hello!!!

i know i haven’t been really active these past days/weeks; i’ve been busy making a new blog. i’ve had this blog for about 3 years now, and there comes a time when you need to start fresh and all and this is it for me. so imma make a whole new blog where i’ll still post the same stuff and some more things that i also post on the other blogs i have. however i’m doing that for personal reasons as well so i’m not gonna display my new url here. so if you’re interested in still following me, please send me a message asking for my new url and i’ll happily give it to you!! :’)

What to do AFTER a panic attack

gay love is the purest thing in this entire world and i’m not just talking romantic gay love which is amazing and beautiful and revolutionary but i also mean just. the love gays have for other gays. and that connection you feel when you meet new people and find out they’re gay too. the love and support of the lgbt community is the most wonderful thing i’ve ever been a part of and i wouldn’t trade it for anything

red x pink is a powerful combination which should be spread all over me!!!!! i want to be COVERED in LOVE

shout out to people on therapy that have difficulties on talking and communicating about their problems but still go to their sessions and try their best to recover. you’re doing great.

me after a quiet day in: Time for a quiet night in

gentle reminder

recovery is really hard, and it takes a really long time - if you’re reading this right now, you’ve survived every awful day that the world has thrown at you, and for that, i am immensely proud

I will be okay

Have compassion for yourself!!! I cannot say that enough. You are human. You are imperfect. You’ve been wrong in speech and action. You’ve made mistakes and you will make more! But you are still worthy of empathy, understanding, and love. You deserve this and I understand self compassion can be hard, but it is a practice to work at. We deserve that within ourselves. 

you will unlearn all of the bad habits you taught yourself and you will grow into someone stronger than you ever imagined you could be

hey good luck today with whatever u got going on. u got this. and i hope something really nice happens to u today. u deserve it. 

Brown, Laura S. Not the price of admission: Healthy relationships after childhood trauma, p. 30

I’m the only person on who can work towards my success. If I don’t, it won’t happen. Unless I put the time, passion and commitment in, my potential will remain just that. I have to remember to keep my foot on the gas, to get out of the habit of putting things off, of waiting for a better moment. The best time to start working towards the future I want is always right now. There’s always something I can be doing towards it, small or large. I need to maintain my momentum instead of just aimlessly drifting towards rosy ‘what if’s’. I need to focus on what it is I want to do on this planet, I need to turn the hypothetical into the actual. I need to make it happen. I can and I will.