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big guys and big feelings

@captainbobbin / captainbobbin.tumblr.com

I'm Bobbin (He/Him only, '95) - digital artist, longform writer and gay bear. King of the cult of moonrocks (Isa x Terra KH) and Sylvendrik CEO (Sylvando x Hendrik DQXI)  {I post nsfw on Ao3 and twitter but not on here.}
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Hello! I'm Bobbin 🌙

He/Him, '95, gayfag. Bri'ish menace, dog dad, artist and writer.

I'm a lover of emotionally tortured father figures, monstrous internal self-flagellating monologues and silly little clowns with identity issues. You can find my writing here!

You can find my carrd here, which has all my info and links, including commission info and a link to my merch store! The store is still in development, but it's coming along nicely and I aim to add more and more merch as time goes on. If you have any questions please don't hesitate to get in touch!

I do take commissions (for both drawn art and writing) and am always happy to chat and receive asks! Please ask me about my blorbos and you will likely receive an essay-length infodump lmao

My main interests/pairings/special little guys are - Sylvando+Hendrik (dqxi), Saïx/Isa, Xemnas and Terra (KH), Sir Crocodile+Sanji (OP) and more! I have several ocs that I draw sometimes and I'm just a fruity little guy lover heehoo

My fandom stuff by tag -

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I've just noticed your post about you OCs and am pretty intrigued: who's Dread and why are they called like that? ^^

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(soft warnings for talks of fantasy religion, death, burial rights, etc)

My main ocs are based in a fantasy-esque environment; it isn't based off of one specific thing, (I kind of borrow ideas from lots of different places messily haha), but if you think of sort of Skyrim, Dungeons+Dragons/Baldurs Gate, that kind of setting, that's the general vibe!

Dread is my dark elf wizard - he's kind of an asshole lmao, he's got a lot of baggage but hides it behind a very 'gifted and talented child' type of ego where he was very bright and powerful for his age and has been striving to be the most revered wizard since (hes actually very burnt out but its fine its fine he's the best and everyone should know it its fine hes fine he has NO problems)

In the context of the lore/setting/worldbuilding, dark elves have different naming conventions depending on where they are from and how strictly they adhere to their religious beliefs - the main dark elf religion is that they as a race were shaped out of ashes and are in a cycle of death and rebirth, that the goddess of death takes the souls of the dead only after the bodies have been cremated. Dread's mother was a priestess and so took this all very seriously. Those particularly loyal to this goddess would have names that are somewhat more macabre and traditional - however she took it to quite the extreme and named her unwanted bastard son Dread; it's a very clear and open admission that he was unplanned, regretted, and unloved by her. His childhood was... difficult.

However the name very much feeds into his aesthetic - Dread is an adept spellcaster, particularly with conjuration magic. Conjuration magic is perhaps The Hardest magic to have any kind of skill in, as it takes decades of research to do basic things with it. Being able to create something means that you have to study it extensively. Say that, as a wizard, you want a familiar that is, let's say, a cat. You just want a little ghostly cat to follow you around and keep you company and be your companion. To do that, you would have to know all about cats. You would have to study in detail the way they act, the way they move, how things affect them, their insides and out, every little detail about their fur, their ears, their tails, so on and so forth etc etc etc. It would take a very long time of living around and looking at cats to be able to create a magical cat from thin air.

From a worryingly young age, Dread has had dead bodies follow him. Semi-cremated remains haunting him and protecting him, like his own skeletal guardians, smouldering and unalive, wisps of purple magical vapour in the shape of the deceased. Most people look at him and think that he is a necromancer, summoning the dead and tampering with bodies. He isn't.

