Mentions of sex, but nothing particularly graphic. Very brief, not graphic suicidal ideation.
Word Count: 6k
A/N: This idea possessed me and did not let me go. I don't know where it came from, or how on earth it's already 6k. I'm feral for Astarion, and it just... happened. Anyway. The royalty aspects are not remotely lore-accurate to the Baldur's Gate games, for which I apologize. Sometimes you just have to make shit up.
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maddiedrmr

Haven't played BG3 yet but already going down the rabbit hole of fics..

Worth the read!!!
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Debunking more myths in the GFFA: the Jedi and the clones.

I wrote a post debunking the various myths about how “the Jedi condone slavery”, a while ago. Something I had omitted (because it’s such a big topic) was the following two statements that concern the clone troopers’ relations with the Jedi:

  • “The clones were genetically bred to have accelerated growth, so they’re technically child soldiers.”
  • “The clones were slaves of the Jedi.”

Both the above statements are inaccurate, let’s explore why. 

“The clones were child soldiers”

Let’s get the easy one out of the way first, because it’s a logic that cuts both ways. If age is our only determination of the maturity of a Star Wars character, then Grogu is not a baby. He is aged 50, and is thus a middle-aged man.

Who cruelly eats the babies of a woman…

… and knowingly tortures animals for his own sadistic pleasure.

Of course, I’m kidding. Grogu’s none of the above things.

The narrative frames him as a cute baby who does innocent baby stuff. Him eating the eggs is played off as comedic, as is him lifting with the frog. To this day, some fans still call him “Baby Yoda”.

Conversely, despite the clones being 10/14-years-old, their actions, behaviors, way of thinking, sense of humor, morals etc, are all those of an adult.

Like, Ahsoka is technically older than Rex in this scene.

The scene doesn’t portray them as peers, though. This isn’t written as “a teen and a tween talking”. No, Rex looks, acts and behaves like a grown-up and is thus framed as such by the narrative.

You can make the argument “they’re child soldiers”, but (unless you’re doing so in bad faith) you’d also have to argue that “Grogu’s an adult”.

“The clones were the Jedi’s slaves”

Nope. For all intents and purposes, they’re in the same boat as the Jedi, who George Lucas stated multiple times had been drafted to fight in the war.

Again: both the Jedi (monk/diplomats untrained for fighting on a battlefield) and clones (literally bred en masse only to fight) are being forced to fight by Palpatine and the Senate.

Though, on paper, the clones were commissioned by Jedi Master Sifo-Dyas, it was actually done by the Sith (who either manipulated or assassinated Sifo-Dyas then stole his identity, depending on the continuity you choose to adhere to). The rest of the Jedi had no idea these clones were being created.

So while the clones are slaves… they’re not owned by the Jedi.

They’re the army of the Republic, they belong to the Senate. This isn’t exactly a scoop, they refer to the clones as something to purchase…

… and manufacture.

As far as the Senate’s concerned, clones are property, like droids. 

Like there’s a whole subplot in The Bad Batch about this very point: after the war, the clones are decommissioned and left out to dry because they literally have no rights, they served their purpose.

The only trooper to ever canonically blame the Jedi for the clones’ enslavement is Slick, who the narrative frames as having been bribed and manipulated by Asajj Ventress into betraying his comrades.

Also, the only canonical Jedi shown to ever be mean, dismissive or mistreating the clones in any way, is Pong Krell.

And it’s eventually revealed he’s in fact a full-on traitor, hence why the story frames him as an antagonistic dick from the moment he’s introduced. He doesn’t represent the Jedi in any way.

We know this because the other Jedi we’ve been shown are always prioritizing their clones’ lives over theirs, if given the chance.

Finally, if we wanna get even more specific… as Commander-in-Chief of the Grand Army of the Republic (GAR), the clones belong to Palpatine. 

Palpatine who is a Sith Lord. 

Palpatine who arranged for the creation of the clones and had them all injected with a chip that would activate upon hearing a code-word…

… and forced them to murder their Jedi without hesitation or remorse.

When you bear all that  ⬆️  in mind and when you read this quote by George Lucas…

“The Jedi won’t lead droids. Their whole basis is connecting with the life force. They’d just say, ‘That’s not the way we operate. We don’t function with non-life-forms.” So if there is to be a Republic army, it would have to be an army of humans.”    - The Star Wars Archives: 1999-2005, 2020  

… narratively-speaking, everything falls into place.

Sidious knows that:

  1. If he orchestrates a war designed to thin the Jedi’s numbers, corrupt their values and plunge the galaxy into chaos…
  2. If he wants to draft the Jedi - peace-keeping diplomats who’d never willingly join the fray - to fight in his war…

… then the only way they won’t resist the draft and abstain from fighting is if they think joining the conflict will save lives.

So he creates a set of cruel, sadistic villains for them to face, opponents who will target innocent civilians at every turn…

… and instead of lifeless droids, he prepares for the Jedi an army of men… living, mortal people who, despite being well-trained, will be completely out of their league when facing the likes of Dooku…

… Ventress…

… Grievous…

… Savage Opress…

… or the defoliator, a tank that annihilates organic matter.

