hanma flinches away from any form of intimacy that isnβt sexual at first. when you lean in to kiss his cheek, when you wrap your arms around his shoulders from behindβhe just stands there frozen, unsure of what to do, how to proceed with such random display of affection.
he finally learns to appreciate it when heβs about to leave for a toman meeting, his tie is not cooperating neither are his shoes or his hairβheβs starting to get pissed.
βhey, youβre okay,β you say softly when you feel breathe in harshly, you can feel his heart beat speeding up against your fingers as you rub his chest soothingly. your fingers then tug at his tie and you start to do it for himβwithout him having to ask. and shuji justβ¦ stares.
you're used to his intense eyes, but you find yourself smiling when you find him staring at you. you donβt mind, continuing to fix his tie before dusting invisible dirt off of his shoulders. your hand reaches towards his hair and you run your fingers through the dual toned strands, fixing them to your liking. it was always so pretty, such a nice color.
βthere you go, all done.β you say it almost in a kindergarten teacherβs voice, sounding very proud that hanma has to lean down to capture your lips in a swift kiss that has you smiling against his mouth.
he pulls away then kisses you again, and then again and againβ
βo-okay,β you giggle and place your hands on his shoulders, feeling his lips trail towards your neck. βshuji, you have to leave!β
βI do?β he mumbles against your neck and you hold back a pleasured sigh, knowing that the sound could easily change him mind and have him cancel all of his plans for the rest of the day.
βmhm baby you do,β you reply, planting a kiss to his cheek. βnow go, you look good.β
he feels lucky, undeserving of such affection and love from you. he wants to fight back and tell you to go find someone better than him, more emotionally stableβbut when he sees you looking at him from the balcony, waving excitedly as he starts the car, his cold heart melts.
home is where you belong.
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