(I thiiiiiink this is the most recent sketch I have of him - I need to rework it sometime haha)

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do you have any thoughts on Vantias at all as a character? to me he's like one of my top 5 and takes up a vast amount of my brain space (to the point where if I make mental KH fanfic he's there almost always, and sometimes he turns it into a crossover when it isn't KH). I'm just curious what you think about him if you feel inclined

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(sorry for the hella late reply dude kjgkhjk)

I like Vanitas! I'm really interested in his and MXehanorts relationship, the weird student-mentor dynamic they have that feels like it is meant to parallel Eraqus and the Wayfinders, but there's always this sense of like usage to me, like Vani is just a byproduct, an ends to a means, they're just using each other to get what they want etc and I'd love to delve into it more sometime. I haven't played through Ven's part of BBS for a little while so I could do with a refresher sometime, but I remember really enjoying the ending segment and I liked the mystery surrounding Van a lot.

I think his design is super cool - part of me kind of wishes that the face reveal hadn't happened until kh3 however, so we really had that extra level of suspense and shock when we see Vanitas as Sora does. That being said, I will forever and always be a KH2/BB2/CoM graphics thruther and much much much prefer how Vani looks in BBS than in 3 by far (along with. most characters. lmao)

To be honest with you though I could really do with a solid deep dive into his lore sometime proper; while I like Vani and I've played through BBS a few times, I know that I'm missing out on some context regarding him as I haven't fully sat through any of the mobile games yet. I keep meaning to, I just get distracted haha. I like him! I think he's cool and theres a lot of potential to play with him and rotate him in my brain too, I just don't have any specifically deep thoughts or ideas about him at this time :)

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Happy Dragon Quest Day 🎉🎉 I started this collab project last year and so this is a long time coming but here's the complete DQXI Redraw piece! Everyone absolutely smashed it out of the park with their parts and I could not be more proud! Credits:

Eleven - Nintendoge_JPEG (Twitter) Erik & Cetacea - @evanesce-art Serena - Me! Veronica - gr0ttw0 (Twitter) Sylvando - @captainbobbin Hendrik - @whiskiijack Jasper - @winxixia Rab - @frostedmonster Jade - @batwingtensei Serenica - @sarunohadaki Erdwin - Annoyace (Twitter) Slime - @vidramon Tockle - BigSharkGaming (Twitter)

Thank you again for organising this, Brin! Everyone worked so hard and I loved being a part of this :) happy dragon quest day! ✨

Here is my part on its own!

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hell friends, have a low stakes ask meme because it's a week later and I'm still chasing the high of the boops and want to get that back

🐱 - boop!

🌄 - tell me something good about your day

📝 - tell me about a project you're working on, or share something from a WIP

☕ - tell me about something tasty you ate or drank recently

🦐 - tell me about a character or story that is giving you shrimp emotions right now

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Hi, hello! 💜 I hope I'm not disturbing. ^^ Just wanted to say, that I really like your Pokémon GO avatar – looks really cool! 💜

Anyway, I hope you're having a lovely day! 💜

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ah thank you so much! And you're never disturbing me dw, I love seeing asks pop up and its always nice to chat! 💜

If anyone would like to add me on Pokemon Go, here I ammm

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currently doing some design work while using Saïx's KH2 battle area, Addled Impasse, as a reference and I wanted to share the fact that the patterns on the wall hide several crescent moon shapes -

I like the implication of these circles especially. The repetition of dark circles - new moons, perhaps! The fact that Saïx's moon out beyond the window is fake, built, his manufactured Kingdom Hearts there isn't really a moon at all, and inside this room he's surrounded by false ideas of moons but nothing genuine actually exists near him... Plus the fact that the main circular/crescent moon design is surrounded by outward pointed triangles, giving the impression of a sun - or more specifically an eclipse. A sun being snuffed out by the moon. God I love symbolism and it's rife here. Xemnas put him here for a reason...

There's also the symbol of the cycles of life, circled in the upper corner, the symbol that looks like this: 🌒🌕🌘

It's meant to represent the stages we all go through: childhood, adulthood, and old age. But again the fact that this version of the symbol is very industrial and cold and often overlapped or broken apart is super interesting and symbolic. God I love environment design. Much to think about....

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