Thus, in order to save as many clone and civilian lives, the Jedi join the fray despite knowing that doing so will corrupt their values. 

And as the war rages on, a bond of respect is formed between the two groups.

Clearly, the Jedi don’t like the fact that the Republic is using the clones to fight a war, but for that matter, they don’t like being in a war, in fact they advocated against it.

However, it’s happening regardless of their issues with the idea or personal philosophies. Said The Clone Wars writer Henry Gilroy:

“I’d rather not get into the Jedi’s philosophical issues about an army of living beings created to fight, but the Jedi are in a tough spot themselves, being peacekeepers turned warriors trying to save the Republic.”

And bear in mind, the Jedi are basically space psychics, the clones are living beings that they can individually feel in the Force… 

… so the Jedi feel every death but need to move on, regardless, only being able to mourn the troopers at the end of every battle.

We see this in the Legends continuity too, by the way.

(that is, when the writers actually try to engage with the narrative)

Also, if you ask the clones, they’re grateful the Jedi have their backs.

When Depa Billaba voices her concerns about how the war is impacting the Jedi’s principles, troopers Grey and Styles are quick to make it clear how grateful they all are for the Jedi’s involvement:

So the clones aren’t the Jedi’s slaves. If anything, they’re both slaves of the Republic (considering how low the Jedi’s status actually is in the hierarchy).

Only I’d argue the clones have it much, much worse. 

The Senate sees the Jedi as “ugh, the holier-than-thou space-monk lapdogs who work for us”… but a Jedi has the option to give up that responsibility. They can leave the Order, no fuss or stigma. 

A clone trooper cannot leave the GAR! If they do, they’re marked for treason and execution. Again, they’re not perceived as “people”.

And it doesn’t help that the Kaminoans, the clones’ very creators, see the troopers as products/units/merchandise. A notion that the Jedi are quick to correct whenever they get the chance.

How The Clone Wars writers describe the clones’ relationship with the Jedi.

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Warm Me Up

Summary: A freak storm has you and Hunter seeking shelter in a cave. The desperation to get warm has some hidden feelings coming to light.

Pairing: Hunter x reader

Warnings: NSFW, 18+, unprotected sex, fingering, confession of feelings, snow storms, almost freezing to death (not really but close), hypothermia, survival skills, cuddling for warmth, fucking to survive, cock warming (literally and figuratively), post Order 66, bit of an AU

A/N: I am once again bringing you Hunter and reader fucking to survive only under different circumstances. I have been in a Hunter mood lately so you are welcome.

Thank you @starrylothcat for the idea for this one.

@maddiedrmr Haha yeah, if there's one thing about me it's that if I'm in a mood, I'm gonna make it everyone else's problem 😅 ❤️ thank you so much!! I'm glad you enjoyed it!!

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maddiedrmr

@mandos-mind-trick you can make it my problem every day! I love your writing, you can really convay emotions and lust in a way that's compelling and moving. Not something that's easily done. You should be proud of yourself! 🙌❤️‍🔥

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Corruption - Part 1

Summary: Mari's always had darkness in her, threatening to take over in the back of her mind. No matter how much the Jedi tried to train her, the darkness was always there. After the death of her first master, she finds herself under the tutelage of Master Kenobi due to the council's growing concerns about her well being. The sudden return of a certain enemy, however, has some things coming to light. Maybe the darkness was never hers to begin with.

Pairing: Maul x OC (only named, no physical descriptions given)

Warnings: Maul being Maul, bit of an age difference but OC is of legal age in the last section, nightmares, self doubt, some canon-typical violence, mentioned death, sort of forced soulmate link initiation, manipulation, stalking, kinda dark at the end but nothing's given in detail.

A/N: All right, here it is, the original soulmate story that started the whole clone series. This takes a bit of a different look at soulmate bonds from a different perspective. Lots of just setting up the story in this part, the next one will go a lot more into detail about things, and also have a bit more action and also Maul.

Maul and Mari share the soulmate link where it's impossible to harm your soulmate cause I thought it would be not only perfect but kinda funny.

34 BBY

Master Cartia was not one to panic. Like most Jedi, she prided herself in her ability to stay calm even in the most dire situations. Her level-headedness and nurturing nature led her to join the caretakers in the creche, looking after the younglings. Her group were between the human ages 3-4 (or the equivalent in other species) when social and mental skills begin to strengthen and develop, as do Force abilities. Placating tantrums and dodging floating objects (and occasionally floating toddlers) were normal in her day to day life. 

Frantically searching for missing children, though, that was entirely unheard of. 

The creche is in the center of the temple. To escape unseen is nearly impossible. There are always Jedi moving about at all hours in the temple, not to mention the guards that were stationed at every entrance. Younglings sneaking around the temple was not unusual, and they were often returned by other creche masters or other Jedi who happened upon them in passing. 

But four year old Marianni Grarus is not in the temple. 

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maddiedrmr

Ya'll need to read this 🙌

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