im angel, i love kpop and i like to write! please check my carrd b4 you follow.
rosieโs 2020 in a nutshell.
2020 has been a really tough and difficult year for us all and in july i decided to finally bite the bullet and start writing again to cure my boredom and to finally put my little creative bursts out there for someone to enjoy. itโs been hard, to say the least, balancing college, my mental health and physical health for that matter, family and home life and then tumblr. but quite frankly, i wouldnโt change it for the world, itโs one of the best decisions iโve made - iโve met so so so many great and wonderful people here and i couldnt ever thank them enough for these past five months. so hereโs a little shoutout to people who hold a special place in my heart as well as a few of some of my favourite fics โ
THIS IS SO SWEET THANK U SM โค๏ธโค๏ธ !!!
i have a lot of trouble sleeping T^T i hope this can comfort you in some way โค๏ธ a pretty short boyfriend! sunwoo headcanon and gender neutral :3
it was 2am, and you had just gotten out of bed. you weren't sleeping, no, you were trying to sleep. you got up once you gave up, so as not to disturb your boyfriend, sunwoo, who was knocked out beside you.
you had trouble sleeping for as long as you knew, but it was worse some nights more than the others. you tried many things like asmr, melatonin, warm tea or milk, or even candles and incense. they worked to point, sometimes.
i was just reading your rich ceo juyeon fic and you said you canโt add a read more tab hehe but if you do this : readmore : but without the spaces then it adds it, hope this helps๐ฅฐ (i write on my phone and itโs a lifesaver)
OH MY GOSH U R A LIFESAVER !!! thank u sooo much !! ๐ฅบ๐ฅบโค๏ธโผ๏ธ
this is SO self indulgent... i hate it /j. anyway, have this (barely noticeable) rich ceo! juyeon au (and its gender neutral!)
you felt out of place sitting in the bright and luxurious lobby. you heard the click clack of expensive heels on the marble floor and the chatter of important calls. there was the occasional "ding!" of the elevator and the bright greeting of one of the receptionists sitting at the front disk.
the feeling of the expensive leather of the sofa against you was cool to the touch and smelt expensive. the sleek, plain furniture gave off that modern money look.
you never knew if you would get used to it. you were hoping juyeon would hurry and come down, you were excited to spend his free days with him.
you scrolled mindlessly on your phone, even texting juyeon a few times. you heard a buzzing at the same time you sent a particularly whiny test. looking up, you saw long legs in an expensive suit, a defined jaw and sharp eyes. eyes that came to smile down on you.
[7:36pm]: you watched eric intently, obvious worry on your face. despite claiming he had felt a sharp pain in his side right perform their performance, he said he would go through as it was just one song.
it amazed you at how well he could hide his pain. it didn't last long though, as it got to the bridge and you saw him losing strength. you chided him under your breath for being so stubborn.
as the song ended and they stood still in their poses, it was sure people would know something was wrong with eric. his face was scrunching together with an obvious frown. he rushed off the stage faster than the others, juyeon by his side to help him off.
"eric you idiot!" you yelled as soon as he was in earshot distance.
he chuckled as juyeon helped him walk and the other members crowded around in concern.
"how could you laugh?!" you yelled. "oh my gosh, go sit down or something."
they quickly took eric to the waiting room and you followed behind. chanhee slowed down to talk to you.
"hey y/n," he said lowly. "calm down, he'll be okay, alright?"
you didn't mean to yell, it had come out in a flurry of emotions. you were mad at eric for doing this to himself, mad at yourself for letting him go up, worried as to what could be wrong.
you sighed as chanhee put his hand on your back, "yeah... thanks, chanhee."
as you two got to the room, you saw their manager talking to eric who was lying down on the couch. you went to sit at his feet, but he sat up right away when he saw you.
"y/n," but you cut him off.
"how much does it hurt?" you said as you gently push him to lay back down.
eric smiled, an obvious attempt to calm you and everyone else, "it's nothing i can't handle." he says through a strained voice. you frown.
"we're gonna wait and see if the pain dissipates before we take him to the hospital," his manager tells you all. "we'll go the dorms for now."
you insist on helping eric, so the other boys go to change.
"you wanna change?" you ask as you run your fingers through his hair.
eric winces, "no, it's actually getting worse, i think."
you're trying to stay calm so you nod and get a water bottle for him. you also grab his bag and pack away the clothes he came in.
"you know i love you a lot." eric grins up at you.
"i know."
[2:35 am]: you and your friends finally decide to go to sleep after spending the whole day at the lake. with only one main room and a bathroom, you all lay blankets and sleeping bags on the floor.
"oouh! it feels good to lay down," you hear kevin shout.
even when they all whined when sangyeon had suggested you all go to sleep, they started to feel the exhaustion from a good day settle in their bones.
"goodnight everyone," jaehyun yawns out followed by smaller goodnight's.
you snuggle up into changmin's chest, his scent overcoming you. you go over the day in your head; when you all arrived and breathed in the fresh air, when eric had fallen down the hill and ended up last when he initiated the race, when changmin had fell into the water with all his clothes, and when you tried to pull him out, he pulled you in.
just as everyone was falling asleep, the sudden snores of someone startles them.
"what-- who, who's snoring?" chanhee sits up, annoyed. everyone follows in suit, complaining.
"it's changmin," haknyeon whispers, pointing at the boy with green hair. "how is y/n sleeping right next to him?"
there's a smile on your face even if your face is not even a foot away from changmin's face. they see you snuggle more into his side.
"wah," younghoon breathes out, "she must be used to it."
"ugh, we can't even do anything about it," sunwoo groans and pulls a pillow over face.
"i'm so tired, i'm pretty sure i'll sleep right through it." jacob says and lays down.
everyone follows in suit and suprisingly enough, they all are able to drown out changmin's loud snores.
[4:34 am]: you feel a shove at your arm and you groan at whoever is waking you from your slumber. you stay still, trying to go back to sleep.
"y/n!" you here someone whisper-yell. you don't say budge, feeling the exhaustion deep in your body, still.
"y/n!" they say even louder.
"what?" you say, exasperated, and you turn on your back to face the perpetrator.
it's sunwoo, your boyfriend, who has a pout on his face. his hair is messy and his eyes are glossy.
"can you come eat cereal with me?" is not what you would expect to be woken up for.
you sigh, "what time is it?" you ask groggily.
"it's 4 am." he sniffles, "i just, don't wanna be alone... please~?"
and you remind yourself of the overwhelming love you have for sunwoo, groan, and muster your strength to get up.
"fine. but i'm going back to sleep right away."
[2:42am]: although you only had less than 12 hours with each other, you knew eric would need the sleep for his schedule tomorrow.
"i wanna make sure you fall asleep first..." he said drowsily. he knew of the trouble you had most every night to fall asleep and wanted to help you. but you knew he couldn't help you when he was half asleep himself.
it brung a smile to your face, eric's sweetness. you sighed and lifted your hand up to stroke his hair.
"it's okay, eric. you'll need the sleep for your day tomorrow, okay?" you feel him melt into your arms, despite his protests from before.
"...okay." you hear him mumble before feeling him go limp just a few seconds later.
